Ptr Cheah's funeral wake will be held behind Blk 158, Toa Payoh Lor 1.. 8pm.. Tonight, Thurs and Fri night..

The procession will be held on Sat.. n I can't go cos of the Yellow Ribbon Walk..

May God bless us all.. help Auntie Lee Choo thru this tough period of time..

This morning is nt a GOOD morning for most of us... bt to our dear Ptr Cheah.. it's the beginning of his gd mornings.. there'll be no more pain.. no more sufferings.. no more sickness.. only happiness and joy..

Our Dearly Beloved Ptr Cheah was called home to be with the LORD at 2am this morning...

His demise is a great loss to both our churches.. He's been a great Ptr.. Always so kind.. so tender.. so caring for us..

I can still rmb the time in which he was ordained Ptr.. it seemed like it was juz yest..

Many times.. it's at times like this tt we'll rmb what happened in the past.. the things tt he did.. the things tt he did tt probably seemed little to him like having a bible study grp in NP.. bt was actually great in our eyes..
The missionary trips to Myanmmar..
The preachings..
The devotions..
The writings..
His poems..
All.. though alr significant at tt time.. now seems greater..

I cried a lot.. ever since I read the msg at 5+.. till now.. I couldn't slp.. I couldn't do anything much except cry.. I took a bath.. and have been sitting in front of the lap top since..

I thot of how I'll be going to the ICA building later to update my passport photo as compared to how Auntie Lee Choo will be going down to return Ptr Cheah's passport n IC.. n to make his death certificate..

I've gt no strength to continue crying.. I'll still be crying the nxt few days..

Although we all know tt Ptr Cheah's gone to a better plc.. it's the transition period tt's hard.. the Ptr tt we all love so dearly.. it's so hard to let him go.. bt we know.. tt he's finally in the Father's protective arms.. he'll nv fall again.. he'll always be with us.. in our hearts.. in spirit..

And now to quote.. Eccl 3.. esp vs 1-8

1 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2 A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3 A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5 A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6 A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7 A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8 A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
9 What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth?
10 I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.
11 He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.
12 I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.
13 And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is the gift of God.
14 I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.
15 That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.
16 And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there.
17 I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.
18 I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts.
19 For that which befalleth the sons of men befalleth beasts; even one thing befalleth them: as the one dieth, so dieth the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity.
20 All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
21 Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?
22 Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him?

Eccl is a book tt he's preached on b4.. his preaching was always and had always been so practical.. so to our hearts..

We'll nv be able to hear his preaching again.. except from tapes..

We'll miss u.. bt we know tt u're happy in heaven.. and u'll always remain tt cheerful u..

Ptr's Cheah's condition is still unstable.. according to the doc.. he probably only has 20-40% survival.. the nxt 2 days are extremely critical..

Today.. had breakfast n lunch with my family.. this is one of the rare days tt I get to eat with them..

Then brought him to cut his hair.. I like his hairstyle now.. so nice.. Barbara's skill.. haha..

I went to consult the chinese physician.. I'm quite bad off.. sigh.. my body's basically summarised in one word.. WEAK.. sigh.. what to do...

I'm nt giving tuition anymore.. Cherie's mum decided to find another tuition tchr.. gd for me too.. cos it's like I wun be free for the nxt 2 mths.. n yet I dun wanna affect Cherie's results.. oh.. she gt her results back.. n she improved in all her subjects.. so happy for her.. guess tt's the gd thing abt being a tuition tchr.. when u see ur student performing well.. u feel happy for him/her..

Went for kb today.. gt shifu to help me with my aching.. foot and wrist.. then shifu helped me to put med on my ankle.. nat's left toe is wrapped up too.. haha.. so funny.. one left.. one right.. so funny.. :P

Today.. almost quarrelled with him again..

I dunno.. dun scold me when I dun tell u stuff.. it's juz so obvious y I dun.. it's nt cos I dun care.. or cos I dun wanna tell u.. it's cos I juz dun like talking..
At times I feel like I'm nt so impt..
Other times I juz can't understand y others can understand me easily and yet u cant..
Or maybe u do.. bt u dunno how to express it..
I really dun wanna quarrel with u alr.. getting tired of it...

