I worked this morning.. then went out with Dar,Agus and Kai Lin.. went to Wisma.. wanted to buy a wallet for Agus cos he's leaving soon bt he has alr purchased one for himself.. sigh.. so I bought for someone else instead..
Went back to Renn Thai.. Oh.. haha.. I took 'some' of Kai Lin's stuff.. (ok.. understatement.. is a lot.. :P ) I took.. his hp, his locker key, his rings and a 50 dollar note.. dun ask how I took it.. I juz did.. :P.. okok.. I oso found out tt he likes his lao po a lot.. haha.. cool.. ;) I returned him everything aft a while.. um.. everything bt the money... *shhhh*.. haha..
Aft tt, Dar n I went down to Douby Ghaut to service my dad's hp.. the guy tt served me is SOOO CUTE!!! *opps* :P.. ok.. yah..
he's cute.. Dar n I had Kimchi omelette for dinner.. very filling.. haha..
Aft tt, we went to meet up with Nessa.. Dar wanted to get her "tou tou ai zhe ni" vcd back.. aft tt, we took a taxi down to J8 so tt Dar could buy another pair of sandles.. cos her other pair broke..
Okok.. I've gtg..
Monday, May 24, 2004
Yest (Sun 23/5) was an eventful day.. it was the day of the Confession Of Faith.. it was.. "as usual" juz tt this time, more peers are seen taking COF..
Had lunch out with Ee Jia, Eunice and Edward.. had wan ton noodles.. then went back for evening service..
At night, we had dinner over at Wei Er's plc.. it's the 1st time I ever attended a COF "banquet".. The dinner was sumptuous.. lotsa stuff.. bread, cream of chicken and mushroom, salad, sushi, pasta.. sounds good? haha..
After dinner, we had singspiration.. then had some testimonials... I was sincerely touched by what each n everyone of them said.. esp for Wei Er's, Reb's and Sarah's.. I could juz feel how they were feeling when they said what they said..
I nv thot tt I would be so convicted to say this so soon.. bt aft hearing what they said.. I think tt it's for the best.. cos.. God has been knocking outside the door.. n I was SOOO afraid to let Him in.. I was hanging fast onto my sin.. what's so gd abt it.. I juz couldn't let go.. God.. show me.. help me to be strong in You.. Father.. help me to know what You've planned for me.. to see Your hand in everything.. and although I cannot see what U've planned... help me to know tt everything will work out for good...
Had lunch out with Ee Jia, Eunice and Edward.. had wan ton noodles.. then went back for evening service..
At night, we had dinner over at Wei Er's plc.. it's the 1st time I ever attended a COF "banquet".. The dinner was sumptuous.. lotsa stuff.. bread, cream of chicken and mushroom, salad, sushi, pasta.. sounds good? haha..
After dinner, we had singspiration.. then had some testimonials... I was sincerely touched by what each n everyone of them said.. esp for Wei Er's, Reb's and Sarah's.. I could juz feel how they were feeling when they said what they said..
I nv thot tt I would be so convicted to say this so soon.. bt aft hearing what they said.. I think tt it's for the best.. cos.. God has been knocking outside the door.. n I was SOOO afraid to let Him in.. I was hanging fast onto my sin.. what's so gd abt it.. I juz couldn't let go.. God.. show me.. help me to be strong in You.. Father.. help me to know what You've planned for me.. to see Your hand in everything.. and although I cannot see what U've planned... help me to know tt everything will work out for good...
Sunday, May 23, 2004
Ooo!!! I rmbed smtg!!! I worked in the morning on one of the days.. saw Yan Ni aft tt.. then I send cooling tea to kor at Somerset.. saw Apple there as well.. then the both of us sat down there to eat groundnuts.. haha.. ok.. we saw many ppl there.. Quite a few Xinminians.. saw Yiwen as well.. she looked.. different.. had a cake of make-up on her face.. she's working at.. Estella.. sm make-up company.. so it kinda explains the make-up.. yeah..
Never say I love you
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key
(taken frm email)
Sooo true isn't it..
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key
(taken frm email)
Sooo true isn't it..
Saturday, May 22, 2004
I know tt I've nt been writing for a LOOONNNGGG time.. Miss me??? Haha..
Bear with me if I leave out sm events k.. cos I simply cannot rmb..
15/5 Sat
Went to work.. it was a last min arrangement cos Dar was unable to make it.. Alan called me at 4 to ask me to work at 6 and I was rushing to meet Amanda at Bishan at 4.30!!!
Poh Wan was on MC for 2 days.. Sat n Sun.. Oh.. Yeah.. I gotta know 2 Sanur Gals.. Angie n Elise.. Elise is going to study business at TP..
17/5 Mon
Went to meet Dar first before meeting Robin cos Dar's cousin needed someone 18 to book the chalet and Dar isn't 18 yet. Aft booking, we went to White Sands' Mac for a while before Robin n I headed for Funan while Dar went to Yishun to meet EH.. Went to work @ nite..
18/5 Tue
Worked in the morning.. Had to complete my notebook loan form by TODAY and Daddy wasn't free.. in the end, I had to meet him at Eunos MRT station... did the loan form and I almost died cos I was short of a witness! Thankfully one uncle there agreed to be the witmess.. *Phew*
Worked at nite.. n cut my finger.. the skin came off.. n the flesh was raw.. OUCH... sigh..
Cannot rmb what else happened.. bt.. I worked on Thurs with Dar.. I didn't work on Fri cos I didn't know tt I was scheduled.. then Alan called me and asked me y I didn't work.. sorry..
Worked today.. yeah.. today's Sat.. ok.. sun.. bt.. whatever.. worked.. was quite bz.. slept at ard.. 2+, 3.. woke up at ard 5+.. haha.. then went swimming ard 12+, 1.. stopped at ard.. 2+, 3.. then went to work aft tt.. packed rite.. tiring huh.. haha.. ;)
Ooo.. Haha.. the gals over at Sanur like Kai Lin!!! Haha.. ok.. n I've gotta be the one tt provides the "info".. sigh.. ;)
Talked to Zhen Hao smtime in the week.. haha.. nth to say.. he's.. different I guess.. he's the type tt cannot live w/o gals I guess..
Chris wasn't able to book out last week.. Then he had 4 days of outfield camp.. came back with sore eyes n sore throat.. sigh.. haha.. said tt he sounded like a toad.. I think he sounds more like a small boy.. :P Okok.. I think tt's enough.. haha.. lots of info.. haha..
Bear with me if I leave out sm events k.. cos I simply cannot rmb..
15/5 Sat
Went to work.. it was a last min arrangement cos Dar was unable to make it.. Alan called me at 4 to ask me to work at 6 and I was rushing to meet Amanda at Bishan at 4.30!!!
Poh Wan was on MC for 2 days.. Sat n Sun.. Oh.. Yeah.. I gotta know 2 Sanur Gals.. Angie n Elise.. Elise is going to study business at TP..
17/5 Mon
Went to meet Dar first before meeting Robin cos Dar's cousin needed someone 18 to book the chalet and Dar isn't 18 yet. Aft booking, we went to White Sands' Mac for a while before Robin n I headed for Funan while Dar went to Yishun to meet EH.. Went to work @ nite..
18/5 Tue
Worked in the morning.. Had to complete my notebook loan form by TODAY and Daddy wasn't free.. in the end, I had to meet him at Eunos MRT station... did the loan form and I almost died cos I was short of a witness! Thankfully one uncle there agreed to be the witmess.. *Phew*
Worked at nite.. n cut my finger.. the skin came off.. n the flesh was raw.. OUCH... sigh..
Cannot rmb what else happened.. bt.. I worked on Thurs with Dar.. I didn't work on Fri cos I didn't know tt I was scheduled.. then Alan called me and asked me y I didn't work.. sorry..
Worked today.. yeah.. today's Sat.. ok.. sun.. bt.. whatever.. worked.. was quite bz.. slept at ard.. 2+, 3.. woke up at ard 5+.. haha.. then went swimming ard 12+, 1.. stopped at ard.. 2+, 3.. then went to work aft tt.. packed rite.. tiring huh.. haha.. ;)
Ooo.. Haha.. the gals over at Sanur like Kai Lin!!! Haha.. ok.. n I've gotta be the one tt provides the "info".. sigh.. ;)
Talked to Zhen Hao smtime in the week.. haha.. nth to say.. he's.. different I guess.. he's the type tt cannot live w/o gals I guess..
Chris wasn't able to book out last week.. Then he had 4 days of outfield camp.. came back with sore eyes n sore throat.. sigh.. haha.. said tt he sounded like a toad.. I think he sounds more like a small boy.. :P Okok.. I think tt's enough.. haha.. lots of info.. haha..
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Didn't do much today.. but found out a lot..
I cannot understand how Jesus is about to forgive those people who wanted to crucify Him.. I don't know how He's able to love His enemies.. I guess that's why He is our Saviour.. Because He's perfect.. and I'm not.. that's why I find it hard to love my enemies..
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone who wants to kill your friend?
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone who is a threat to your life?
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone for walking out of your life when you need that person the most?
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone who tries to stab you or shoots a bullet through your heart?
Can any of you do that? We're not perfect.. So I guess we all can't do that.. but Jesus is able to do that.. Isn't He wonderful? Think of things this way..
Have you ever hated a person SOOO much that you wish him/her dead? That's almost equivalent to stabbing a person or shooting a person.. if that person knew.. do you think he/she will be able to forgive you?
See how wonderful God is now?
43 Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shallt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy.
44 But I say unto you , Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you and persecute you;
45 That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.
46 For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?
47 And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so?
48 Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven if perfect.
Matthew 5:43-48
Be perfect.. although there's a saying.. Practice makes perfect, but no one is perfect, so why practice? :) Well.. I'm striving.. I'm trying..
I cannot understand how Jesus is about to forgive those people who wanted to crucify Him.. I don't know how He's able to love His enemies.. I guess that's why He is our Saviour.. Because He's perfect.. and I'm not.. that's why I find it hard to love my enemies..
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone who wants to kill your friend?
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone who is a threat to your life?
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone for walking out of your life when you need that person the most?
Do you think you'll be able to forgive someone who tries to stab you or shoots a bullet through your heart?
Can any of you do that? We're not perfect.. So I guess we all can't do that.. but Jesus is able to do that.. Isn't He wonderful? Think of things this way..
Have you ever hated a person SOOO much that you wish him/her dead? That's almost equivalent to stabbing a person or shooting a person.. if that person knew.. do you think he/she will be able to forgive you?
See how wonderful God is now?
43 Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shallt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy.
44 But I say unto you , Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you and persecute you;
45 That ye may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust.
46 For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same?
47 And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so?
48 Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven if perfect.
Matthew 5:43-48
Be perfect.. although there's a saying.. Practice makes perfect, but no one is perfect, so why practice? :) Well.. I'm striving.. I'm trying..
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
If music be the food of love, play on;
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.
That strain again! it had a dying fall:
O, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound,
That breathes upon a bank of violets,
Stealing and giving odour! Enough; no more:
'Tis not so sweet now as it was before.
O spirit of love! how quick and fresh art thou,
That, notwithstanding thy capacity
Receiveth as the sea, nought enters there,
Of what validity and pitch soe'er,
But falls into abatement and low price,
Even in a minute: so full of shapes is fancy
That it alone is high fantastical.
~Twelfth Night Act 1 Scene 1
Understand?
It basically shows how sick and tired of love Orsino (the person who said this) is..
Then in this part.. Orsino is trying to say that the lovers are so hungry for their mistresses that other good things in life lose their value..
I do I know not what, and fear to find
Mine eye too great a flatterer for my mind.
Fate, show thy force: ourselves we do not owe;
What is decreed must be, and be this so.
~Twelfth Night Act 1 Scene 5
Olivia said this... she says that she doesn't know what she's doing and is afraid to find out because her what she sees is misleading her mind. She asks fate to decide because they do not own themselves and whatever that is ordered to happen will happen..
Although I don't study literature, it doesn't mean that I know nuts about it.. This are nice excerpts.. I'll try to put in more if I find some.. provided I can explain them as well.. haha..
And.. if you change what Olivia said by a little.. will be my outlook on life.. I do not believe in fate but in providence.. I believe that God plans.. and whatever He says will happen, will come to pass..
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.
That strain again! it had a dying fall:
O, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound,
That breathes upon a bank of violets,
Stealing and giving odour! Enough; no more:
'Tis not so sweet now as it was before.
O spirit of love! how quick and fresh art thou,
That, notwithstanding thy capacity
Receiveth as the sea, nought enters there,
Of what validity and pitch soe'er,
But falls into abatement and low price,
Even in a minute: so full of shapes is fancy
That it alone is high fantastical.
~Twelfth Night Act 1 Scene 1
Understand?
It basically shows how sick and tired of love Orsino (the person who said this) is..
Then in this part.. Orsino is trying to say that the lovers are so hungry for their mistresses that other good things in life lose their value..
I do I know not what, and fear to find
Mine eye too great a flatterer for my mind.
Fate, show thy force: ourselves we do not owe;
What is decreed must be, and be this so.
~Twelfth Night Act 1 Scene 5
Olivia said this... she says that she doesn't know what she's doing and is afraid to find out because her what she sees is misleading her mind. She asks fate to decide because they do not own themselves and whatever that is ordered to happen will happen..
Although I don't study literature, it doesn't mean that I know nuts about it.. This are nice excerpts.. I'll try to put in more if I find some.. provided I can explain them as well.. haha..
And.. if you change what Olivia said by a little.. will be my outlook on life.. I do not believe in fate but in providence.. I believe that God plans.. and whatever He says will happen, will come to pass..
Hi.. went out today to meet dar n yang hong.. yang hong wants to work in Renn Thai as well.. sigh.. no comments..
Aft tt, I went to catch a movie.. saw Leng Yeow, Wei An, Benny n Cheng Xiang as well.. haha.. didn't even know tt they were sitting behind me until I saw them walking down the stairs.. Oh.. I saw Jing Rui(my pri sch classmate) when I was at the kopitiam..
I've thought a lot about this.. I think that this will be the best choice.. to stand afar and watch you.. you need not worry.. I'll always be there for you.. I'll never leave you.. my dear.. I love you.. and always will.. whatever happens.. if you feel alone.. remember that you never are.. I'll always be there for you.. just turn behind.. I'll be there..
I hurt when you tell me that I've got to be strong.. but don't you worry.. I'll do it.. I'll be strong.. I'll be stronger than you think I can..
Life is like a transient dream.. so fragile.. you'll never know when you've got to go..
Wow.. cool! New layout! For blogger I mean.. haha..
Today, I didn't do anything except to slack at home.. cos.. Dar wasn't free n I didn't have to work..
Daddy came hm late.. as usual.. n.. yeah.. he started talking to me n all.. really feel tt I muz change.. it's time tt I should face up to reality n nt run frm it.. there's nth in romance.. I should study hard.. work hard.. earn money.. be strong.. yeah.. no more tears.. no more crying.. be firm in my decisions.. know what I'm doing.. yeah.. tt I muz do..
