Problems seem to be never ending..

The one thing that I've heard that is dear to my heart..
was something you said yesterday..

I might not be good at giving equal attention to the both of you at the same time..
but I do give you the attention..
Probably it's not enough..
I'm sorry..

~Without you.. I'm incomplete.. it's only with you that I'm complete and whole..~

I'm tired..
I'm stressed..
I'm worn out..
I don't know how much more I can take..

I've in some way seem to have outlasted what I could..
I used to be able to take everything in my stride..
Used to be able to do anything and everything..

Guess I've backslided..
No..
I definitely have..

Couldn't handle what I used to be able to..

No..
I won't admit it's a result of age..
I've seen and know people who can do more than me despite their age..

Sigh..

I don't know what to do..
I keep making you angry..
I keep complaining..

But do you see my pain?
Do you see my stress?
You see me everyday..
But do you understand me?
Do you know what I'm going through?

I might not be in your shoes..
But I try to understand..
You don't tell me anything..
But I try to guess..

Communication..
Understanding..
That's important..
Hope you'll understand..

I've had a wonderful Valentine's Day..

This would be the first time I'm spending Valentine's Day attached.. Although Valentine's day is over-commercialised, I would have to say that I really enjoyed myself..

I spent more than half the day at home..

After his final paper, he came to fetch me..
and he gave me..
a bouquet of sunflowers..
6 stalks..

It's the first time I'm ever receiving sunflowers.. because all along, I've only received roses..

Dinner was at toa payoh's kfc..
Haha..
Rather..
It's the same building as toa payoh's kfc..
We had Sizzler..

After that, we went down to clar's place and stayed there till early morning..

I would like to thank all who have made this possible..
Dar.. thanks for collecting the flowers (that's what you claimed you only did.. I'm sure you had some part in the planning..)
Baby.. thanks for making the day special..

The both of you..
you two really are special..
You light up my day..

Thank you..
Love you two..

It's really been ages since I last blogged..

I've ended my attachment a week ago..
and I can say that I really do miss my colleagues..

I've been to school and back the past week..
have had lots of things to settle..

Many things have happened..

Suddenly it seems as though you've changed..
The way you react..
Maybe you were feeling upset..
Maybe you are feeling lonely..

I apologise for being useless..
I'm sorry for not being able to help..

Maybe I'm thinking too much..
Or maybe it's my fault..

Sorry...