Today was.. ok..

Fasted.. bt it wasn't tt ez cos I had diaorrhea.. my stomach ached the WHOLE day..

Cherie forgt abt tuition.. then I had to reschedule..

Her mum called me n talked to me abt it.. sigh.. I dunno.. think I might give up on teaching.. in this way, I'll be able to concentrate on my studies more..

I'm so tired.. It seems to be a matter of time b4 I finally break down.. cos I've really nt been resting v well..

God.. Grant me peace so tt I can rest...
Help me to be hardworking and not lazy so that I can study and do well.. not for me.. bt for U..

This blogskin is given to me by Lloyd.. thx a lot..

Dear's family is.. well.. let's juz say tt each family has a story of their own.. Unique to their own..

His has probs with his grandad n cousin.. as in maternal grandad n paternal cousin.. the grandad's living off the family n complains.. rather he accuses the family of stealing frm him.. so he locked his room n cleverly forgot to take the key out of his rm, hence locking himself out of the room.. his cousin is another one tt lives off the family.. he's a graduate in I dunno what course bt he's nt been working for coming 3 yrs..

Tt's y he doesn't like going home.. cos when he goes home.. more than 1/2 the time, he'll be home alone..

In the coming 2 wks I've gotta start studying.. I hope tt I'll be able to concentrate..

God.. thank you for stopping the bleeding.. grant Ptr Cheah speedy recovery.. continue to sustain him..

Ptr's Cheah's condition is critical.. he's been transfered to the ICU..

Tmr, FE n CE will be fasting frm 7am to 7pm.. then they'll be having a break fast together.. then prayer mtg at 8pm..

This shows how frail life is.. one min u might be fine.. the nxt u're sick.. the nxt u're unconscious n ur life is hanging on the line..

This happening has certainly affected the church in a v large way..
Besides.. there's this controversy going on...

Somehow.. I can't help bt think tt God is trying to show us tt although we might disagree on the D & R matter.. and our conflicting thoughts might cause a huge disagreement within the church.. tt we are aft all still a part of each other.. we are STILL one church.. we STILL believe in the same God.. we STILL believe in the same things.. juz tt we dun agree on some issues..

Today for image n etiquette we learnt how to make-up.. quite interesting..

Ptr Cheah's ill... VERY ill.. We covet ur prayers..

He's gt dengue fever last wk.. hospitalised on sunday.. ruptured a vein on his arm and had to go for surgery less he lose his arm.. and then he was bleeding profusely.. and it can't stop..

For the 1st time in a long time.. we've had congregation prayer.. 10pm.. no matter where u are..

Ptr Cheah's a great person.. understanding.. caring.. CE needs him..

My EC presentation was screwed.. somehow.. suddenly.. I can't present on the adding new account.. so I suppose tt's going to affect the results a whole deal..

Attended Student's council mtg.. nt cos I wanted to.. bt cos i had to.. cos I had to take minutes.. frm the mtg.. I found out more abt Alvin.. it's more.. much more than what I alr knew.. sigh..

Dear made me a bottle of orange honey.. as in freshly squeezed orange.. with honey.. n he did it while he was on the phone with me last nite.. n he waited for me at the bus stop bt I didn't turn up cos I was kept awake by my coughing the whole night.. I'm sorry... I know u were quite pissed.. sorry....

God.. grant me strength to go thru this.. help the church.. pray tt U will grant Ptr Cheah speedy recovery..

When u wanna comment.. whatever u wanna say.. whatever u mean.. DUN juz look at it frm ur point of view.. smtimes.. MANY TIMES.. u've gotta be in tt person's shoes to know what he/she is feeling..

A 3rd person's perspective might be biased if he/she doesn't know the whole story.. otherwise.. it wun be empathatic..

Opportunity only knocks once.. Miss it n it'll nv come back again..