Support me k ppl..
God.. help me to remain close to You.. help me not to go astray.. help me to lean only on You..
Today, I didn't do anything except to slack at home.. cos.. Dar wasn't free n I didn't have to work..
Daddy came hm late.. as usual.. n.. yeah.. he started talking to me n all.. really feel tt I muz change.. it's time tt I should face up to reality n nt run frm it.. there's nth in romance.. I should study hard.. work hard.. earn money.. be strong.. yeah.. no more tears.. no more crying.. be firm in my decisions.. know what I'm doing.. yeah.. tt I muz do..
Support me k ppl..
God.. help me to remain close to You.. help me not to go astray.. help me to lean only on You..
Monday, May 10, 2004
Yoz.. juz gt hm nt long.. haha..
Gt a little crazy.. like seriously.. did smtg I wasn't supposed to.. bt.. forget it.. it's alr done.. oh.. anyway.. I gotta know this gal.. Angie.. frm Sanur.. tt's the indonesian restaurant across the pavement.. haha.. yeah.. she's oso going to NP.. taking ECP.. cool.. :P.. I shall nt write anymore.. nitez ppl.. will go do smtg else..
Gt a little crazy.. like seriously.. did smtg I wasn't supposed to.. bt.. forget it.. it's alr done.. oh.. anyway.. I gotta know this gal.. Angie.. frm Sanur.. tt's the indonesian restaurant across the pavement.. haha.. yeah.. she's oso going to NP.. taking ECP.. cool.. :P.. I shall nt write anymore.. nitez ppl.. will go do smtg else..
Saturday, May 08, 2004
Hey.. back!!! Spent.. 117.46.. haha..
Slept @ 5++ this morning cos I talked to Edward till morning.. yah.. n gt up a little late.. :P.. almost late for tuition.. thankfully dar called.. n came with a cab.. haha..
I'll skip tt part abt tuition.. was SOOOO agitated with Shao Quan.. today, Dar n I went down.. n we're nt paid for it.. we spent 5 hrs there.. it's nt as though we've gt lotsa time to spare n all.. n he juz dun wanna put in the effort.. sigh.. fine..
Then we went to watch Blood Brothers.. aft tt we went to eat @ TCC.. then.. I went down to Bishan.. n I juz reached hm a while ago.. talking on the phone now.. so.. yah..
Slept @ 5++ this morning cos I talked to Edward till morning.. yah.. n gt up a little late.. :P.. almost late for tuition.. thankfully dar called.. n came with a cab.. haha..
I'll skip tt part abt tuition.. was SOOOO agitated with Shao Quan.. today, Dar n I went down.. n we're nt paid for it.. we spent 5 hrs there.. it's nt as though we've gt lotsa time to spare n all.. n he juz dun wanna put in the effort.. sigh.. fine..
Then we went to watch Blood Brothers.. aft tt we went to eat @ TCC.. then.. I went down to Bishan.. n I juz reached hm a while ago.. talking on the phone now.. so.. yah..
Worked till 10.45 today.. was quite bz..
Slept @ 4.30am.. woke up at 8.30.. dunno y..
Talked to a fren throughout the nite till 4.. tt's y I slept @ 4.30.. haha.. then I gave him a morning call..
Talking to Edward now.. haha.. so cute.. he called me.. then when I called him.. he nv pick up the phone.. sigh.. then he called back.. haha.. gd.. at least I dun have to pay.. haha.. :P
Sigh.. I dunno.. tired.. nt physically.. more of mentally.. sigh..
Slept @ 4.30am.. woke up at 8.30.. dunno y..
Talked to a fren throughout the nite till 4.. tt's y I slept @ 4.30.. haha.. then I gave him a morning call..
Talking to Edward now.. haha.. so cute.. he called me.. then when I called him.. he nv pick up the phone.. sigh.. then he called back.. haha.. gd.. at least I dun have to pay.. haha.. :P
Sigh.. I dunno.. tired.. nt physically.. more of mentally.. sigh..
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Yoz ppl.. I did a wonderful thing today.. I was v dao.. haha.. n it isn't exactly suppose to be v exciting rite.. haha.. I know..
I couldn't be bothered abt the things tt're happening within the ppl.. I juz dun wanna bother..
I'm getting tired of working.. with all the back-stabbing tt's going on even in the restaurant.. I mean.. sigh.. I dun wanna say..
The cruel reality of life.. ppl stabbing each other.. be it behind or in front.. it's the same..
Cruel..
Horrible..
Bug off..
I hate u..
I couldn't be bothered abt the things tt're happening within the ppl.. I juz dun wanna bother..
I'm getting tired of working.. with all the back-stabbing tt's going on even in the restaurant.. I mean.. sigh.. I dun wanna say..
The cruel reality of life.. ppl stabbing each other.. be it behind or in front.. it's the same..
Cruel..
Horrible..
Bug off..
I hate u..
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Back! Gt my pathetic pay frm Renn Thai this aftnn.. same as dar.. a miserly sum of $30.. man.. this is SOOOO little.. like how am I supposed to survive on this???
Ok.. I've booked a table @ Crystal Jade.. the Bishan branch on Sat nite.. 7.45pm.. going to celebrate mother's day there.. yes.. I know.. I'll prob spend a fortune there bt.. it's only once in a LOOONNNGGG time.. n.. it's gd to appreciate what ppl do for u.. esp ur parents.. aft all.. they've spent a long time taking care of u.. tt's like.. ur whole life.. so.. yah.. I think it's worth it..
Ok.. I've booked a table @ Crystal Jade.. the Bishan branch on Sat nite.. 7.45pm.. going to celebrate mother's day there.. yes.. I know.. I'll prob spend a fortune there bt.. it's only once in a LOOONNNGGG time.. n.. it's gd to appreciate what ppl do for u.. esp ur parents.. aft all.. they've spent a long time taking care of u.. tt's like.. ur whole life.. so.. yah.. I think it's worth it..
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Oh.. Ans this k ppl???
What would u picture love as?
I would think of love as.. a rose.. sweet-smelling.. beautiful.. nice.. yet with lotsa thorns.. meaning.. it can be beautiful bt u're bound to get hurt.. smtimes it's cos of carelessness.. bt.. usually will hurt the other in one way or another..
Most ppl only know how to cherish aft they've lost.. y..?
Blue rose.. nice? I love blue roses.. very nice.. :)
It's better to have loved and lost than not to have loved before..
True.. bt.. y muz u lose..? Cherish everyone u have.. even if they seem as though they dun care.. continue to shower love, care n concern.. u nv know how impt they r to a person.. rmb this.. u might be a person to the world.. bt u might be the world to a person..
Back.. have been back for quite smtime now..
Went to work this morning.. was SOOO lazy I didn't wanna get up bt.. had to.. so.. sigh.. juz went.. Steven wore specs today.. haha.. looked v old.. yah.. like those kinda specs the uncles wear.. :P okok.. I shouldn't comment tt much.. I dun look v gd with specs as well..
Met Dar at J8 aft tt.. then.. well.. smhow.. I felt an air of hostility.. like.. she juz doesn't wanna talk to me.. quite upset.. then she left to go to Yishun to look for EH.. while I was left at J8.. alone.. stood there for abt 45 mins to an hr b4 Alicia came.. had dinner with her then rushed down for tuition..
Aft tuition.. I went to HP to meet him.. Nice moon today.. v big.. round.. n bright.. well.. at least he's feeling better today.. bt it's only for today.. tt's what he said.. whatever it is.. I'm happy to be able to spend time with him.. he has to get up @ 12 tmr to go gym.. then go fren's plc.. then go job interview b4 meeting up with another fren.. sigh.. feel like telling him what I really feel.. bt.. what's the pt.. what's the pt..? forget it.. juz.. FORGET IT..
Monday, May 03, 2004
Yoz! Back! ok.. today was another bz day..
Lunch was rather ok.. dinner was packed.. nt as packed as tt day.. bt still overflowing.. quite bad cos the "food traffic" was VERY slow.. the few of us didn't dare to go out cos everytime we'd go out, 1 table will ask abt their food or dessert or smtg like tt.. madness.. running in n out like nobody's business.. n my feet hurt.. yeah.. gt nasty blisters on my toes cos I wore shoes.. Ouch.. :(
Well.. Kai Lin actually isn't all tt bad.. bt he's def very irritationg.. ooo.. he's a great artist.. yeah.. he can really draw.. VERY nicely.. :) hidden talent I guess.. haha..
Agus went to Suntec today.. came back with Suntec's Renn Thai's uniform.. cool.. :P Really.. it's totally black.. bt looks.. nice.. although the material's hot.. I heard tt the gals uniform r oso different.. yeah.. apparently the plc which I'm working at is using the traditional thai clothing method.. where u have to pin a whole piece of long cloth to fit.. haha..
Ooo.. b4 I forget.. I saw Ee Jia! With this guy.. dunno who.. bt I saw her when I was walking to Orchard MRT station to top up my ezlink card.. haha.. so funny.. her rxn when she saw me was to laugh.. dunno what's so funny.. prob I looked funny at tt time cos I was wearing a wind-breaker over my uniform.. hmmm..
N.. hmm.. I saw Wen Zhu with his new gf.. or so.. saw them at Bishan MRT station.. they were holding hands so.. I expect tt's his gf.. haha.. shouldn't be wrong..
Lunch was rather ok.. dinner was packed.. nt as packed as tt day.. bt still overflowing.. quite bad cos the "food traffic" was VERY slow.. the few of us didn't dare to go out cos everytime we'd go out, 1 table will ask abt their food or dessert or smtg like tt.. madness.. running in n out like nobody's business.. n my feet hurt.. yeah.. gt nasty blisters on my toes cos I wore shoes.. Ouch.. :(
Well.. Kai Lin actually isn't all tt bad.. bt he's def very irritationg.. ooo.. he's a great artist.. yeah.. he can really draw.. VERY nicely.. :) hidden talent I guess.. haha..
Agus went to Suntec today.. came back with Suntec's Renn Thai's uniform.. cool.. :P Really.. it's totally black.. bt looks.. nice.. although the material's hot.. I heard tt the gals uniform r oso different.. yeah.. apparently the plc which I'm working at is using the traditional thai clothing method.. where u have to pin a whole piece of long cloth to fit.. haha..
Ooo.. b4 I forget.. I saw Ee Jia! With this guy.. dunno who.. bt I saw her when I was walking to Orchard MRT station to top up my ezlink card.. haha.. so funny.. her rxn when she saw me was to laugh.. dunno what's so funny.. prob I looked funny at tt time cos I was wearing a wind-breaker over my uniform.. hmmm..
N.. hmm.. I saw Wen Zhu with his new gf.. or so.. saw them at Bishan MRT station.. they were holding hands so.. I expect tt's his gf.. haha.. shouldn't be wrong..
All these things tt are happening.. smtimes juz make me feel very unneeded.. tt ppl dun care.. tt I'm juz there for the fun of it.. extra.. I dunno..
Lost
like as a compass
that has lost it's sense of
direction...
Tired
yet awake
Weak
yet strong
Stationery
yet moving
What am I doing?
Why am I going against?
Why can't I go with the way it is?
Cause' that's how I am..
Always against the current..
Has been..
Is..
and probably..
Always will be..
Forget it..
You can't get to me no matter
how hard you try
Find me irritating yet???
Bug off then..
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Had a great lunch today.. it was a farewell lunch planned for Jo n Tabi who're going to the States for 3 mths.. their flight is tmr.. I had hoped tt I'd be able to make it bt.. I guess I wun be.. cos there're changes in my working schedule (again).. bt.. for lunch, I've gt pasta, chicken stew, crab with egg soup, sandwich, orange almond cheesecake with icecream.. quite a spread.. Stayed in church till abt 430 talking to Ee Jia n Edward..
Actually I'm a little frustrated juz now.. cos.. Dar gave me sm kinda attitude.. guess she's pissed.. I dunno.. she called n told me tt Alan was looking for me.. then I told her tt I know cos he alr gave me the schedule.. then I asked her y she wasn't free on mon.. then she said nt my prob.. I asked her where she was, she said none of my biz.. rite.. ok..
EH oso called me.. asked if Dar's with me.. I told him no.. n he said, "nt with u? Aiyah.. okok.. I go call her find her.. bye.." n juz put down the phone..
Kor called.. asked where I was.. then I told him tt I was hm.. then he.. "orh ok.. nvm".. I asked him what's up n he juz keep telling me nth.. fine.. then he put down the phone.. sigh.. dunno..
My newly revised schedule.. Mon working whole day.. Tue morning.. Wed morning.. Thurs whole day.. Fri nite (6-11).. Sun nite.. Mornings r frm 12-3, nites frm 6-10.. usually tt is.. Having tuition on Tue n Wed nites.. 7.30-9.. then Tue nite might be going out with.. hmm.. dunno if I'd go out.. guess I might.. I'll see abt tt..
Actually I'm a little frustrated juz now.. cos.. Dar gave me sm kinda attitude.. guess she's pissed.. I dunno.. she called n told me tt Alan was looking for me.. then I told her tt I know cos he alr gave me the schedule.. then I asked her y she wasn't free on mon.. then she said nt my prob.. I asked her where she was, she said none of my biz.. rite.. ok..
EH oso called me.. asked if Dar's with me.. I told him no.. n he said, "nt with u? Aiyah.. okok.. I go call her find her.. bye.." n juz put down the phone..
Kor called.. asked where I was.. then I told him tt I was hm.. then he.. "orh ok.. nvm".. I asked him what's up n he juz keep telling me nth.. fine.. then he put down the phone.. sigh.. dunno..
My newly revised schedule.. Mon working whole day.. Tue morning.. Wed morning.. Thurs whole day.. Fri nite (6-11).. Sun nite.. Mornings r frm 12-3, nites frm 6-10.. usually tt is.. Having tuition on Tue n Wed nites.. 7.30-9.. then Tue nite might be going out with.. hmm.. dunno if I'd go out.. guess I might.. I'll see abt tt..
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Yoz ppl.. back.. today was.. quite tiring.. work itself was a strain..
There was this table of 4.. SOOOO fussy!!! Man.. this lady asked me what's the price of a medium pot of soup.. Poh Wan gave her 2 small pots.. n she was making A LOT of noise.. saying tt the lvl of both the soups r different.. one is lower than the other.. accusing us of drinking the soup.. like.. dun u think I can have a whole BIG pot if I wanted??? Then Jason "took over" n talked.. she wanted to change to the medium one.. so fine.. we did.. n he brought it to her.. then she said tt we cheated her cos both the pots look the same.. then Jason brought the smaller pot n let her compare.. then she said "The both look the same.. we'll have the 2 small ones then.." ... I've gt NTH to say.. y dun u juz take what we give u in the 1st plc??? Dun u think tt aft working in this line for quite sm time, we'd be able to tell better than u how much u're to have??? This other table.. scolded me.. cos we didn't gave the dessert till abt 1/2 hr later.. I'm so sorry.. cos we really were VERY bz.. lotsa ppl.. lotsa orders.. so we produced the dessert later.. sorry..
