Called baby to wake him up..
It's like a daily routine to do so..

Baby's so cute..
The things he say when he's half awake..
The way he says it..
Cute.. Really very cute.. :)

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Baby went to receive his half colours award in school today..
I went down too..
I'm so proud of him.. :)
Although I have been unable to qualify for the award, I was able to support baby and also got to enjoy a wonderful reception (and food).. :p

love you baby..

Sorry for this extremely late post..

My birthday was GREAT!!!
Got to spend the whole day with baby.. :)

Thanks to..
Those who sent me birthday wishes..
and belated birthday wishes..

Thanks to baby..
and dar..
for bringing me to Bungalow to have a sumpteous meal..
Had Seafood Spanish Baked Rice, (took a bit of baby's Grilled Chicken with Oregano Sauce), Escagots with herbs and cheese, Chicken coquettes, some cod fish, meatballs..
Ice cream cake (cookies and cream!!!)..
The bar guy (don't know his name) who made me a birthday drink..
(I had White Russian)..
The chef, Walter who cooked the delicious food..

Thanks to baby and dar for spending the night with me..
and paying for the meal..
Really is the best birthday in my life.. :)

Love you two lots..
*muacks*

Suddenly had the urge to listen to the Pro Rege cd..
So I did..
and didn't go sleep with baby..
Sorry..

Really miss singing..
Miss singing in a choir..

Reminiscing the times when we practiced till our throats were sore just to cut this cd..

~Bittersweet memories..~

Nice song..
From Quest of Camelot..

Looking Thru Your Eyes

Look at the sky
Tell me what do you see
Just close your eyes
And describe it to me
The heavens are sparkling
With starlight tonight
That's what I see
Through your eyes

I see the heavens
Each time that you smile
I hear your heartbeat
Just go on for miles
And suddenly I know
My life is worth while
That's what I see
Through your eyes

Chorus:
Here in the night
I see the sun
Here in the dark
Our two hearts are one
It's out of our hands
We can't stop what we have begun
And love just took me by surprise
Looking through your eyes

I look at myself
And instead I see us
Whoever I am now
It feels like enough
And I see a girl
Who is learning to trust
That's who I see through your eyes

(Chorus)

And there are some things we don't know
Sometimes a heart just needs to go
And there is so much THAT I'll remember
Underneath the open sky with you forever

(chrous)

i see a night i wish could last forever
i see a world we're meant to see together
and it is so much more than i remember
more than i remember
more than i have ever known

(chorus)

looking through your eyes

I'm taken ill.. :(

Clar managed to convince me to consult a doctor..
Baby came down as well and paid for my consultation..
Thank you baby..
He also paid for my lunch..

I don't want to be sick tomorrow..
Baby said that if I'm still sick..
I wouldn't be able to go out..
I want to go out..

I'm better already..
My fever has already subsided..
Hope that it won't come back again tomorrow..

Stayed at home the whole day (except to see the doctor)..
Tried to teach Rachel Chinese..
And help Crystal with her Maths..
Tried till I almost vomitted blood..

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Got to learn basic Paso yesterday..
IT HURTS..

Back pain, shoulder pain..
Because we have to tense the muscles..
REALLY OUCH..
But it isn't that bad..
Quite fun in someways..

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Sigh..

I really hope that I can go out tomorrow..

I'm going to have the best birthday of my life..

I can't wait.. :)

Jasmine sang this song yesterday..
I guess it applies to us too..
Baby..
This is for you..



Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Dont be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You dont know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

So if you're mad, get mad
Don't hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I'm a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And dont know which path to choose
Let me come along
cause even if you're wrong

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you

And when...
When the night falls on you, baby
You're feeling all alone
You won't be on your own

I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you

I'll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I'll never desert you
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you

~I'll stand by you, baby..~

Went to attend a concert yesterday..
Sing for kids at NP Convention Hall..
NPDS was performing..
Janani sang..
They were wonderful..
Norman Then and Paul Two-Hill sang together..
Jasmine Tye sang as well..
They weren't that bad..
Then there were A LOT of bands..
Some were quite ok..
1 was good..
The rest were ATROCIOUS..

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Baby came down to fetch me from work today.. :)
Then we went to PS for dinner..
Had LJS and also Chippy's Beer Battered Fish..
The fish was GOOD.. :)

Oh..
and baby bought Famous Amos cookies for me!
Nice!!!
Thank you baby..
*muacks*

I started my temp job yesterday..
Working at Rodyk & Davidsons LLP (law firm)..
"Office" in the pantry..
Doing typical admin stuff like filing, faxing, photocopying etc.
I also became a telephone operator, calling law firms for documents.

The firewall there is very strong..
They blocked everything..
No MSN, no web messenger..
Even accessing yahoo search is a problem..

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Baby came down and fetch me!
Dar, baby and I went to Marina Bay for dinner..
Then baby fetched me home..

I'm a happy girl.. :)

I would love to dance with you..
The feeling is nice..
Because it's you..
But I guess I won't be able to..
Unless we get married..

I miss dancing..
Miss competing..

I need a dance partner..
But it isn't tt simple..
Cause' there are so many girls without partners..
and so few guys..