Other times.. u've gotta look at both sides of the coin.. it rarely is a one-sided thing.. usually both sides..

Dun judge the book by it's cover.. dun look at a handsome guy or pretty gal and think tt he/she muz be gd in character.. dun base it on the things he/she do for u.. take time to understand.. to know the person..

When a problem arises.. it hardly is the fault of 1 person.. it's the fault of both.. like what they say.. it takes 2 to tango..

Quarrelling.. is a total waste of time.. I dun understand y ppl can't juz sit down n talk calmly.. what's the use of getting so worked up??? Is it even going to solve anything???

I've learnt tt in facing any situation.. it's impt to keep calm.. to remain cool.. tt there's no use in getting all emotional cos tt will nv solve anything.. it only clouds ur judgement.. making things harder for u to see..

N most imptly.. muz pray.. cos most of the things.. most judgements u make.. most decisions.. might be wrong.. and God.. is nv wrong.. so muz ask Him for guidance.. n even if the ans isn't what u want.. u muz be humble enough to accept it..

I dun wanna quarrel.. I dun wanna say anything k..

Dun think so much.. dun ask so much..

Juz pray abt it..

Hopefully things will tide over..

Home..

Today was some day.. AAA lecture.. PMKT presentation..

The presentation was ok.. or so he says..

Aft PMKT, I was SUPPOSED to go for OM lecture.. bt I didn't.. I was stuck doing my EC.. and it's still screwed..

Rachel was SUPPOSED to look for Nellie.. n she told met tt she did bt Nellie wasn't at her table.. then she said tt she ask her fren to see if her fren can help..

I dunno.. is this called IRRESPONSIBLE???

She asked me if I wanna look for Nellie at 12 tmr with her.. like.. NO!!! I'm having OM tutorial.. yes.. I haven't done my tutorial yet.. I've gt like NO TIME alr..

I was feeling pissed.. quite.. then it's like.. I had to say it out.. I had to let it out.. bt sm ppl weren't free..

It's ok if it happens once or twice.. I can understand.. bt everytime? Like it juz so happens tt when I'm feeling pissed.. sm ppl aren't available.. nt tt I can blame......

I dunno if it's pushing me away.. cos I really dun feel tt strongly alr..

I dun wanna discuss abt it..

He was quite temperamental these 2 days.. and I dunno y..

Prob cos he's tired..

My EC proj isn't going well.. it's going badly in fact.. Rachel really ISN'T doing ANYTHING!!! It's like.. I'm trying to give her stuff to do.. so tt she'll at least pass the proj.. bt.. she's nt doing ANYTHING.. n the deadline's on wed... well done..

I gt my attachment posting today.. I'm posted to CNP!!! :) At least outsourcing works.. :P

Dar, AK n Lloyd is attached to OCBC.. haha.. so I can go to work with dar.. :).. If I'm working at the main office tt is.. bt I think so.. this time.. I'll be doing admin stuff when I go there..

Daddy's in Halo as I type.. so I can't acc him back tonite.. didn't really see him today.. n he's in such a bad mood.. dun wanna step onto his tail or anything..

Corrinne May's songs are NICE!!! Her voice is crystal clear.. sweet.. meaningful lyrics too..

Planning lotsa stuff.. like what to do.. where to go.. what to get... yah.. cannot divulge too much.. :)

Dar acc me to church today.. so nice.. :)

Today's sermon was given by UCS cos Ptr Cheah fell sick.. he was down with high fever.. hope he's feeling better now..

The sermon was gd.. it was abt being lively stones in the church.. tt we should hold firm to Christ n His word as our centre..

Went to buy shoes for presentation.. borrowed money cos I was low on cash..

I'm sorry k.. I didn't mean to be so irritating.. maybe I'm juz nt understanding enough.. bt I really wasn't unhappy.. I'm sorry... so sorry..

I wun force u to go to church.. I know tt u want to.. bt u can't.. I wun ask u to lie to get urself to church.. cos it's wrong to lie in the first plc.. I know it's going to be hard.. bt I pray tt God will allow it.. tt He will allow us to continue.. n IF He doesn't.. dun be too upset..