Kai Lin pissed me off A LOT! 1st, he commented on me.. then on other stuff.. he scared the day lights outta me.. checked thru my hp.. like.. WHERE'S MY PRIVACY???
Bt in all.. I'm thankful for the occasional surprises.. Zhaoz called me.. asked me where I was.. said he was in PS.. then.. yah.. didn't really bothered much.. bt he came down to look for me.. him n his 2 gal frenz.. haha.. ;)
Chris was ard the area.. so he dropped by as well.. haha.. he looks SOOOO different w/o his hair.. in a cap.. like what most guys do when they do nt have hair.. :P
Thx u 2.. did quite a bit to brighten my day..
Met kor.. went back together.. yeah.. tt's abt it..
Man Ning n Shao Quan's exams r coming.. I've gottago down for tuition on Tue, Wed n an xtra lesson on Sat.. then.. I'm working @ Renn Thai on Thurs, Fri n Sun nite.. Dar will be working on Sat n Sun nite..
Alan's considering on posting me to Suntec to help up for a week.. sigh.. will see what he's agreed on..
There was this table of 4.. SOOOO fussy!!! Man.. this lady asked me what's the price of a medium pot of soup.. Poh Wan gave her 2 small pots.. n she was making A LOT of noise.. saying tt the lvl of both the soups r different.. one is lower than the other.. accusing us of drinking the soup.. like.. dun u think I can have a whole BIG pot if I wanted??? Then Jason "took over" n talked.. she wanted to change to the medium one.. so fine.. we did.. n he brought it to her.. then she said tt we cheated her cos both the pots look the same.. then Jason brought the smaller pot n let her compare.. then she said "The both look the same.. we'll have the 2 small ones then.." ... I've gt NTH to say.. y dun u juz take what we give u in the 1st plc??? Dun u think tt aft working in this line for quite sm time, we'd be able to tell better than u how much u're to have??? This other table.. scolded me.. cos we didn't gave the dessert till abt 1/2 hr later.. I'm so sorry.. cos we really were VERY bz.. lotsa ppl.. lotsa orders.. so we produced the dessert later.. sorry..
Kai Lin pissed me off A LOT! 1st, he commented on me.. then on other stuff.. he scared the day lights outta me.. checked thru my hp.. like.. WHERE'S MY PRIVACY???
Bt in all.. I'm thankful for the occasional surprises.. Zhaoz called me.. asked me where I was.. said he was in PS.. then.. yah.. didn't really bothered much.. bt he came down to look for me.. him n his 2 gal frenz.. haha.. ;)
Chris was ard the area.. so he dropped by as well.. haha.. he looks SOOOO different w/o his hair.. in a cap.. like what most guys do when they do nt have hair.. :P
Thx u 2.. did quite a bit to brighten my day..
Met kor.. went back together.. yeah.. tt's abt it..
Man Ning n Shao Quan's exams r coming.. I've gottago down for tuition on Tue, Wed n an xtra lesson on Sat.. then.. I'm working @ Renn Thai on Thurs, Fri n Sun nite.. Dar will be working on Sat n Sun nite..
Alan's considering on posting me to Suntec to help up for a week.. sigh.. will see what he's agreed on..
Oh.. suddenly struck me tt I've nt blogged smtg VERY impt tt I saw today..
On the way to HM, we saw 2 blind ppl.. n on the way to tuition, we saw a grp of dumb children..
Have u ever thought abt it? Ever?
Many of us take for granted the fact tt we're all normal ppl or so to speak with no "defects" whatsoever.. We take it as though we're "supposed" to be tt way.. tt they're the ones who're "abnormal".. such superficial views..
Have u ever wondered how it is to live in a world of darkness? Of no light whatsoever??? Have u ever pondered how is it to survive in a plc w/o any sound? With no music, no voices at all??? How would u feel.. if u could nt talk? If u really wanna say smtg out bt nth comes outta ur throat???
Then think.. if.. u really were one of them.. n all ppl do is to stare at u.. ostracise u.. juz because u've one of the so-called "defects".. how would u feel???
They dun need our pity.. they need our help.. n understanding.. dun shun away frm them juz cos they're different.. the world's made up of many different type of ppl.. they're juz more unique than us..
When u ppl read this, be thankful for ur vision.. though it might nt be perfect, thank God for sight.. When u all hear the music tt's playing in the background.. or the beeps coming frm ur msn messenger, be thankful for hearing.. When u ans the phone n are able to say "hello", thank God for ur voice..
" Rejoice evermore. Pray without ceasing. In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you." 1 Thess 5: 16-18
On the way to HM, we saw 2 blind ppl.. n on the way to tuition, we saw a grp of dumb children..
Have u ever thought abt it? Ever?
Many of us take for granted the fact tt we're all normal ppl or so to speak with no "defects" whatsoever.. We take it as though we're "supposed" to be tt way.. tt they're the ones who're "abnormal".. such superficial views..
Have u ever wondered how it is to live in a world of darkness? Of no light whatsoever??? Have u ever pondered how is it to survive in a plc w/o any sound? With no music, no voices at all??? How would u feel.. if u could nt talk? If u really wanna say smtg out bt nth comes outta ur throat???
Then think.. if.. u really were one of them.. n all ppl do is to stare at u.. ostracise u.. juz because u've one of the so-called "defects".. how would u feel???
They dun need our pity.. they need our help.. n understanding.. dun shun away frm them juz cos they're different.. the world's made up of many different type of ppl.. they're juz more unique than us..
When u ppl read this, be thankful for ur vision.. though it might nt be perfect, thank God for sight.. When u all hear the music tt's playing in the background.. or the beeps coming frm ur msn messenger, be thankful for hearing.. When u ans the phone n are able to say "hello", thank God for ur voice..
" Rejoice evermore. Pray without ceasing. In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you." 1 Thess 5: 16-18
Friday, April 30, 2004
Sorry for nt blogging yest.. I was unable to get to the com.. smtg wrong with it.. so.. yah.. only could blog today..
Yest, I went swimming with Dar n Nat @ YCK swimming complex.. thankfully we came outta the pool b4 it started pouring.. aft tt, we went to Chong Boon Market for dinner.. had a sumptuous meal.. there's Assam Stringray, Preserved veg braised meat n another meat.. yummy.. :P I was supposed to go for tuition yest.. bt due to the heavy downpour, we decided to postpone it to today.. then I decided to lend Nat my umbrella.. which.. was the only umbrella the 3 of us had cos she hadta go home.. so.. Dar n I were left stranded at Mac.. EH came.. n.. yah.. aft the rain stopped I left..
Today, Dar n I went to J8 to fix her slipper.. Brenda stepped on it n the front came off.. then aft going to the cobbler, we went to Hougang Mall where we spent 1 1/2 hrs in the optical shop juz for Dar to get use to wearing lens.. haha.. she's going to wear lens!!! Cool.. :P another member to the lens wearing family.. haha.. aft tt, we went up to the kopitiam to eat b4 heading down for tuition.. on the way to tuition, Alan called me n asked y I didn't report for work today.. I.. haha.. acutally.. I didn't know tt I was supposed to work today.. sigh.. I'm supposed to work tmr.. tt.. I know.. haha.. okok..
EH came to pick Dar frm tuition today.. it's like.. Dar n I were sitting in a seat at the bus-stop waiting for him.. then when he came, he talked a bit, then walked to the seat behind us n sat down.. then he asked where we were going.. dar replied n said nowhere.. then he asked, "Can u like come over?" wow.. thx a lot.. I felt VERY WELCOMED..
We boarded the bus.. I sat down first.. there was an empty seat behind me.. guess what? They walked all the way to the back of the bus n sat down.. ok.. rite.. if u want me to bug off.. juz tell me k.. I dun need u to show signs tt I'm nt supposed to be there.. I can act oblivious.. I can be indifferent.. I can be transparent.. juz tell me..
N u're supposed to be my godbro.. u told me tt u're trying nt to let me feel tt I'm nt loved or cared for.. well.. if tt's the way u wanna show ur love n concern, thx a lot.. I dun need it.. I dun need u as well..
Yest, I went swimming with Dar n Nat @ YCK swimming complex.. thankfully we came outta the pool b4 it started pouring.. aft tt, we went to Chong Boon Market for dinner.. had a sumptuous meal.. there's Assam Stringray, Preserved veg braised meat n another meat.. yummy.. :P I was supposed to go for tuition yest.. bt due to the heavy downpour, we decided to postpone it to today.. then I decided to lend Nat my umbrella.. which.. was the only umbrella the 3 of us had cos she hadta go home.. so.. Dar n I were left stranded at Mac.. EH came.. n.. yah.. aft the rain stopped I left..
Today, Dar n I went to J8 to fix her slipper.. Brenda stepped on it n the front came off.. then aft going to the cobbler, we went to Hougang Mall where we spent 1 1/2 hrs in the optical shop juz for Dar to get use to wearing lens.. haha.. she's going to wear lens!!! Cool.. :P another member to the lens wearing family.. haha.. aft tt, we went up to the kopitiam to eat b4 heading down for tuition.. on the way to tuition, Alan called me n asked y I didn't report for work today.. I.. haha.. acutally.. I didn't know tt I was supposed to work today.. sigh.. I'm supposed to work tmr.. tt.. I know.. haha.. okok..
EH came to pick Dar frm tuition today.. it's like.. Dar n I were sitting in a seat at the bus-stop waiting for him.. then when he came, he talked a bit, then walked to the seat behind us n sat down.. then he asked where we were going.. dar replied n said nowhere.. then he asked, "Can u like come over?" wow.. thx a lot.. I felt VERY WELCOMED..
We boarded the bus.. I sat down first.. there was an empty seat behind me.. guess what? They walked all the way to the back of the bus n sat down.. ok.. rite.. if u want me to bug off.. juz tell me k.. I dun need u to show signs tt I'm nt supposed to be there.. I can act oblivious.. I can be indifferent.. I can be transparent.. juz tell me..
N u're supposed to be my godbro.. u told me tt u're trying nt to let me feel tt I'm nt loved or cared for.. well.. if tt's the way u wanna show ur love n concern, thx a lot.. I dun need it.. I dun need u as well..
Thursday, April 29, 2004
Check this out.. it's VERY nice.. taken frm Jess' blog..
A broken porcelain doll
Describes how I feel
I stare into space, frozen
Tell me how to survive this ordeal
A portrait torn in the middle
Separating me from you
I feel drained of my energy
Tell me how do I live without you
And when the stars, fall
And when the moon, drops
I'll be here dreaming 'bout you
When the stars stop singing
And the leaves keep falling
I'll be on my knees, praying
An empty bed upstairs
Gives me the harsh truth
I touch it tentatively
Tell me how do I not go crazy
When the sun vanish
When the clouds turn grey
I'll be here cryng for you
And when the thunder roll
When the lightning strikes
I'll be standing in the cold
It's un-named.. bt I think the title of "without u" suits it a lot.. what do u ppl think?
A broken porcelain doll
Describes how I feel
I stare into space, frozen
Tell me how to survive this ordeal
A portrait torn in the middle
Separating me from you
I feel drained of my energy
Tell me how do I live without you
And when the stars, fall
And when the moon, drops
I'll be here dreaming 'bout you
When the stars stop singing
And the leaves keep falling
I'll be on my knees, praying
An empty bed upstairs
Gives me the harsh truth
I touch it tentatively
Tell me how do I not go crazy
When the sun vanish
When the clouds turn grey
I'll be here cryng for you
And when the thunder roll
When the lightning strikes
I'll be standing in the cold
It's un-named.. bt I think the title of "without u" suits it a lot.. what do u ppl think?
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
I've got a fave song for the wk.. prob for the mth.. or the yr.. it's a v nice song.. really..
Breathe Easy by Blue
Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie
Why did I wander where to fly
Ooh why
Ooh why
And I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me
There's no way
Crushed me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Crushed me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
(Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find
Ooh why
Ooh why
WHY
I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
(Breathe easy)
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
No I.........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh I......................
Tell me why................
Ooh Tell me why
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
no no no no no I................can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your...by my side
Yeah
I...................Can't breathe easy
No I...
I can't dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
There's no way
Breathe Easy by Blue
Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine
Why did I lie
Why did I wander where to fly
Ooh why
Ooh why
And I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me
There's no way
Crushed me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Crushed me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
(Don't know why)
I left the one I was looking to find
Ooh why
Ooh why
WHY
I.........can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
(Breathe easy)
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
No I.........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Ooh I......................
Tell me why................
Ooh Tell me why
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
no no no no no I................can't breathe easy
I cant sleep at night
Until your...by my side
Yeah
I...................Can't breathe easy
No I...
I can't dream you had another dream without you lying next to me, there's no way
There's no way
Oh.. forgot.. muz update..
I'd be working full day on Mon, Thurs nite, Fri nite, Sat nite n Sun nite @ Renn Thai nxt wk.. so if u ppl free.. and happen to be in the area.. Takashimaya.. feel free to drop by.. haha..
Dar will be working on Sat n Sun nite..
Then I'd be teaching tuition on 2 of the days.. prob on.. mon n wed or tue n thurs.. however I plan.. it'd still clash.. sigh.. nvm.. will do smtg abt it..
I'd be working full day on Mon, Thurs nite, Fri nite, Sat nite n Sun nite @ Renn Thai nxt wk.. so if u ppl free.. and happen to be in the area.. Takashimaya.. feel free to drop by.. haha..
Dar will be working on Sat n Sun nite..
Then I'd be teaching tuition on 2 of the days.. prob on.. mon n wed or tue n thurs.. however I plan.. it'd still clash.. sigh.. nvm.. will do smtg abt it..
Went out.. as usual..
1st went to Dar's plc.. then went to Somerset.. Dar had to go meet a fren.. so I went to Orchard to look for kor 1st.. I rotted there for.. 1 1/2 hr. Dar finally came so we had dinner @ Shaw House lvl 5.. then she went to watch 50 first dates with EH @ Lido.. yeah.. tt's abt it..
I tried Rumba Frappacino juz now.. feeling SOOOO tired now.. Dar, kor n I have a similar pt.. we cannot drink coffee.. cos, for others, coffee is a stimulant n will keep them awake.. for us.. coffee makes us tired.. zZzZ.. haha..
It was raining.. I wanted to take a stroll in the rain.. bt didn't get the chance to.. cos.. by the time I reached hm, the rain had alr stopped.. so.. I didn't..
I slpt @ ard 7+ again.. it's the same as yest. cannot slp.. so waited till 7+ b4 I could slp.. sigh..
1st went to Dar's plc.. then went to Somerset.. Dar had to go meet a fren.. so I went to Orchard to look for kor 1st.. I rotted there for.. 1 1/2 hr. Dar finally came so we had dinner @ Shaw House lvl 5.. then she went to watch 50 first dates with EH @ Lido.. yeah.. tt's abt it..
I tried Rumba Frappacino juz now.. feeling SOOOO tired now.. Dar, kor n I have a similar pt.. we cannot drink coffee.. cos, for others, coffee is a stimulant n will keep them awake.. for us.. coffee makes us tired.. zZzZ.. haha..