I had a great time yesterday...

Caught the NDP rehearsal's fireworks display with Baby..
(will post pictures if I can)

Went down to S&G after that..
Although I didn't really dance, I managed to get some insights into dance..
which was real good..
and hard to come by..

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Today's sermon was good.

Titled "Crucified with Christ". (Galatians 2:20)

What struck me the most was that Christ loved us so much that He would willingly suffer the most accursed death so as to save us from our darkest sins..
Also, that love involves giving..
Love is about what you can give and not what you can receive.

And that it does not matter who else He loves, He loves me and died for me..
All for me..

A real blessed thought..

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Song lyrics that Christine smsed me..

Could we with ink the ocean fill,
And were the skies of parchment made,
Were every stalk on earth a quill,
And every man a scribe by trade,
To write the love of God above
Would drain the ocean dry.
Nor could the scroll contain the whole,
Though stretched from sky to sky

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~Baby.. I'll do all I can for you.. I'll give my all.. I love you..~

Went for an interview at AIA Tampines..

Met up with Greg, Lloyd, Benny, Diana and Wanni for dinner at PS Cafe Cartel..
Then Wanni left and the rest of us went to Monstercue for a round of pool..
Left with Diana halfway..

Baby seems to be angry about something..
but I've no idea what..

Sigh..
I wish you would tell me..
Instead of ignoring me..

I'm like totally going ga-ga over Tasha..
(for those who don't know.. Tasha's my friend, Wei Er's daughter)

She's really very gorgeous..
and so cute!

And there's this particularly heart-warming picture of Josh carrying her and she smiling..



Awwwww....

Ps. Wei Er.. Don't mind me taking the photos.. I really love them.. :)

Nikki made this for Faiz..



We'll miss you Faiz..

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Baby and I went out for dinner..
Had dessert at Toa Payoh Entertainment Centre..
This....
Snow Ice thingy..
Quite cool..

Although it's a little on the expensive side..
It's worth trying..
Tastes quite ok..
and it's interesting.. :)

Just came back from NPDS outing..

Met the bunch (Nikki, Tas, Faiz, Cheryl Chong, Kai, Cheryl Ong, Alicia, Pin, Yvonne, Greg, Darren, Michelle, Desmond, Brian, Clar, Valence and Geno) at Marina Square.. They were playing pool and arcade games..
Clar and Brian went back to S&G.. Michelle, Desmond, Darren and Yvonne went for the NDP rehearsal..
Then we adjourned to Marina Bay for steamboat..
Adeline, Brian (Nikki's siblings), Ryan and Shawn came to join us..

We managed to catch the fireworks near where we were eating at..
(We were actually watching it in the middle of the road.. No kidding..)
They were gorgeous.. :)

Baby and I got our first chance at Para-Para..
Actually..
It wasn't all that bad.. :p

To Faiz..
All the best..
We'll miss you..

Baby..
Thank you for today..
and for saying that you love me and meant it..

I love you too..

~A bunch of friends + $10 + Para-Para Machine = FUN!!! -quote from Brian (Nikki's brother)~

"Come As You Are"

Shelter my feelings, stand by my side
You need no alibi
Show your emotions, give me a sign
Let me know that you're mine

Be my lover, be my best friend
Oh baby, save me when I fade
And I will always love you
I promise I'll be true to you
If you...
Come as you are
Don't change a thing
Here is my heart
Just walk right in

Come as you are
Don't tell me lies
And I'll be yours
'Till do us part

There is a heaven
It's in your eyes
Where I have no disguise

Please don't mislead me
Rescue my pride
Show me you're really mine

I want you for me, no questions asked
Don't need to know 'bout your past
'Cause I will always love you
I promise I'll be true, to you
If you...
Come as you are
Don't change a thing
Here is my heart
Just walk right in

Come as you are
Don't tell me lies
And I'll be yours
'Till do us part

Totally love rumba songs..
Love dance..
Love you baby..

*I need a dance partner..*

I'm happy.. :)

Today, I got to hear you say that you love me..
Yes..
You said it to me..
Straight to my face..

I'm a happy girl..

~You don't need to do much.. Even the simplest things you say can make my day..~

Went to Suki Sakura for dinner with baby..
The food there wasn't all that fantastic..
But we were quite full though..

I've received a call from Cheryl (PwC)..
Going for a meeting (interview) on mon..
I do hope I'll get the job...

Dar..
Don't be so upset..
Things will get better..

I'll start work soon (hopefully)..
Then you won't be the only one working..
and we can lunch together..
(That is if I'm working in PwC..)

Opps...

Sorry for not posting for a while..

Most important event that happened the past week was dar's birthday..

Dar!!!
You're 21!!! :P

I love you..

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Baby's been real sweet..
Accompanying me although he's feeling tired and all..
Thank you so much baby.. *muacks*

I wish that I could hold your hands..
Put my arms around you..
When we're out..
Hear you say the words that matter from the heart..
and to hear you say that I'm your girl..

Guess I can't wish for too much..
Got to take things a step at a time..

For now..
I'm really thankful that I got to hear (see) you say "sure" when I asked if you wanted me to go down..
That really meant a lot to me..
Thank you..