Ok... so my blog have ONCE AGAIN attracted 'passers-by'..

First and foremost, I can start to see y ppl say tt I'm nt Christian.. cos def.. i haven't been walking close to God n sm of the things tt I feel like doing.. for example to defend myself against the criticism made against me.. aren't exactly right..

2ndly.. I'm fine with u all posting ur views.. bt to the extend tt u all post it LIKE THIS.. I've really gotta think if I should take away my tagboard..

3rdly.. There're ups n downs in EVERYBODY's lives.. I'm v sure everyone of u have been thru them..

I have to admit tt I dun try to seek His will enough.. I know tt I shouldn't be doing sm stuff tt I'm doing.. and what do u want me to do abt it? Undo all tt I've done?

Be ye nt unequally yoked with unbelievers.. what? Break off? Juz cos he's nt a christian? I believe tt God can work His spirit in his heart if He wants.. like my dar.. she didn't use to believe.. bt now.. she can msg me and tell me tt she wanna go to church with me to take a look.. and she believes.. it's a total change of mindset and belief.. IT'S POSSIBLE.. it juz takes time.. and God's providence.. IF He wants..

IF things dun work out.. I'll take the necessary steps..

I'm bz.. n I know tt being too bz is NT gd.. cos it takes away devotional time and quality time spent with God.. n I wun make excuses for y I'm bz.. I wun say tt it's cos of sch or what else nt.. cos sm ppl can do it.. y cant I?

It juz says tt I'm nt tt committed yet.. Faith and believing is one thing.. Commitment is another.. I'm working towards tt..

If u wanna post nasty remarks.. do it somewhere else..
It'll be much appreciated..

I'm having my mkting tutorial now..

BORING.. bt what to do.. he's taking a v long time.. it's 40mins into the tutorial n he's only at the 1st tutorial.. qns 2.. part 2.. this tutorial has 4 qns.. the nxt one has 5.. I'm sure he's going to take almost FOREVER...

I'm tired.. n I'm hungry.. didn't have dinner last night.. slept at ard 3+.. almost fell aslp during AAA lecture juz now.. didn't understand a single thing the lecturer was talking abt.. cash flow analysis..

The classroom is stuffy.. I can't juz cater to those who feel cold.. cos it's unfair to the rest..

And I better concentrate..

I'm in SU now.. yah.. still here.. tried doing my AAA tutorial.. sigh.. cmi.. dunno how to do..

Juz came back frm Galileo n... yah.. haha.. Ken, Chee How n Sham went to Halo to watch Premier League highlights.. so I tagged along.. else I'll be left alone in SU..

Yest.. went out with dear n dar.. wanted to go to marina to watch fireworks.. bt it was drizzling n we didn't wanna go there to eat.. so we walked along orchard.. only to go back to taka's Seoul Garden.. the food there wasn't all tt fantastic.. there wasn't a lot of variety.. n we saw Cai Ling there.. yah.. as in.. TT Cai Ling.. Ng Cai Ling.. ok.. I dunno so many Cai Lings tt will strike tt kinda bell.. so.. if u know u know.. if u dun then nvm.. :P
Yah.. she was there with a guy.. supposedly bf.. I think.. bt anyway.. I dun think he's any gd.. I mean.. Robin's def better.. really.. tt guy doesn't look better.. he's only taller.. so whatever.. it's nt my prob.. it's her prob tt she dunno howta appreciate him..

Dear's the best.. :)

Dar.. dun stress k.. whatever it is.. I'll still be here.. really.. although it seems tt I dun spend a lot of time with u.. I'll still be here.. call me.. I'll do whatever I can.. I dunno what happened btwn u n ak.. hope u all are ok now..

I love u... really.. dun give up on me k...?

Had a LONG day..

IEF..

Tea session..

Mtg...

Feeling quite drained now..

I know tt I can't keep up like this for too long.. I know tt I'm overworking myself more by the day.. bt it's nt as though I can do much.. so many proj.. presentations..
I should really focus on doing my work...