It was raining.. I wanted to take a stroll in the rain.. bt didn't get the chance to.. cos.. by the time I reached hm, the rain had alr stopped.. so.. I didn't..
I slpt @ ard 7+ again.. it's the same as yest. cannot slp.. so waited till 7+ b4 I could slp.. sigh..
I'm bored.. I've nth to do.. n I can't slp.. so I decided to do quizzes.. haha.. this time.. it's frm tickle.com.. haha
I did this "What r u lookin for in a rlsp".. I gt..
Soul Mate
Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.
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N oso this.. "Who is ur type"
Your type is the Romantic
There's no such thing as too much wining and dining! You're a sucker for theRomantic. Some flowers...a nice dinner...a little music — right up youralley! Your type places his woman on a pedestal and treats her like aprincess. That's exactly what you crave. Whether you need it or not, youlike the reassurance that a romantic guy provides. With him, you never feeltaken for granted. You don't fall for the tough-guy act — in fact, you'returned off by a guy who's not in touch with his feminine side. The sensitivemale who properly courts a woman will steal your heart every time. A littletraditional? Yup. A little old-fashioned? Maybe so. But did a little extradoting ever hurt anyone? Definitely not.
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"What type r u"
You are a Hopeless romantic
Do you swoon when a guy recites poetry to you? Go ga-ga over a bouquet of hand-picked wildflowers? Then there's no doubt about it — you're a textbook Hopeless Romantic. Chances are you love soft music, candlelight, and long walks on the beach at sunset. Crying at sappy movies (your favorite kind) is a given — a box of tissues is a must — and you've have had your wedding planned since grade school. You're looking for a deep relationship — a soulmate. Traditional and sympathetic, guys love that they can open up to you and talk to you about their feelings, their past, and their hopes for the future. How can a suitor win your heart? By romancing you. Sending you flowers, surprising you with a picnic lunch, or going for a horse-drawn carriage ride. Before you know it, you'll be creating a life-long love story.
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"What's ur true colour?"
You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!
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Haha.. very true.. u know what..? I think I'm hopeless.. haha.. it's 3.30am.. I think I should slp.. bt I cannot get to slp!!!
I did this "What r u lookin for in a rlsp".. I gt..
Soul Mate
Who needs a fling when what you want is the whole fairytale: long walks on the beach, up-all-night conversations, and watching sunrises/sunsets in each other's arms. You're probably a picky dater who doesn't connect with just anyone. Sure a strong intellectual streak, loyalty, and a great sense of humor are terrific selling points. But if your dates can't savor romance like you do, it might be the perfect match you're dreaming of. You're hoping to find your other half, that one person who can finish your sentences, someone who really 'gets' your inner emotions. And until you find them, you probably don't mind flying solo every now and then. That's because deep down, you know that being with the wrong someone is just an obstacle to being with your one-and-only. So even as you're reading this and thinking about how to find them, know that somewhere out there, they're probably wondering the same about you. It's just a matter of time.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
N oso this.. "Who is ur type"
Your type is the Romantic
There's no such thing as too much wining and dining! You're a sucker for theRomantic. Some flowers...a nice dinner...a little music — right up youralley! Your type places his woman on a pedestal and treats her like aprincess. That's exactly what you crave. Whether you need it or not, youlike the reassurance that a romantic guy provides. With him, you never feeltaken for granted. You don't fall for the tough-guy act — in fact, you'returned off by a guy who's not in touch with his feminine side. The sensitivemale who properly courts a woman will steal your heart every time. A littletraditional? Yup. A little old-fashioned? Maybe so. But did a little extradoting ever hurt anyone? Definitely not.
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"What type r u"
You are a Hopeless romantic
Do you swoon when a guy recites poetry to you? Go ga-ga over a bouquet of hand-picked wildflowers? Then there's no doubt about it — you're a textbook Hopeless Romantic. Chances are you love soft music, candlelight, and long walks on the beach at sunset. Crying at sappy movies (your favorite kind) is a given — a box of tissues is a must — and you've have had your wedding planned since grade school. You're looking for a deep relationship — a soulmate. Traditional and sympathetic, guys love that they can open up to you and talk to you about their feelings, their past, and their hopes for the future. How can a suitor win your heart? By romancing you. Sending you flowers, surprising you with a picnic lunch, or going for a horse-drawn carriage ride. Before you know it, you'll be creating a life-long love story.
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"What's ur true colour?"
You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!
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Haha.. very true.. u know what..? I think I'm hopeless.. haha.. it's 3.30am.. I think I should slp.. bt I cannot get to slp!!!
Reached hm abt 1/2 hr ago.. yeah.. I went out again.. dun start..
Went out to watch my kor eat.. he had.. bee tai mak soup.. haha.. n sweet potato soup.. yah.. tt's abt it.. then went back..
Had a stop over at the playgrd.. tt's when I started thinking of him (again..) Sigh..
Found out abt the interesting convos tt nat had with her zek gong, zim po n papa at the lunch table on mon.. hmmm.. revolved a lot ard her, chris n me.. I've no idea what's their prob.. like Uncle Colin (Chris' dad, her zek gong) was asking if we (chris n I) like each other.. like.. ahem.. I've gt nth to say abt tt.. Nat said no.. tt it's quite obvious cos he still likes his ex.. n I apparently am nt interested in getting a bf.. then papa said, for now only.. (-_-" At least she didn't say tt I'm still struggling to forget him.. tt's gd.. in a way.. then Uncle Colin said, if they dun like each other, y do they go out with each other? Like.. hello.. who said anything abt frenz nt being able to go out with each other??? Sigh.. generation gap.. haha..
Went out to watch my kor eat.. he had.. bee tai mak soup.. haha.. n sweet potato soup.. yah.. tt's abt it.. then went back..
Had a stop over at the playgrd.. tt's when I started thinking of him (again..) Sigh..
Found out abt the interesting convos tt nat had with her zek gong, zim po n papa at the lunch table on mon.. hmmm.. revolved a lot ard her, chris n me.. I've no idea what's their prob.. like Uncle Colin (Chris' dad, her zek gong) was asking if we (chris n I) like each other.. like.. ahem.. I've gt nth to say abt tt.. Nat said no.. tt it's quite obvious cos he still likes his ex.. n I apparently am nt interested in getting a bf.. then papa said, for now only.. (-_-" At least she didn't say tt I'm still struggling to forget him.. tt's gd.. in a way.. then Uncle Colin said, if they dun like each other, y do they go out with each other? Like.. hello.. who said anything abt frenz nt being able to go out with each other??? Sigh.. generation gap.. haha..
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
Reached hm abt 1/2 hr ago.. frm tuition..
Went out at ard.. 3+ today.. went to HP's mac.. then went down to Orchard.. to look for kor.. aft tt I rushed down for tuition..
Was quite irritated.. I dunno y.. I went to bed at 3+ this morning.. n couldn't slp till aft 6+.. slept at ard 7++ bt woke up many times.. sigh.. too much things in my mind.. should have really concentrated on praying.. no peace of mind means no slp..
N I dun feel tired.. sigh.. dunno what's happening to me.. I yawn A LOT.. bt I juz can't seem to close my eyes.. even if I can.. my mind juz goes on n on.. n on......
Went out at ard.. 3+ today.. went to HP's mac.. then went down to Orchard.. to look for kor.. aft tt I rushed down for tuition..
Was quite irritated.. I dunno y.. I went to bed at 3+ this morning.. n couldn't slp till aft 6+.. slept at ard 7++ bt woke up many times.. sigh.. too much things in my mind.. should have really concentrated on praying.. no peace of mind means no slp..
N I dun feel tired.. sigh.. dunno what's happening to me.. I yawn A LOT.. bt I juz can't seem to close my eyes.. even if I can.. my mind juz goes on n on.. n on......
My dad juz came back nt too long ago.. he was telling me abt this long distant auntie of mine.. who's of the same age as me.. told me tt her dad has the same name as my dad.. n she.. happens to have the same name as me..
Told me tt she's in one of the top JCs in Sg.. tt she's stuck up.. tt he hopes I do nt meet her.. tt he's nv met her dad b4.. lotsa stuff.. sigh..
Yet another expectation for me to do well.. to excel in everything tt I'm doing.. guess I'd stress myself more.. tt's what I've always been doing.. stressing myself..
I'd give my all.. even if it means sacrificing my happiness for urs..
I'm willing to give my freedom in exchange for urs..
I'd give my life.. if u can live longer..
Dun stress me.. I'm stressed up the way I am.. I'm tired.. I'm draining out.. dun pressurise me.. u keep wanting me to do better.. u tell me tt the frenz I have r affecting me alot.. u want me to be alone? Dun regret it if I do.. I'm alr halfway there.. my frenz.. if I don't talk.. it doesn't mean tt I dun care.. if I nv do look at u again.. or call u up.. I juz wanna say.. I do care.. I did care.. if there's anything I can help u ppl with.. juz drop me a line.. I'd do anything within my power..
Told me tt she's in one of the top JCs in Sg.. tt she's stuck up.. tt he hopes I do nt meet her.. tt he's nv met her dad b4.. lotsa stuff.. sigh..
Yet another expectation for me to do well.. to excel in everything tt I'm doing.. guess I'd stress myself more.. tt's what I've always been doing.. stressing myself..
I'd give my all.. even if it means sacrificing my happiness for urs..
I'm willing to give my freedom in exchange for urs..
I'd give my life.. if u can live longer..
Dun stress me.. I'm stressed up the way I am.. I'm tired.. I'm draining out.. dun pressurise me.. u keep wanting me to do better.. u tell me tt the frenz I have r affecting me alot.. u want me to be alone? Dun regret it if I do.. I'm alr halfway there.. my frenz.. if I don't talk.. it doesn't mean tt I dun care.. if I nv do look at u again.. or call u up.. I juz wanna say.. I do care.. I did care.. if there's anything I can help u ppl with.. juz drop me a line.. I'd do anything within my power..
Hey ppl.. I juz reached hm nt so long ago..
Today, I did lotsa slacking.. then I went to HP to do sm grocery shopping.. came hm.. slacked.. then went out at 8+pm.. tt's y I juz reached hm..
Went to amk to meet diana.. had ramen at the ramentan in Jubilee.. then we went to amk mac to sit n talk.. saw Jacintha.. she asked me y I didn't go back for SJ.. sigh.. LOOONNNGGG story.. anyway.. left there at 10++..
Walked to amk mrt station.. then saw Raymond, Apple, Ben Liu n.. cannot rmb what's his name.. muz ask.. haha.. so we sat there n talked for a while.. then went back.. yah.. the 3 guys sent me back.. all the way to my doorstep.. haha..
On the way back, Ben saw the moon.. then the 3 of them started singing "ming yue ji shi you".. (-_-" haha.. fun.. nt bad..
Oh.. my kor had high bp.. sigh.. muz cut down on LOTSA stuff.. everyday muz call him n ask him what he eat.. hmm.. sound like an auntie.. sigh.. nvm.. nt much of a diff.. haha..
Today, I did lotsa slacking.. then I went to HP to do sm grocery shopping.. came hm.. slacked.. then went out at 8+pm.. tt's y I juz reached hm..
Went to amk to meet diana.. had ramen at the ramentan in Jubilee.. then we went to amk mac to sit n talk.. saw Jacintha.. she asked me y I didn't go back for SJ.. sigh.. LOOONNNGGG story.. anyway.. left there at 10++..
Walked to amk mrt station.. then saw Raymond, Apple, Ben Liu n.. cannot rmb what's his name.. muz ask.. haha.. so we sat there n talked for a while.. then went back.. yah.. the 3 guys sent me back.. all the way to my doorstep.. haha..
On the way back, Ben saw the moon.. then the 3 of them started singing "ming yue ji shi you".. (-_-" haha.. fun.. nt bad..
Oh.. my kor had high bp.. sigh.. muz cut down on LOTSA stuff.. everyday muz call him n ask him what he eat.. hmm.. sound like an auntie.. sigh.. nvm.. nt much of a diff.. haha..
Sunday, April 25, 2004
Juz came hm abt an hr ago.. yeah.. by walking back frm J8 (again).. at least I didn't have to walk alone today.. thx zhaoz..
Yest was my 1st tuition with Shao Quan.. sighz.. it wasn't tt bad.. quite infuriating.. bt still ok.. today was worst.. cos dar wasn't there.. then had to handle Shao Quan n Man Ning.. Man Ning was ok.. bt Shao Quan.. manz.. took me more than 1/2 hr to let him learn 4 words of spelling.. then took another 1/2 hr ro write 1 word.. so I didn't do much today..
Yest aft tuition, I went with Dar to YCK swimming pool to swim.. ok.. soak.. too many ppl there.. no plc to swim.. aft tt, EH came down.. she went back.. n I walked hm frm YCK mrt station.
Done lotsa walking these 2 days.. took abt an hr to walk hm frm YCK..
Ok.. while I was rotting @ J8 today, cos I decided nt to follow dar n EH to marsiling, this guy in his early twenties came up to me n introed himself as James.. asked if he could buy me a drink.. ask if I had a bf.. blah blah blah.. didn't really care much abt him.. n I saw NWK there.. if u dunno who.. dun ask.. I'm too lazy to explain.. spare me the agony.. I saw Zhi Hui (He Li's bro) there oso.. so many ppl..
Wang Kai gt himself a gf.. quite obvious.. kinda told him tt he would.. didn't believe me.. well.. felt like telling him "I told u so!" bt.. I guess I'll pass on tt.. Fel is.. cute.. gd looking.. Asian.. :P well.. he switched on his webcam.. n was um.. considering on bathing there.. madness.. haha.. anyway.. his gf is staying with him.. yah.. like in the host's plc.. u know.. same plc.. I think same room oso.. cool.. haha..
Sigh..
By the way.. Cheryl broke with Wei Xing yest.. sigh.. dunno what in the world she's thinking of.. he's a nice guy..
Funny how sm ppl can go into rlsps.. n sm others outta rlsps.. while me.. the wonderful me.. juz so decides tt I'd rather remain single.. n am quite adament abt it.. I know tt in the end.. if there really is this particular person who's able to move me, I might change my mind.. bt.. prob is.. even if smone comes close.. my 1st rxn is to shun the person.. so.. where's the "moving" part going to come frm???
SIGH..
Yest was my 1st tuition with Shao Quan.. sighz.. it wasn't tt bad.. quite infuriating.. bt still ok.. today was worst.. cos dar wasn't there.. then had to handle Shao Quan n Man Ning.. Man Ning was ok.. bt Shao Quan.. manz.. took me more than 1/2 hr to let him learn 4 words of spelling.. then took another 1/2 hr ro write 1 word.. so I didn't do much today..
Yest aft tuition, I went with Dar to YCK swimming pool to swim.. ok.. soak.. too many ppl there.. no plc to swim.. aft tt, EH came down.. she went back.. n I walked hm frm YCK mrt station.
Done lotsa walking these 2 days.. took abt an hr to walk hm frm YCK..
Ok.. while I was rotting @ J8 today, cos I decided nt to follow dar n EH to marsiling, this guy in his early twenties came up to me n introed himself as James.. asked if he could buy me a drink.. ask if I had a bf.. blah blah blah.. didn't really care much abt him.. n I saw NWK there.. if u dunno who.. dun ask.. I'm too lazy to explain.. spare me the agony.. I saw Zhi Hui (He Li's bro) there oso.. so many ppl..
Wang Kai gt himself a gf.. quite obvious.. kinda told him tt he would.. didn't believe me.. well.. felt like telling him "I told u so!" bt.. I guess I'll pass on tt.. Fel is.. cute.. gd looking.. Asian.. :P well.. he switched on his webcam.. n was um.. considering on bathing there.. madness.. haha.. anyway.. his gf is staying with him.. yah.. like in the host's plc.. u know.. same plc.. I think same room oso.. cool.. haha..
Sigh..
By the way.. Cheryl broke with Wei Xing yest.. sigh.. dunno what in the world she's thinking of.. he's a nice guy..
Funny how sm ppl can go into rlsps.. n sm others outta rlsps.. while me.. the wonderful me.. juz so decides tt I'd rather remain single.. n am quite adament abt it.. I know tt in the end.. if there really is this particular person who's able to move me, I might change my mind.. bt.. prob is.. even if smone comes close.. my 1st rxn is to shun the person.. so.. where's the "moving" part going to come frm???
SIGH..
Saturday, April 24, 2004
I've juz reached hm a while ago..
Today was a rather eventful day for me.. n for him too.. I heard..
Went to meet Dar n EH.. he went to her plc this morning.. anyway.. we met at J8's KFC.. then Brenda n Cheryl's bf.. Wei Xing (I hope I spelt his name correctly) n a bunch of others came.. aft tt, they had lunch n I left at 4.30..
Went to Renn Thai to work.. b4 tt, Dav msged me to tell me tt she has alr quit working.. shock.. it was quite full today.. worked till ard 10.50.. then left n went to meet kor.. He, raymond n ben liu.. ok.. all of them r having their probs so.. sigh.. we went to hp.. they wanted to drink bt refrained me frm it.. fine.. I nv gt my drink in the end.. they gt apple down to buy.. Daryl came b4 apple did.. I wanted to get Daryl to buy.. he nv managed to.. they bought 3 bottles n went to kor's plc to drink.. I didn't.. stayed back to talk to Daryl.. he sent me back aft tt..
He had lotsa activities as well.. went to sch.. took highway code.. or so he told me.. then he gt soaked in the pouring rain n only gt dry at ard 4+.. sigh.. hope he doesn't get sick.. heard tt he asked her out for a movie today.. bt was unable to go as he exhausted his finance.. cos of the highway code thingy.. spent abt.. $2000+ or so.. whatever.. I'm too tired to think or even care.. he's nt mine anyway..
Chris went to NS today.. how do I feel abt it? I think it's part n parcel of a Sg guy's life.. so guys.. live with it.. dun expect the govt to get the gals to do NS as yet.. cos I dun think they will.. dun think tt gals should at least go thru BMT.. if u want equality of races, u can try giving birth.. I'm sure the gals wun mind..
Today was a rather eventful day for me.. n for him too.. I heard..
Went to meet Dar n EH.. he went to her plc this morning.. anyway.. we met at J8's KFC.. then Brenda n Cheryl's bf.. Wei Xing (I hope I spelt his name correctly) n a bunch of others came.. aft tt, they had lunch n I left at 4.30..
Went to Renn Thai to work.. b4 tt, Dav msged me to tell me tt she has alr quit working.. shock.. it was quite full today.. worked till ard 10.50.. then left n went to meet kor.. He, raymond n ben liu.. ok.. all of them r having their probs so.. sigh.. we went to hp.. they wanted to drink bt refrained me frm it.. fine.. I nv gt my drink in the end.. they gt apple down to buy.. Daryl came b4 apple did.. I wanted to get Daryl to buy.. he nv managed to.. they bought 3 bottles n went to kor's plc to drink.. I didn't.. stayed back to talk to Daryl.. he sent me back aft tt..
He had lotsa activities as well.. went to sch.. took highway code.. or so he told me.. then he gt soaked in the pouring rain n only gt dry at ard 4+.. sigh.. hope he doesn't get sick.. heard tt he asked her out for a movie today.. bt was unable to go as he exhausted his finance.. cos of the highway code thingy.. spent abt.. $2000+ or so.. whatever.. I'm too tired to think or even care.. he's nt mine anyway..
Chris went to NS today.. how do I feel abt it? I think it's part n parcel of a Sg guy's life.. so guys.. live with it.. dun expect the govt to get the gals to do NS as yet.. cos I dun think they will.. dun think tt gals should at least go thru BMT.. if u want equality of races, u can try giving birth.. I'm sure the gals wun mind..
Friday, April 23, 2004
Hey! I've juz reached hm @ 1.30am.. haha.. frm kor's plc.. :P
Ok.. today, I went to Barbara's.. Dar n Teck Peng (apple) highlighted their hair.. dar was v late.. n she brought EH along.. sigh.. ok.. whatever.. aft tt, the 2 love birds conveniently left me n apple alone to watch a movie.. rite.. ok.. there's such a thing known as.. a preference of bf over frenz.. nvm..
Apple n I had a sumpteous lunch.. yummy.. Swensens.. n I finally was able to have my "sinful sundae".. Cookie Craving.. ummm.. n we oso had Breaded Chicken.. he had a.. Wafer smtg.. cannot rmb which sundae it was.. :P
Met Chris to shop for his army stuff.. sigh.. going in later today.. in fact.. it'll be in another.. 5 hrs plus.. n I suppose he's slping now..
Sent Chris back n went to Scotts with apple to look for kor.. then apple n I walked orchard a while n decided to rot @ Borders where I successfully finished reading John Grisham's The Last Juror.. it's VERY GD! Great twist.. I simply LOVE the way he writes.. the only bk which I found nt to be gd was the King Of Torts.. I dunno y.. found it extremely boring.. anyway.. kor came to meet us aft tt.. n Chris came down later as well..
Chris sent me to kor's plc.. sigh sigh.. he sounded as though he's going to die.. kept sighing.. make me feel so sad.. :( It's nt going to be a v long time.. only 7 wks.. n he'll be able to book out in 9 days! I know tt he doesn't really feel v happy to go as he feels tt it's a waste of his time.. bt all S'porean guys hafta go thru it.. it's juz sooner or later.. I guess he juz misses his bum life.. tt LAZY guy.. I dun suppose he'd be able to read this entry anyway.. besides.. he knows tt he's lazy.. :P
Ok.. today, I went to Barbara's.. Dar n Teck Peng (apple) highlighted their hair.. dar was v late.. n she brought EH along.. sigh.. ok.. whatever.. aft tt, the 2 love birds conveniently left me n apple alone to watch a movie.. rite.. ok.. there's such a thing known as.. a preference of bf over frenz.. nvm..
Apple n I had a sumpteous lunch.. yummy.. Swensens.. n I finally was able to have my "sinful sundae".. Cookie Craving.. ummm.. n we oso had Breaded Chicken.. he had a.. Wafer smtg.. cannot rmb which sundae it was.. :P
Met Chris to shop for his army stuff.. sigh.. going in later today.. in fact.. it'll be in another.. 5 hrs plus.. n I suppose he's slping now..
Sent Chris back n went to Scotts with apple to look for kor.. then apple n I walked orchard a while n decided to rot @ Borders where I successfully finished reading John Grisham's The Last Juror.. it's VERY GD! Great twist.. I simply LOVE the way he writes.. the only bk which I found nt to be gd was the King Of Torts.. I dunno y.. found it extremely boring.. anyway.. kor came to meet us aft tt.. n Chris came down later as well..
Chris sent me to kor's plc.. sigh sigh.. he sounded as though he's going to die.. kept sighing.. make me feel so sad.. :( It's nt going to be a v long time.. only 7 wks.. n he'll be able to book out in 9 days! I know tt he doesn't really feel v happy to go as he feels tt it's a waste of his time.. bt all S'porean guys hafta go thru it.. it's juz sooner or later.. I guess he juz misses his bum life.. tt LAZY guy.. I dun suppose he'd be able to read this entry anyway.. besides.. he knows tt he's lazy.. :P
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
yoz! Sigh.. waste time again.. met Chris for breakfast at bishan.. then we went to bishan park.. then I went to Diana's plc to see if we can find any job.. bt.. well.. nvm..
Ok.. then, we went back to bishan.. I dunno whatever for.. bt.. we did.. then met EH.. n Cheryl (Diana's sis)'s bf.. sigh.. they oso having probs.. n Brenda oso having prob with her bf.. sigh.. sigh..
I decided to leave the 2 lovebirds together n left.. I then went on a LOOONNNGGG walk.. walked hm frm J8.. took abt 2 hrs.. quite cool.. whatever it is.. I'm trying to adapt to life w/o him n her.. yah.. cos he's supposedly outta my life.. although I would like to keep him here.. n.. I feel tt it's a matter of time b4 she exits my life as well.. so.. better now than later..
Ok.. then, we went back to bishan.. I dunno whatever for.. bt.. we did.. then met EH.. n Cheryl (Diana's sis)'s bf.. sigh.. they oso having probs.. n Brenda oso having prob with her bf.. sigh.. sigh..
I decided to leave the 2 lovebirds together n left.. I then went on a LOOONNNGGG walk.. walked hm frm J8.. took abt 2 hrs.. quite cool.. whatever it is.. I'm trying to adapt to life w/o him n her.. yah.. cos he's supposedly outta my life.. although I would like to keep him here.. n.. I feel tt it's a matter of time b4 she exits my life as well.. so.. better now than later..
Tuesday, April 20, 2004
I went swimming today! haha.. seems like I'm suddenly living a healthy lifestyle.. haha.. anyway.. Dar n I went to Bishan's swimming complex to swim.. was there till abt.. 1.45pm b4 we headed down to Douby Ghaut..
Went to douby for a mani & pedi session.. cool.. haha.. ex oso.. gt a scarf.. at last.. then went saw Teck Peng there n settled on a thurs outing.. haha.. ok.. then we went to see Barbara.. n.. watched a movie.. um.. The Prince n me.. the storyline's ok.. it's like the kinda fairytale kind.. yah.. cheesy.. girly kinda movie.. sigh.. oso wish tt it'll happen to me bt.. things like this NV do happen in reality.. n I really mean NEVER..
Spent a fortune there.. sigh.. let me calculate.. abt.. say.. $65.. sigh.. muz save more.. I'm nt going to spend for the nxt wk.. muz save.. I'm BROKE!!!
Went to douby for a mani & pedi session.. cool.. haha.. ex oso.. gt a scarf.. at last.. then went saw Teck Peng there n settled on a thurs outing.. haha.. ok.. then we went to see Barbara.. n.. watched a movie.. um.. The Prince n me.. the storyline's ok.. it's like the kinda fairytale kind.. yah.. cheesy.. girly kinda movie.. sigh.. oso wish tt it'll happen to me bt.. things like this NV do happen in reality.. n I really mean NEVER..
Spent a fortune there.. sigh.. let me calculate.. abt.. say.. $65.. sigh.. muz save more.. I'm nt going to spend for the nxt wk.. muz save.. I'm BROKE!!!
Monday, April 19, 2004
I went jogging today with Diana Sim.. We jogged frm Hougang Mall to Compasspt.. actually.. it wasn't all tt far.. then we talked quite a bit.. manz.. the weather was VERY HOT!!!
Aft tt, I came hm.. I perspired non-stop for abt an hr.. anyway, aft tt, I ate, bathed n rested.. went out to meet dar @ J8 @ 3.30.. then went down to Orchard to meet Jonathan.. ok.. we went to Taka's Breeks to eat.. man.. I spent a fortune there.. n today's only Mon! Great! Dar left early to go Yishun watch movie with EH.. Dawn of the Dead I suppose..
Jon managed to find this shirt frm Topshop.. cost $63.. nt bad.. think it looks gd on him.. he'll be buying it tmr I guess..
I'm itching!!! ARGH!!! Think I gt bitten by dust mites.. feeling horrible.. cos it's itchy n I'm nt supposed to scratch.. sigh..
Aft tt, I came hm.. I perspired non-stop for abt an hr.. anyway, aft tt, I ate, bathed n rested.. went out to meet dar @ J8 @ 3.30.. then went down to Orchard to meet Jonathan.. ok.. we went to Taka's Breeks to eat.. man.. I spent a fortune there.. n today's only Mon! Great! Dar left early to go Yishun watch movie with EH.. Dawn of the Dead I suppose..
Jon managed to find this shirt frm Topshop.. cost $63.. nt bad.. think it looks gd on him.. he'll be buying it tmr I guess..
I'm itching!!! ARGH!!! Think I gt bitten by dust mites.. feeling horrible.. cos it's itchy n I'm nt supposed to scratch.. sigh..
Sunday, April 18, 2004
Yoz.. haha.. didn't update yest.. sorry.. I was TOOO TIRED.. slept a LOOONNNGGG time.. was VERY tired.. sigh..
Went to church today.. then went out aft tt.. met Diana Sim today.. then met Thiam Kee (hope I spelt it correctly).. He was LATE!!! Sigh.. it's quite sad.. cos he was late for 1/2 hr.. n we waited for a long time cos he didn't know where to meet!!! it was TT bad.. anyway.. to me.. he didn't look tt gd.. seriously.. we went to Douby Ghaut.. bought Rose Tea n Camomile Tea frm Carrefour there.. ooo very gd.. :P should try.. really..
Then we went to City Hall where we had our "lunch" at 4+ in KFC.. we oso met Yan Xi there.. he looks better in person than in the photo.. haha.. okok..
So we left there soon n went back.. quite boring.. I think I was quite cold to ppl.. bt.. well.. tt's what I am..
Yest.. I didn't do much.. went to NP in the morning with Chin Pei.. then went to Douby Ghaut.. where we slacked for a LONG time.. b4 heading down to Compasspt.. after tt I went to church.. then went back.. aft tt I slept for a very long time till today.. tt's abt it..
Went to church today.. then went out aft tt.. met Diana Sim today.. then met Thiam Kee (hope I spelt it correctly).. He was LATE!!! Sigh.. it's quite sad.. cos he was late for 1/2 hr.. n we waited for a long time cos he didn't know where to meet!!! it was TT bad.. anyway.. to me.. he didn't look tt gd.. seriously.. we went to Douby Ghaut.. bought Rose Tea n Camomile Tea frm Carrefour there.. ooo very gd.. :P should try.. really..
Then we went to City Hall where we had our "lunch" at 4+ in KFC.. we oso met Yan Xi there.. he looks better in person than in the photo.. haha.. okok..
So we left there soon n went back.. quite boring.. I think I was quite cold to ppl.. bt.. well.. tt's what I am..
Yest.. I didn't do much.. went to NP in the morning with Chin Pei.. then went to Douby Ghaut.. where we slacked for a LONG time.. b4 heading down to Compasspt.. after tt I went to church.. then went back.. aft tt I slept for a very long time till today.. tt's abt it..