The hot topic.. Lloyd.. I dunno if it's juz me.. or is everything tt he say a direct insult to me..

At times he seems ok.. bt when he starts to brag.. or when he says sm stuff.. I dun even know if it's gone thru his brain before.. maybe it did.. bt it didn't go thru his heart.. cos he apparently didn't seem to know how it felt when he started criticising..

He said tt I was the kinda gal tt "guy-hops".. tt I'll 1st find a stable one.. then go find others.. n if it doesn't work out.. I'll juz fall back on the "stable" one..

I know tt I shouldn't return an eye for an eye.. bt sometimes it's SOOO hard.. it's like.. I dunno.. many ppl dun like him.. n it's ez to fall into tt catogary cos he really is irritating..

Yet, as a christian.. I should show gd christian testimony.. which means tt I'm supposed to love my enemies as myself.. it's ezier said than done.. more so when the "victim of abuse" is myself.. frm this I can actually see tt Jesus is v great.. He's able to love His enemies even when they tortured Him, hurled abuses at Him and ridiculed Him..

Human as we are.. we are prone to sin.. anger.. bitterness.. n most definitely revenge.. when ppl insult us.. the usual rebuttal is to defend urself.. to shoot down whatever u think is false.. If u study into the life of Jesus.. u'll actually come to see tt He nv once did tt.. n it takes a lot of patience.. and humility..

Can I do tt?

God.. help me.. let me be a candle in the dark.. though small bt still shining bright...

Was bored.. so did more quizzes...

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You are a pure dreamer! You are innocent, light,
and sweet like cotton candy!

What Kind Of Dreamer Are You? (Anime Picz)
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You're a complete sweetheart! You always seem to be
in a good mood. You try to be nice to and help
everyone, even when they don't deserve it.
That's great, but don't become a doormat! Your
idol would be someone like Reese Witherspoon.

What Kind of girl are you? (pretty results!)
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Many people see you as Truly Nice! Congratulations
on being a nice, smart, and generally a happy
person! It's hard to find nice people nowadays!

What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
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People see happiness in your eyes! You are most
likely a really awesome person who trys to
enjoy life. You can usually see the good in any
situation or person. You bring joy wherever you
go in life and probably have a really good set
of friends. But sometimes you may strive too
hard to be happy and may try to fool yourself
and others. In this case, it's not good to hold
in your feelings, and you should try to find
someone to talk to about what's bothering you
instead of covering it up. But, all in all you
usually get over these situations quickly and
can continue living life to its fullest! Go
you! ^_^

What can people see in your eyes?(great ANIME pics)((IMPROVED!!!))
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Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.

.:-What is your true element?-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
want to give back on the romance part too, not
just give.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and
care for a lot of people.There is no evil in
you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people
don't feel the same way as you do you keep on
trying to change their mind.You love to help
people out and you are always happy.Keep on
trying to make the whole world smile because
you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it
seems like there is nobody who could love you
as much as you could love them it doesn't
matter the thing is that the only thing that
matters is that he cares and loves you and it
doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but
don't set your standards to high cuz then you'll
find nobody

If You Were An Anime Character What Would You Look Like?(Girls Only)
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Your word is: Brooding. You are a true thinker and
often try to figure out the meaning of life,
why we are all here etc. You may not be so
social, and often think twice before acting but
those thoughts you have in your mind never stop
flowing in. Sometimes you can be so
concentrated you forget about other things that
you have to do. Don't change, this world needs
deep people.

What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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Ok.. I think tt should be enough..

I found out tt dear's results for the quiz are the same as mine...

R we so similar?

Is tt gd?
Is it nt?

I dunno...

Read Wei Er's blog.. can see tt's she's blissfully engaged.. sm of the qns asked.. which she wonderfully ans is v enlightening..

Yes.. u can nv tell when God is going to let tt special someone come into ur life n when u're going to get married.. bt smtimes.. it's possible to alr make plans.. like.. I'm nt going to get married.. although I hope to.. there's this strong feeling tt I wun.. maybe I'll be wrong.. bt usually I'm nt..