Friday, April 16, 2004
Went for matriculation today.. sigh.. was tired.. n stressed..
I was with Diana the whole day.. aft my regn, we went to the bank to get our thumbprints done.. then, we went back to NP for Diana's matriculation.. met up with her parents n she purchased her lap-top.. sigh.. $3147.90.. sigh.. fine.. I've gt nth to say..
I've been quite cold aft tt.. juz didn't really care abt anything tt's happening.. oh.. I saw many ppl there.. yah.. a whole bunch of Xinminians.. n I oso saw Chun Xiang.. sigh..
I met Robin with Diana juz now.. then passed him his b'day prezzie.. haha.. so cute..
Met him.. feels SOOOO different.. he's having probs with her.. no wonder she seems as though she doesn't care for him.. they've been this way for abt a mth now.. sigh.. sm ppl juz dunno howta cherish.. he's a nice guy.. ok.. I know sm juz do nt agree to tt.. bt.. he really is.. so.. shhh..
He accompanied me hm.. I actually told him tt he could go back 1st cos his mum called n ask him to go back to have dinner.. bt he insisted on sending me back.. thx lots.. The familiar scent of his Dove deodorant.. he said tt he put it on in the morning n tt he'd perspired a lot.. bt.. I could still smell the deodorant.. haha.. sensitive nose I guess.. prob juz.. more inclined to pick up tt smell.. n my perfume.. n miracle..
I miss hugging him.. sigh.. cos I cannot do it.. cos he has her.. bt.. whatever.. I hugged him today.. felt much better.. bt.. when I went into the lift, all I felt like doing was to cry.. I wish tt I was able to go back to the past.. bt.. it's nt possible.. I guess all I can do is to look forward.. n move on..
I was with Diana the whole day.. aft my regn, we went to the bank to get our thumbprints done.. then, we went back to NP for Diana's matriculation.. met up with her parents n she purchased her lap-top.. sigh.. $3147.90.. sigh.. fine.. I've gt nth to say..
I've been quite cold aft tt.. juz didn't really care abt anything tt's happening.. oh.. I saw many ppl there.. yah.. a whole bunch of Xinminians.. n I oso saw Chun Xiang.. sigh..
I met Robin with Diana juz now.. then passed him his b'day prezzie.. haha.. so cute..
Met him.. feels SOOOO different.. he's having probs with her.. no wonder she seems as though she doesn't care for him.. they've been this way for abt a mth now.. sigh.. sm ppl juz dunno howta cherish.. he's a nice guy.. ok.. I know sm juz do nt agree to tt.. bt.. he really is.. so.. shhh..
He accompanied me hm.. I actually told him tt he could go back 1st cos his mum called n ask him to go back to have dinner.. bt he insisted on sending me back.. thx lots.. The familiar scent of his Dove deodorant.. he said tt he put it on in the morning n tt he'd perspired a lot.. bt.. I could still smell the deodorant.. haha.. sensitive nose I guess.. prob juz.. more inclined to pick up tt smell.. n my perfume.. n miracle..
I miss hugging him.. sigh.. cos I cannot do it.. cos he has her.. bt.. whatever.. I hugged him today.. felt much better.. bt.. when I went into the lift, all I felt like doing was to cry.. I wish tt I was able to go back to the past.. bt.. it's nt possible.. I guess all I can do is to look forward.. n move on..
I dunno if u'd get to read this.. prob if u check my blog.. u would.. I dun want u to leave.. I know tt it's a hard choice tt u've gotta make in time.. I know tt u'd nt wanna leave me.. leave us.. leave ur family.. I juz wanna tell u.. in case I dun ever have another chance.. I miss u.. I love u.. a lot.. really do.. bt I shall nt be unreasonable.. u've gotta do what u've gotta do.. since I knew who u r.. what u r.. I know tt one of these days, it's bound to come.. I know.. I'd miss u.. nv do forget.. I love u..
Thursday, April 15, 2004
Went out almost the whole day today.. haha.. 1st was to meet Chris @ Orchard.. then we went to UOB, the one near Orchard Emerald to let him cash in his cheque.. then we went to Cineleisure for "lunch".. n guess who I saw??? his gf.. sigh.. of all ppl..
Then I met diana @ specialist centre to accompany her to pay her poly fees... aft tt, we headed down to Douby Ghaut, where we saw her AGAIN.. sigh.. then went to Sim Lim Sq to check out notebooks.. I saw this one which I liked particularly.. bt.. it costs $2888!!! SOOOOO EX! Sigh.. We saw this guy @ Burlington Sq's BK.. he was scolding vugarities.. man.. so rude! Diana was like, "Singaporeans nowadays like to use vulgarities a lot arh!" n mind u.. she said it loud enough for him to hear.. then b4 we left, she said, "Let's get outta here b4 I puke at smone's language" rite in front of him.. wow.. haha.. tt's how she is.. :)
It started raining when we left Sim Lim.. then we had NO bus to go to anywhere we wanted to.. so we decided to take any bus tt came.. we boarded 960 n took it to Raffles Town Club.. where we alighted n took 132 cos we thot it'd go to Kovan.. I saw Pamela @ the bus stop.. anyway.. 132 no longer goes to Kovan.. it stops @ Hougang Mall.. whatever.. so we went for dinner @ HM.. Diana went for an eyecheck n decided to get contacts! Yipee!!! Haha.. I think she looks great in contacts.. :P more guys will like her.. haha.. then we went to North South East West to get Robin his b'day prezzie.. gt him a hp chain.. the one with his name written on the rice with blue liquid.. it's nt all tt ex.. bt.. it's the thot tt counts.. :P
Today's the 15th of Apr.. it's a BAD day for me.. cos.. I get to see ppl who I dun wanna see.. for example.. her.. Last yr on this date, I saw lotsa ppl.. think is smtg like the day n me.. haha.. rite..
Then I met diana @ specialist centre to accompany her to pay her poly fees... aft tt, we headed down to Douby Ghaut, where we saw her AGAIN.. sigh.. then went to Sim Lim Sq to check out notebooks.. I saw this one which I liked particularly.. bt.. it costs $2888!!! SOOOOO EX! Sigh.. We saw this guy @ Burlington Sq's BK.. he was scolding vugarities.. man.. so rude! Diana was like, "Singaporeans nowadays like to use vulgarities a lot arh!" n mind u.. she said it loud enough for him to hear.. then b4 we left, she said, "Let's get outta here b4 I puke at smone's language" rite in front of him.. wow.. haha.. tt's how she is.. :)
It started raining when we left Sim Lim.. then we had NO bus to go to anywhere we wanted to.. so we decided to take any bus tt came.. we boarded 960 n took it to Raffles Town Club.. where we alighted n took 132 cos we thot it'd go to Kovan.. I saw Pamela @ the bus stop.. anyway.. 132 no longer goes to Kovan.. it stops @ Hougang Mall.. whatever.. so we went for dinner @ HM.. Diana went for an eyecheck n decided to get contacts! Yipee!!! Haha.. I think she looks great in contacts.. :P more guys will like her.. haha.. then we went to North South East West to get Robin his b'day prezzie.. gt him a hp chain.. the one with his name written on the rice with blue liquid.. it's nt all tt ex.. bt.. it's the thot tt counts.. :P
Today's the 15th of Apr.. it's a BAD day for me.. cos.. I get to see ppl who I dun wanna see.. for example.. her.. Last yr on this date, I saw lotsa ppl.. think is smtg like the day n me.. haha.. rite..
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
ok.. help me on this..
1. Av of 10/hr + incentives, at River valley, work frm 7pm - 10 pm, doing telemktg, no transportation provided, should be 5 day work
2. Abt 6/hr, Bugis, work frm 6pm or 7pm to 11pm or 2am, work in a Cafe, transportation provided aft midnite, prob everyday work
3. Ard 1250/mth, 11am - 7pm or 7pm - 3am, K Box, transportation provided if working nite shift, prob everyday work
Criteria? The job muz pay well.. preferably fun.. sigh.. so how???
1. Av of 10/hr + incentives, at River valley, work frm 7pm - 10 pm, doing telemktg, no transportation provided, should be 5 day work
2. Abt 6/hr, Bugis, work frm 6pm or 7pm to 11pm or 2am, work in a Cafe, transportation provided aft midnite, prob everyday work
3. Ard 1250/mth, 11am - 7pm or 7pm - 3am, K Box, transportation provided if working nite shift, prob everyday work
Criteria? The job muz pay well.. preferably fun.. sigh.. so how???
Juz reached hm nt long ago.. haha.. today was rather tiring..
Went to meet Diana @ Hougang mall.. then I went to pay my sch fees.. aft tt we walked ard, n I saw Paul.. didn't notice till he called me.. haha.. ok..
She had Phad Thai for lunch.. to know what it si, u should go to Renn Thai to order.. haha.. ;) Aft lunch, we went to the pasar malam to walk.. there we bought 8 mangoes.. we sat downstairs at a void deck n had a mango each.. haha.. then EH came..
We went to K Box.. sigh.. 2nd subsequent nite.. well.. whatever it is.. I wasn't v happy.. I didn't really feel like staying.. bt had to cos I couldn't leave.. sigh..
I'm afraid tt I'd come in btwn them.. n I know v well how bad tt is.. really do.. sigh..
Went to meet Diana @ Hougang mall.. then I went to pay my sch fees.. aft tt we walked ard, n I saw Paul.. didn't notice till he called me.. haha.. ok..
She had Phad Thai for lunch.. to know what it si, u should go to Renn Thai to order.. haha.. ;) Aft lunch, we went to the pasar malam to walk.. there we bought 8 mangoes.. we sat downstairs at a void deck n had a mango each.. haha.. then EH came..
We went to K Box.. sigh.. 2nd subsequent nite.. well.. whatever it is.. I wasn't v happy.. I didn't really feel like staying.. bt had to cos I couldn't leave.. sigh..
I'm afraid tt I'd come in btwn them.. n I know v well how bad tt is.. really do.. sigh..
Hi ppl.. miss my blogging yet? I've decided to blog now cos I supposed I wun be having lotsa time later..
I'd be going to pay my sch fees n see the doc.. sigh.. thedoc.. my worst enemy..
Anyway.. I reached hm at abt.. 3.25am.. haha.. wonder y? I left work at abt 2.. then I went to orchard to meet diana.. we went to Sakae.. then, we went to Renn Thai where diana complained abt West Mall.. sigh.. aft tt, she had to go to give tuition, so I stayed in the VIP room at Renn Thai.. at abt.. 8pm, I went to PS to watch a movie, Taking Lives, with Chris.. the movie was GREAT.. u ppl should check it out.. the movie ended at abt 1045 n we headed down to Cineleisure.. The ppl frm Renn Thai were having a KTV session there.. haha.. Raymond, Davinline, Alan, Steven, Agus n Yvonne (old staff) were there.. So I stayed there till abt.. 2+.. yupz.. then took a taxi back.. haha..
Was quite fun.. nt bad.. although there were ppl constantly singing out of tune n all.. it really did serve as a relaxation.. I gtg.. have to have lunch..
I'd be going to pay my sch fees n see the doc.. sigh.. thedoc.. my worst enemy..
Anyway.. I reached hm at abt.. 3.25am.. haha.. wonder y? I left work at abt 2.. then I went to orchard to meet diana.. we went to Sakae.. then, we went to Renn Thai where diana complained abt West Mall.. sigh.. aft tt, she had to go to give tuition, so I stayed in the VIP room at Renn Thai.. at abt.. 8pm, I went to PS to watch a movie, Taking Lives, with Chris.. the movie was GREAT.. u ppl should check it out.. the movie ended at abt 1045 n we headed down to Cineleisure.. The ppl frm Renn Thai were having a KTV session there.. haha.. Raymond, Davinline, Alan, Steven, Agus n Yvonne (old staff) were there.. So I stayed there till abt.. 2+.. yupz.. then took a taxi back.. haha..
Was quite fun.. nt bad.. although there were ppl constantly singing out of tune n all.. it really did serve as a relaxation.. I gtg.. have to have lunch..
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
Guten morgen! I reached hm @ abt.. 12 this morning.. haha.. right..
Last nite, I worked at Renn Thai.. there were these 2 tables of irritating ppl.. 1 wanted a table for 6 at a quiet corner.. in the end, he came in n chose a table on his own.. in the VIP rm.. idiot.. then.. another wanted a table for 6.. 3 adults n 3 baby chairs.. she came to ask me y we were taking such a long time n I said tt we were preparing the table.. then she said.. "wah.. need to take so long to prepare table?" Like.. HELLO!!! U wanted 3 baby chairs.. we dun put the baby chairs ready for ppl's use OK! We have to shift the chairs ard n all! It was quite bz last nite.. bt.. well.. we gt to leave early.. haha..
Last nite, I worked at Renn Thai.. there were these 2 tables of irritating ppl.. 1 wanted a table for 6 at a quiet corner.. in the end, he came in n chose a table on his own.. in the VIP rm.. idiot.. then.. another wanted a table for 6.. 3 adults n 3 baby chairs.. she came to ask me y we were taking such a long time n I said tt we were preparing the table.. then she said.. "wah.. need to take so long to prepare table?" Like.. HELLO!!! U wanted 3 baby chairs.. we dun put the baby chairs ready for ppl's use OK! We have to shift the chairs ard n all! It was quite bz last nite.. bt.. well.. we gt to leave early.. haha..
Monday, April 12, 2004
Juz finished "lunch".. which was.. a whole box of deloba! I know it isn't much.. bt.. at least it's smtg..
I juz gt to know this guy.. apparently there seem to be sm mix up in MSN.. cos I received the alert saying tt he added me.. n he received the alert tt I added him.. when in actual fact the both of us didn't.. hmmm.. weird..
I juz gt to know this guy.. apparently there seem to be sm mix up in MSN.. cos I received the alert saying tt he added me.. n he received the alert tt I added him.. when in actual fact the both of us didn't.. hmmm.. weird..
Today's the last day at work.. so.. u ppl can expect me nt to blog as often as now.. I'll try to have 1 entry a day.. as usual..
I'd miss this plc.. the ppl here.. bt.. the world won't stop moving..
I've decided.. I shall nt be too upset.. what's happened has alr happened.. I cannot try to change the fact.. neither can I do anything else bt to pray abt it n trust in God tt everything has a purpose..
I'd miss this plc.. the ppl here.. bt.. the world won't stop moving..
I've decided.. I shall nt be too upset.. what's happened has alr happened.. I cannot try to change the fact.. neither can I do anything else bt to pray abt it n trust in God tt everything has a purpose..
Sunday, April 11, 2004
K.. I went to church early today.. this is the 1st time I went for sunrise service.. nt bad.. although I had to wake up v early..
Did baby-sitting today.. nt bad for a first time experience.. :) Had lessons in the sanctuary by Pastor Den Hartog.. then I gt to carry Given for almost the whole lesson till his mum came to take him back cos he was hungry.. He's SOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!! KAWAII!!! :P
Reached hm n slept for abt 2 hrs.. was VERY tired.. woke up @ ard 4.30 to go J8 meet Dar.. then walked abt.. sat n talk.. at last.. told her abt my stuff.. yup.. felt MUCH better.. then at abt 8.30, EH arrived.. n I left.. then I went home.. so.. here I am.. hmm..
Did baby-sitting today.. nt bad for a first time experience.. :) Had lessons in the sanctuary by Pastor Den Hartog.. then I gt to carry Given for almost the whole lesson till his mum came to take him back cos he was hungry.. He's SOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!! KAWAII!!! :P
Reached hm n slept for abt 2 hrs.. was VERY tired.. woke up @ ard 4.30 to go J8 meet Dar.. then walked abt.. sat n talk.. at last.. told her abt my stuff.. yup.. felt MUCH better.. then at abt 8.30, EH arrived.. n I left.. then I went home.. so.. here I am.. hmm..
Saturday, April 10, 2004
Met Dar for "breakfast".. had mac.. then went to her house to try n finish up the poly forms.. coming fri will be matriculation alr.. so fast..
Then I went to church for KS.. the debate was gd.. informative.. propo won in the end.. haha..
Aft tt, I was supposed to meet up with the TCHS guys.. bt.. cos they lost the com.. so they didn't meet up with me.. they lost in the AC team to us.. we won AC n NA I think.. hmm.. Xinmin well done!!!
I saw Li Hao at City Link mall.. then I was like staring at him.. while I walked past.. haha.. I msged him n asked him then he said tt he was indeed at city link mall.. ok..
I took a train to Marina Bay n back to Toa Payoh to change 88 hm.. n.. here I am.. back home.. guess I shouldn't run out too much.. dun have much time left.. really dun.. sigh..
Then I went to church for KS.. the debate was gd.. informative.. propo won in the end.. haha..
Aft tt, I was supposed to meet up with the TCHS guys.. bt.. cos they lost the com.. so they didn't meet up with me.. they lost in the AC team to us.. we won AC n NA I think.. hmm.. Xinmin well done!!!
I saw Li Hao at City Link mall.. then I was like staring at him.. while I walked past.. haha.. I msged him n asked him then he said tt he was indeed at city link mall.. ok..
I took a train to Marina Bay n back to Toa Payoh to change 88 hm.. n.. here I am.. back home.. guess I shouldn't run out too much.. dun have much time left.. really dun.. sigh..
I've a long road in front of me.. a very long journey..
Journey - Zhang Shao Han
It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on Calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
I know tt I've heard this song in Bammie's blog b4.. was trying hard to find the singer.. finally did.. nice.. meaningful song.. esp for Gd Fri.. n for me.. cos it's juz so me.. God.. lead me through..
I juz came back nt long ago.. today's Gd Friday.. Significant day for Christians.. cos it speaks of the Passion of Christ.. the REAL passion of christ.. He died on the cross.. took upon himself all the sins of believers.. He's great.. the best..
Went to meet Diana aft gospel mtg.. was @ PS frm 3 - 4 b4 Zhaoz came.. then abt another 45 mins to 1 hr later, Diana came.. she was supposed to go to sm concery today.. bt she didn't feel like it.. so she didn't go in the end..
Aft mtg her, I went to Marina Bay.. when KSS met up n had dinner @ Zheng Fa Huo Hai Xian.. ok.. the food was quite gd.. had LIVE prawns.. yes.. no joke.. the ones tt were still jumping abt.. Stanley (Serene's bf) was there.. man.. he's a real prawn peeling machine!!! I'm serious! He peels prawns with his mouth.. n he can peel 1 in abt 30 secs or lesser! Pro! :P
Edward had his hair cut.. ok.. his hair was long n bleached.. in the morning, it was still long and golden.. by the time we met him again, it was short n black.. ppl asked if he dyed his hair black.. haha.. funny thing was tt I helped him to ans.. haha.. cos I know.. he didn't dye his hair black.. he juz cut his hair.. cos when he bleached, it was only the outer layer tt was bleached.. inside was black.. so when he cut, it's black.. haha.. rite..
Stanley.. funny guy.. VERY funny.. haha.. he's nt bad.. woah.. ok.. bt his comments.. ok.. juz this particular one is totally WRONG!!! He said tt I look like Edward.. have the "fu qi xiang" (husband-wife look).. funny arh.. I laughed till I almost choked on my food!!!
Bak Wei came.. so I had a free ride hm.. haha.. 6 of us squeezed into his car k.. Paul, Tim, Hannah, Vinci, Tabi n me.. wow.. overloaded car.. :P
Abt.. 18 ppl turned up.. Including Michael.. was quite surprised to see him there.. cos was only expecting KSS ppl.. n he's frm.. CK? Hmm.. cannot consider tt way oso.. He tried talking to me.. bt smhow.. I felt quite uncomfortable.. sigh.. dunno y oso.. didn't use to be like this.. nvm.. it's ok.. ppl change..
Went to meet Diana aft gospel mtg.. was @ PS frm 3 - 4 b4 Zhaoz came.. then abt another 45 mins to 1 hr later, Diana came.. she was supposed to go to sm concery today.. bt she didn't feel like it.. so she didn't go in the end..
Aft mtg her, I went to Marina Bay.. when KSS met up n had dinner @ Zheng Fa Huo Hai Xian.. ok.. the food was quite gd.. had LIVE prawns.. yes.. no joke.. the ones tt were still jumping abt.. Stanley (Serene's bf) was there.. man.. he's a real prawn peeling machine!!! I'm serious! He peels prawns with his mouth.. n he can peel 1 in abt 30 secs or lesser! Pro! :P
Edward had his hair cut.. ok.. his hair was long n bleached.. in the morning, it was still long and golden.. by the time we met him again, it was short n black.. ppl asked if he dyed his hair black.. haha.. funny thing was tt I helped him to ans.. haha.. cos I know.. he didn't dye his hair black.. he juz cut his hair.. cos when he bleached, it was only the outer layer tt was bleached.. inside was black.. so when he cut, it's black.. haha.. rite..
Stanley.. funny guy.. VERY funny.. haha.. he's nt bad.. woah.. ok.. bt his comments.. ok.. juz this particular one is totally WRONG!!! He said tt I look like Edward.. have the "fu qi xiang" (husband-wife look).. funny arh.. I laughed till I almost choked on my food!!!
Bak Wei came.. so I had a free ride hm.. haha.. 6 of us squeezed into his car k.. Paul, Tim, Hannah, Vinci, Tabi n me.. wow.. overloaded car.. :P
Abt.. 18 ppl turned up.. Including Michael.. was quite surprised to see him there.. cos was only expecting KSS ppl.. n he's frm.. CK? Hmm.. cannot consider tt way oso.. He tried talking to me.. bt smhow.. I felt quite uncomfortable.. sigh.. dunno y oso.. didn't use to be like this.. nvm.. it's ok.. ppl change..
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Took a bus with Chris.. Went to meet Diana at harbour front MRT station.. he went to Orchard to meet his fren..
It has been some time since I've seen her.. gd to be able to see her again.. then she went to buy clips.. ok.. thing's tt.. EH came aft tt.. n we went to watch a movie.. hell boy.. nt bad.. bt during the whole time, I felt as though I was the only one in the cinema.. like I was alone watching the show..
The handle of the seats could be lifted.. so.. well.. she was in his arms for the whole movie.. when I saw tt, my mind drifted to tt time when we were watching "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days" @ Marina Sq.. tt day.. sigh.. tt was a LOOONNNGGGG time ago..
I dunno how I can be so oblivious to everything tt's happening.. I dunno how I wun notice such a big thing tt's happening.. I really dunno.. I'm v hurt.. family.. my dad.. oh.. daddy.. y.. God.. dun let me blame u.. pls.. I dun want to blame u..
It has been some time since I've seen her.. gd to be able to see her again.. then she went to buy clips.. ok.. thing's tt.. EH came aft tt.. n we went to watch a movie.. hell boy.. nt bad.. bt during the whole time, I felt as though I was the only one in the cinema.. like I was alone watching the show..
The handle of the seats could be lifted.. so.. well.. she was in his arms for the whole movie.. when I saw tt, my mind drifted to tt time when we were watching "How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days" @ Marina Sq.. tt day.. sigh.. tt was a LOOONNNGGGG time ago..
I dunno how I can be so oblivious to everything tt's happening.. I dunno how I wun notice such a big thing tt's happening.. I really dunno.. I'm v hurt.. family.. my dad.. oh.. daddy.. y.. God.. dun let me blame u.. pls.. I dun want to blame u..
I can wear a mask n fool the world.. bt y do I wanna do so? To protect myself frm others? Or to keep myself in? sigh.. I'm tired..
Reflection - Christina Aguilera
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else?
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think?
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me?
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
Did anyone even notice my scrolling javascript??? Sigh.. when it has been there like for SOOOOO LONG..
Today.. did resorting the sorted files.. took out the files belonging to Mikasa, Mikasa n Logo... n Sunrise, SR Logo... ok.. a lot.. then sorted them into country n marks.. then.. I'm doing locus no.s now.. cos.. he said tt he knows nuts abt locus no.s.. sigh.. how difficult is it???
I'm hungry.. I guess the pain took away all the "food" tt I had.. yah.. yest's lunch was the day b4's dinner.. then yest's "dinner" was a pathetic amt.. so.. I'm hungry.. n.. I've no lunch for today.. sigh.. sigh.. will see...
Today.. did resorting the sorted files.. took out the files belonging to Mikasa, Mikasa n Logo... n Sunrise, SR Logo... ok.. a lot.. then sorted them into country n marks.. then.. I'm doing locus no.s now.. cos.. he said tt he knows nuts abt locus no.s.. sigh.. how difficult is it???
I'm hungry.. I guess the pain took away all the "food" tt I had.. yah.. yest's lunch was the day b4's dinner.. then yest's "dinner" was a pathetic amt.. so.. I'm hungry.. n.. I've no lunch for today.. sigh.. sigh.. will see...
Argh.. had horrible cramps last nite.. cramp for 1 whole hr!!! Felt like dying.. sigh.. hate TT time of the mth.. n all thx to my "wonderful friend", kang kong, I had to suffer immense pain for 1 hr.. I was writhing in pain.. literally.. felt as though the intestines were tied in knots or smtg.. indescribable.. only 1 word.. PAIN!!! I had to take panadol as a painkiller.. it was TT bad.. n I had ginger tea as well.. ginger tea's nice.. gd.. bt added to the pain for a while b4 I decided to take panadol.. slept at.. ard 1.30am.. feel like slping now.. *yawnz*..
Oh.. my resignation has been approved.. I only need to work till nxt wk.. haha.. nvm.. 1 more wk to slack.. ;)
Oh.. my resignation has been approved.. I only need to work till nxt wk.. haha.. nvm.. 1 more wk to slack.. ;)
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
I've sent the resignation letter.. hope she'll reply soon.. oh.. haha.. I did smtg to Chris' nick.. it was actually "you miss 100 % of the shots you don't take".. I changed it to.. "If men r frm Mars, I'm sure nice Martians r extinct.. hey! I'm nice!;)" haha.. cos I had wanted to write "If men r frm Mars, I'm sure nice Martians r extinct.." n he told me tt he's nice.. so I juz decided to help him.. haha.. fun! :P
ok.. stress is the word.. how in the world am I supposed to find out.. n think of pts for the debate this sat??? n I was still considering of nt going cos I'd like to watch the zone com.. ARGH..
Motion? THBT it is wrong, under all circumstances to watch movies portraying God.. I'm in the oppo.. which.. will be hard.. cos.. there's nt much to attack on.. sigh.. nvm.. giving up shows tt 1/2 the battle's lost.. so.. should I give up?
Motion? THBT it is wrong, under all circumstances to watch movies portraying God.. I'm in the oppo.. which.. will be hard.. cos.. there's nt much to attack on.. sigh.. nvm.. giving up shows tt 1/2 the battle's lost.. so.. should I give up?
Nice view.. nice sunset.. I miss the scenery.. a lot.. u nv do get to see such beautiful sights in S'pore.. ok.. even if u do.. how many will really take time.. sit down n enjoy?
All the hustle n bustle.. all the rushing.. all the roaming.. all n all.. tiring.. dun even know how in the world we manage to keep up with the pace.. oh.. practice makes perfect.. well.. no one is perfect.. so y practice???
God's wonderful creation.. the sun.. gives warmth.. gives heat.. hmm.. depending on how u look at it yah.. bt it's a fact tt it's indispensable.. the sun gives light.. to the world.. so muz we oso shine forth as lights of the world..
Love the sunset.. love sunrise.. wanna see.. wanna go smwhere to catch the sun.. or the moon.. n the wide spread of stars in the skies.. v nice..
Continue dreaming gal..
Frm the beginning I came here.. till now.. the scanner has resetted the no... today.. juz.. it has moved frm 0999 to 1000 back to 0001 again.. shows how many pics we've scanned.. shows how long I've been here.. how much I've done here.. sigh.. n I'm leaving soon.. so nostalgic.. nvm.. muz move on.. I'm the one who made the choice.. muz stick to it.. juz like what I've done n have been doing..
I'm waiting for the scanner.. Mas is using the copier.. sigh..
Last nite.. I went out to meet Li Wei to pass him the A Maths tbk.. he's going to retake A Maths this yr.. I think he gt.. 20++ for his L1R4.. n he only chose 2 courses in poly.. meaning.. he only filled up the 1st 2 choices n left the rest blank.. clever guy.. so he has no plc to go now.. trying to appeal to TP.. sigh.. sm ppl r like this..
Last nite.. I went out to meet Li Wei to pass him the A Maths tbk.. he's going to retake A Maths this yr.. I think he gt.. 20++ for his L1R4.. n he only chose 2 courses in poly.. meaning.. he only filled up the 1st 2 choices n left the rest blank.. clever guy.. so he has no plc to go now.. trying to appeal to TP.. sigh.. sm ppl r like this..
Morning! Hmm.. I've decided to quit this job.. yah.. although I'm paid to slack.. haha.. cos.. I dun really see the joy in doing this.. yah.. I like the ppl.. I like the plc.. the atmosphere.. bt.. I dun like the papers n files.. I need smtg more interactive.. so.. I guess I'd stick to my waitress job.. :) Need to tender my resignation by today.. dunno what nat'll say.. say tt I leave her alone to die.. sigh.. what to do?
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Argh!!! I've gotta find files.. 60+ files.. sigh.. frm the piles of files.. nvm.. I've alr arranged them neatly into boxes.. so I should be able to find them with ease.. :) Tt guy arh.. juz left me to do by myself when he go to Sim Lim Sq to look for his ethernet card.. irritating.. CHRISTOPHER HUANG JUN LI!!! What's this??? :P Nvm.. I shall be forgiving.. dun bear grudges..
I came back frm lunch @ ard 2.30.. the cafe @ The Capricorn only had 1 set of nasi lemak left.. n tt.. is def nt enough for the 2 of us.. so we took a 20 min walk out n ate roti prata @ the cheese prata stall.. we each had a plain n a cheese prata.. nt bad.. then we walked back..