I wun know.. only God does..
n I better get working on the prezzie tt I wanna give them.. I dun have lotsa time left..

Was browsing thru Greg's blog when I saw this.. so decided to take it.. haha..


Cocktail

?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Your personality is best represented by the
traditional Japanese Katana. You are brave
beyond words and rarely (if ever) act for your
own personal gain. Your honor is very
important to you, and you strive to better
yourself and help others. You try not to let
emotions get in the way of making a sound
decision, and are usually quite successful.

What sort of Weapon best Represents your Personality? (anime pics!)
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You are a protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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A beautiful angel. God would hand pick you to be
his right hand angel. You are a blessing
beyond blessings. You are kind and helpful
towards everyone and everything. You also have
a smile to lighten up the world. You believe
everything deserves a chance to thrive and live
on to greatness. To you, everything has a
purpose and a way of living and you hold no
grudge against it.

What Angel Resides In Your Soul?
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What do u all think?

Had a family gathering at my plc today.. My grandfather, aunties, uncle and 2 cousins (paternal) came over for steamboat lunch..

Aft I had my fair share (I wasn't hungry so I didn't really eat.. bt had to cos I drank a little) I went to his plc to study.. didn't really get to study a lot cos I reached there quite late n we wanted to go out aft tt..

We went to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory aft tt.. it was really an interesting movie.. very cute.. n funny too!

I wrote a little smtg over at his plc.. there are sm parts of it tt he didn't really like reading.. I know.. bt..

Here goes..

Loving someone means having to accept her past, present and future...
It means standing on her side even if all evidences point against her...
It means staying with her even if everybody walks out...

Pain and sorrow is part and parcel of every relationship
The key is to treasure and cherish every happy moment

Nothing ever goes the way we want it to...
Although you might not like it,
You still have to face it cos it MIGHT come true.
So it'll still link back
Even if we dun want it to happen tt way
We'll never know...

If...
Everything were to end...
Let it end on a happy note
And not forget the times we had
And the LOVE we had for each other...

After which...
We'll lead our separate lives...
Move on as usual...
When we see each other again
May we be smiling at each other
Wishing the best for one another
And not crying at the back view of the other...
With regrets...

Dear.. I know how u feel.. I know u dun wanna lose me.. neither do I.. bt everything is up to God.. I pray tt He'll lead u to Him.. bt it's nt up to me to decide...

Love u..

Hello!

Ok.. today.. had lessons still quite late.. then went to Marina Bay.. wanted to watch fireworks bt it's at 12 midnite.. so had to forgo it..

Talked to dear.. then we cried a bit.. bt kinda gt closer.. smtimes I wonder y I would hurt him so much.. I cant bear to do it.. bt I juz do.. sigh..

Saw Stephanie on the way back.. she gt on the bus with her bf.. they went to newton circus to eat a PRAWN.. tt's nt all tt fantastic bt cost them $21.. Sooo ex! haha..

Ok..I'm feeling tired.. going to rest..

Today's lesson is fun.. Uncle Daniel used psychology to describe how our minds afffect and control the way we think.. so tt affects the way we listen too.. Bias can be both positive and negative.. well.. shouldn't say too much.. else it wun be fun nxt time.. haha..

Didn't go out yest.. neither did I today.. haha.. guess I shouldn't stay out so much.. will spend A LOT.. n.. no point.. nth much to do outside anyway.. unless I'm out with Diana.. else being out alone isn't all tt fun..

I've gt nth to do now.. guess I can juz rot.. n rot.. will study tmr..

Oh.. Wei Er's back..
N I wanna get a Christian bf..

I dunno what to do..

Miss u dear..

Yest's presentation wasn't all tt gd.. I can't say tt it can't be blamed.. cos it really is our fault tt we should have prepared the presentation before hand.. n should practice b4 tt.. bt.. what's done's done.. so there's nth tt can be done..

The National Day thingy was boring.. aft tt went to look for dear.. then we went out with Jamie n Colin..

Dear.. so sorry.. I know tt I didn't have lotsa time to spend with u this week.. so u were upset.. so sorry... really.. I wasn't sensitive enough.. I was too... bad.. I'm so sorry.. I know tt u're nt free to acc me.. tt made u v upset.. I really didn't mean to make u upset..

I should have been better.. I should have been more sensitive.. u were so quiet the whole day.. I only knew tt u were troubled.. bt I didn't know y.. I'm so sorry...

I loved the rose.. v nice..

GOOD MORNING!!!

No.. ur eyes aren't playing tricks on u.. it really is 5.30am now..
I didn't wake up..
I didn't slp..
Nat accompanied me..
I woke greg up..
I woke dear up..
Daddy woke up..

Haha..
I dunno what I'm doing..
I've done all I could..
Whatever's left is what I can't do..
Although they might say tt whatever I wrote is crap n prob end up re-writing everything AGAIN..
At least I've tried..

Ok.. I'm having my OM tutorial now.. listening while typing this..

Gt back all my results alr.. I really did horribly.. sigh.. muz start mugging alr.... :(

PMKT: 36.5/50
OM: 28/50

Well.. I did expect tt I wun do well in the first plc.. haha.. whatever..

Yest, went for tuition.. Leon came back n he didn't even noticed tt I was there until he turned back and saw me.. haha.. when I left, his mum actually... "reminded" him to say gdbye to me..

He was like quite nonchalent the whole time.. then when I left.. he smsed me.. asked me to tc on my way back..

For all tt u've done..
All tt u've nt..
All tt I wish u did bt didn't..
All tt I wish u didn't bt did..
All tt I nv expect u to do..
All tt u were expected to do..
If only u were a little better..
If only u'd cared more..
If only...

All those r in the past now..

Found out tt there's this gal who attracts him a lot.. bt she's his fren's gf.. n I met her b4 if I nv rmb wrongly.. she happens to be frenz with Wei Ming n Li Ying.. mmm.. small world isn't it.. rather.. small Singapore.. haha..

Dear is SOOO tired today.. I know.. can't blame him either.. if I had trained so much yest nite.. I would be v tired today too.. esp if I had to wake up so early in the morning for boring IS lessons..

Bought a top today for my presentation.. it's nice.. :) I like it! Haha..

As a result of all my various activities today.. like paying for sch fees, buying my bus concession n buying my top.. I'm officially BROKE.. my current assets is a single digit.. therefore..

I would like to call out to all generous souls to help save POOR (literally) Deborah.. for donations, pls email to me and send I'll send u the plc to send ur money.. ;P

This is what nat was wearing the day she came down to look for me.. see the bus' window? She put on my track pants n jacket... looks quite funny.. :P 

Simple Plan - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

This is my new favourite.. really v nice.. v meaningful too...

Kenneth juz broke up with Nat... cos according to him, he feels for her more like a sis than a lover..
I know I'm in no position to comment.. bt I really think tt it's a waste..
So.. they're remaining as friends.. n nth more..

When I see ppl breaking up.. I can't help bt think abt myself.. abt what might happen.. what happened.. what's happening to me.. ard me..

The gd thing is.. she's optimistic.. unlike me.. whenever a rlsp ends.. I'll juz be SOOO despondent.. it seems like I'll nv get on my feet again until I finally walk out of the shadows.. for tt.. I really admire her.. n muz learn frm her.. bt I guess.. everybody's different.. in they way they react to different things.. maybe it's cos of the degree of commitment.. the difference in the things tt couples do together.. the difference in the feelings towards the other party..

Dear.. I know I'm getting irritating.. prob I'm wanting too much.. taking up too much time.. I'm sorry.. I'll back off a little.. give u more space.. cos.. Le Chandelier's principle.. smtg like.. if u're too possessive, the person will want more freedom.. woohoo! Choo is going to be so proud of me.. I can still rmb! Haha..

Gdness..
I'm crazy.....