When I reach back.. I was "warmly welcomed" by the immense no of files tt I've gotta complete.. ok.. I was exaggertating with the 'immense' word.. bt I do have to look for a large pile of files frm the alr large stack of files tt r piled there.. sigh..
What's more.. he wanna take 1/4 day.. sigh.. leave everything to me to do AGAIN.. how can he do this.. :(
When I reach back.. I was "warmly welcomed" by the immense no of files tt I've gotta complete.. ok.. I was exaggertating with the 'immense' word.. bt I do have to look for a large pile of files frm the alr large stack of files tt r piled there.. sigh..
What's more.. he wanna take 1/4 day.. sigh.. leave everything to me to do AGAIN.. how can he do this.. :(
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Did sm checking.. n tt's all I've been doing in the past 3 hrs 39mins.. haha.. rite.. the rest of the time was spent on doing quizzes.. sad rite.. haha..
Should I quit aft completing this proj? Quit n work in Bali Thai.. or.. juz carry on till the end of the mth..
I'm sick of looking at papers.. so.. dead.. I wanna look at ppl.. talk to ppl.. as long as there's life.. I dun mind.. at all..
Should I quit aft completing this proj? Quit n work in Bali Thai.. or.. juz carry on till the end of the mth..
I'm sick of looking at papers.. so.. dead.. I wanna look at ppl.. talk to ppl.. as long as there's life.. I dun mind.. at all..
Monday, April 05, 2004
Prob if I continue blogging my thots n feelings, no one would wanna read anymore.. cos.. prob they'll start to get deeper.. n more boring..
Chuch.. there's such a thing known as Confession of Faith.. it's when a person's convicted.. n am v sure tt he/she wanna take God as his/her own personal saviour.. I wanna take the confession.. bt I.. dun think tt I'm ready.. My mum said tt I was ready when I was 15.. bt last yr.. I drifted away.. to take the confession.. rather.. aft taking the confession, u've gotta live a holy christian life.. somehow.. I dun feel tt I'm able to do so..
I know y I drifted.. lotsa things happened.. the one b4.. then him.. then.. 'O's.. lots.. n lots.. I've risen.. I've fallen.. I've cried.. shattered my heart.. hurt myself v badly.. still trying to recuperate.. thru all this while.. God has been v real.. bt what if.. what if He's only real during this while? It's nt tt He'll leave me once everything "gets back on the track".. bt rather.. tt I'll cease to feel Him.. cos I'm enjoying myself.. or cos I'm too arrogant..
Yes.. I think.. n truely believe tt.. the reason y he left me has everything to do with this.. cos I plced him more impt than everything else.. than my friends.. than my family.. than God.. tt's y.. He chose to punish me this way.. take him away.. make me fall.. make me feel pain.. so tt I'll come back to Him again..
He changed me.. thru him.. God works in wondrous, magnificent ways.. Prob tt's y I'm adament nt to find another one.. cos I know tt there's no one out there tt's for me.. unless God plces him there.. bt then again.. there's no one there at present.. so.. I don't bother.. I understand tt it'll be hard to resist.. esp if u see tt everyone ard u has smone else.. n if sm nice person likes u.. there seems to be no reason whatsoever to reject.. rite? WRONG.. cos u can't rush what God has planned.. if He's planned for it to happen 10 yrs later.. then it'll only happen 10 yrs later..
Try n error.. a logic? Ok.. to u maybe.. bt y put urself thru so much pain? Pain might do u gd.. bt if u know tt it's totally wrong.. y still do it? I did.. I've fallen.. He holds on to me.. has nt let me down.. I thank Him..
Father.. thank You for carrying me thru this.. help me to see Your will.. Your wonderful plan in everything.. the purpose in everything tt You've put me thru..
Chuch.. there's such a thing known as Confession of Faith.. it's when a person's convicted.. n am v sure tt he/she wanna take God as his/her own personal saviour.. I wanna take the confession.. bt I.. dun think tt I'm ready.. My mum said tt I was ready when I was 15.. bt last yr.. I drifted away.. to take the confession.. rather.. aft taking the confession, u've gotta live a holy christian life.. somehow.. I dun feel tt I'm able to do so..
I know y I drifted.. lotsa things happened.. the one b4.. then him.. then.. 'O's.. lots.. n lots.. I've risen.. I've fallen.. I've cried.. shattered my heart.. hurt myself v badly.. still trying to recuperate.. thru all this while.. God has been v real.. bt what if.. what if He's only real during this while? It's nt tt He'll leave me once everything "gets back on the track".. bt rather.. tt I'll cease to feel Him.. cos I'm enjoying myself.. or cos I'm too arrogant..
Yes.. I think.. n truely believe tt.. the reason y he left me has everything to do with this.. cos I plced him more impt than everything else.. than my friends.. than my family.. than God.. tt's y.. He chose to punish me this way.. take him away.. make me fall.. make me feel pain.. so tt I'll come back to Him again..
He changed me.. thru him.. God works in wondrous, magnificent ways.. Prob tt's y I'm adament nt to find another one.. cos I know tt there's no one out there tt's for me.. unless God plces him there.. bt then again.. there's no one there at present.. so.. I don't bother.. I understand tt it'll be hard to resist.. esp if u see tt everyone ard u has smone else.. n if sm nice person likes u.. there seems to be no reason whatsoever to reject.. rite? WRONG.. cos u can't rush what God has planned.. if He's planned for it to happen 10 yrs later.. then it'll only happen 10 yrs later..
Try n error.. a logic? Ok.. to u maybe.. bt y put urself thru so much pain? Pain might do u gd.. bt if u know tt it's totally wrong.. y still do it? I did.. I've fallen.. He holds on to me.. has nt let me down.. I thank Him..
Father.. thank You for carrying me thru this.. help me to see Your will.. Your wonderful plan in everything.. the purpose in everything tt You've put me thru..
HEY!!! Check THIS out.. I did the test again.. n.. haha.. this time.. it shows the opposite side of me.. COOL!
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FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
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message me or tell me how I can improve that
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FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
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I'm bored.. as u can see by now.. haha.. so I'm doing quizzes to keep myself entertained.. enjoy! ;)
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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
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You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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You are a Spiritualist. Your magic flows from the
primal forces of the cosmos. You could be a
gentle Healer, a miraculous Prophet or a
spirit-summoning War-mage with the strong link
your soul provides to the realms beyond
reality. You have preternatural abilities,
intutively sensing the personality of people
you meet and discerning events yet to happen.
You enhance your aura with meditative pursuits.
You are a good judge of character but your
idealism or morality can confuse others.
Which Magical Order Are You In?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
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ROMANTIC ONE. The really most most most important
for you is that she/he is romantic. You love it
to get love letters, red roses and be in a
romantic atmosphere. He/She must make you think
that you are the most beautiful of all. When
he/she is romantic she/he has you got in his
hands. When he/she tells you all that he/she
feels for you ,you are devoted to him/her. At
this point you are easy to be tempt. Your heart
is soft and pure and you would never cheat as
long as you love your partner. But if he cheats
you, you are not hiding your feelings and show
how much she/he hurt you because you trusted in
him/her and never thought he/she could do this
to you.PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you
think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You
can always message me or tell me how I can
improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
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You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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You're Element is Light. You are friendly, happy,
social, bubbly, and can brighten up any one's
day. You are very kind and a real people person
because you have several friends (or atleast
should). You're cheery nature makes you lovable
and your stunning looks are sweet and stand
out.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.
What Kind of ANGEL are you? (For Girls only) This Quiz has amazingly Beautiful Pictures!
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You are a Spiritualist. Your magic flows from the
primal forces of the cosmos. You could be a
gentle Healer, a miraculous Prophet or a
spirit-summoning War-mage with the strong link
your soul provides to the realms beyond
reality. You have preternatural abilities,
intutively sensing the personality of people
you meet and discerning events yet to happen.
You enhance your aura with meditative pursuits.
You are a good judge of character but your
idealism or morality can confuse others.
Which Magical Order Are You In?
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
Please rate ^^
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Your Heart is Blue
Your Heart is Blue. Ahh so who broke your heart? You were happy while it lasted, and now you're crushed and depressed, but you'll one day love again. After all better to have loved and lost then not to have loved at all right?
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Angst. You are an angel of angst. Once one of
water. But your depression has caused you to
become an outcast. You love to be by yourself,
as it helps you think. You have always, and
always will wonder what has gone wrong. Your
soul has been shattered, and your wings are in
pieces. But that's just you. You spend your
days searching for something. Not someone.
Though you don't know what you are looking for.
You don't even remember who you are. And are
always trying to find that person, yourself,
your soul. Which seems to have been misplaced.
But. When you find what you are looking for, it
will become clear. All tragedy will be ripped
from your wings, and your true colours will
show. And then, you are the most powerful of
them all.
Hang on, keep looking for it is there. Just try not
to loose all you hope and become nothing. For
you are truly beautiful.
What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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My Immortal.
Your Lyrics
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
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Tt's abt it.. :P Will add more.. if I have nth to do.. nt tt I've smtg to do now.. haha..
Doing LOTSA looking today.. looking for files n all.. mind u.. the files r NT in one plc.. in fact.. they're ALL OVER THE PLC!!! Stop thinking tt they're so messy.. they've nv been v neat anyway.. I've gt 5 boxes @ my plc.. he has 3 boxes with a while stack of abandoned files, the other rm has a few piles of files with 3 boxes.. Angie has sm files.. Looking for files is MADNESS I tell u.. simply INSANE!!! Sigh..
Sigh.. He's nt here today.. n he nv tell me.. :( How can he do this to me??? Haha..
Michael has arrived in S'pore yest morning.. hmm.. n Aylwin oso.. prob they were on the same plane.. who cares anyway.. it's nt really my prob..
I still have stuff to do.. bt judging frm the amt left.. I think tt I'd be able to finish the work v soon.. so I'd be transferred back soon.. Prob he's nt working anymore.. cos.. there's nt much left.. so they dun need 2 ppl.. maybe.. probably.. sigh.. y am I nt informed?!?
Michael has arrived in S'pore yest morning.. hmm.. n Aylwin oso.. prob they were on the same plane.. who cares anyway.. it's nt really my prob..
I still have stuff to do.. bt judging frm the amt left.. I think tt I'd be able to finish the work v soon.. so I'd be transferred back soon.. Prob he's nt working anymore.. cos.. there's nt much left.. so they dun need 2 ppl.. maybe.. probably.. sigh.. y am I nt informed?!?
Sunday, April 04, 2004
Saturday, April 03, 2004
Heart of Crystal
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You're a Glass of Wine!
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Homecoming!!! Wow.. v cool.. big scale event.. :)
Asri gt me a test-tube filled with hairgel.. u know.. tt art thingy.. with the words, "Relax Deborah" in it.. so sweet!!! So nice of him.. :) I was considering of buying it.. bt didn't.. it's a gd thing I didn't.. else I'd have 2.. haha..
Ate quite a bit.. full.. did body art.. glitter blend.. $4..
I met Kenny n Jeremy there.. haha.. they're alr in NS.. so fast.. Wen Zhu went.. I oso saw Robin there.. n Cai Ling.. n Xin Yu.. I can't believe I'm saying this.. bt.. I think Cai Ling n Xin Yu look gd! They seems to be looking better n better.. Guang De was there oso.. haha.. he dyed his hair.. oh.. saw MANY seniors.. Olivia, Zhi Hui, Ai Ling.. many.. n many juniors as well.. in fact.. I was bombarded ever since I stepped into sch.. ppl keep coming over to ask me to buy.. sigh.. broke..
Aft tt, I went for KS.. discussion was.. gd.. beneficial.. :) learnt quite a bit frm there.. discussion was on BGR.. my conclusion? I'm nt going to look for a bf.. period.. y? Cos.. if God has planned tt tt person be the one for u, it'll happen.. no use trying to speed things up or slow things down.. it'll happen in time.. if tt person's nt the one.. no use trying to hold on cos it's of no use.. u'll part in the end.. What I went thru.. was part of "try n error".. tried.. he's nt the one.. ok.. fine.. dun wanna try again.. no.. I dun.. n I'm serious.. until God shows me the way.. until He plans.. if He don't.. then I guess I'll remain the way I am.. single..
He was there.. so was she.. they didn't leave together aft tt.. apparently.. he went to cp with his friend.. n she went out with her 2 friends.. he said tt if he were there, he'd be extra.. sigh.. ok.. whatever.. I dun even think it's possible for them to do tt.. yah.. she hasn't seen her frenz.. bt.. she hasn't seen him for sm time as well.. n they dun even care? Well.. I shouldn't care tt much as well I guess..
Asri gt me a test-tube filled with hairgel.. u know.. tt art thingy.. with the words, "Relax Deborah" in it.. so sweet!!! So nice of him.. :) I was considering of buying it.. bt didn't.. it's a gd thing I didn't.. else I'd have 2.. haha..
Ate quite a bit.. full.. did body art.. glitter blend.. $4..
I met Kenny n Jeremy there.. haha.. they're alr in NS.. so fast.. Wen Zhu went.. I oso saw Robin there.. n Cai Ling.. n Xin Yu.. I can't believe I'm saying this.. bt.. I think Cai Ling n Xin Yu look gd! They seems to be looking better n better.. Guang De was there oso.. haha.. he dyed his hair.. oh.. saw MANY seniors.. Olivia, Zhi Hui, Ai Ling.. many.. n many juniors as well.. in fact.. I was bombarded ever since I stepped into sch.. ppl keep coming over to ask me to buy.. sigh.. broke..
Aft tt, I went for KS.. discussion was.. gd.. beneficial.. :) learnt quite a bit frm there.. discussion was on BGR.. my conclusion? I'm nt going to look for a bf.. period.. y? Cos.. if God has planned tt tt person be the one for u, it'll happen.. no use trying to speed things up or slow things down.. it'll happen in time.. if tt person's nt the one.. no use trying to hold on cos it's of no use.. u'll part in the end.. What I went thru.. was part of "try n error".. tried.. he's nt the one.. ok.. fine.. dun wanna try again.. no.. I dun.. n I'm serious.. until God shows me the way.. until He plans.. if He don't.. then I guess I'll remain the way I am.. single..
He was there.. so was she.. they didn't leave together aft tt.. apparently.. he went to cp with his friend.. n she went out with her 2 friends.. he said tt if he were there, he'd be extra.. sigh.. ok.. whatever.. I dun even think it's possible for them to do tt.. yah.. she hasn't seen her frenz.. bt.. she hasn't seen him for sm time as well.. n they dun even care? Well.. I shouldn't care tt much as well I guess..
Smtimes I'm always like tt.. another oxy-moron.. bt.. at times.. I really do hate the way I'm living..
Moving abt juz for the sake of getting ard.. God.. help me.. I dun wanna be moving abt aimlessly.. cos there's a purpose in life.. help me find tt purpose..
I'm sick of putting on tt mask.. I'm tired of acting on this stage.. Life is a stage and we're juz actors.. sounds like smtg tt u've prob heard before? It's true.. very true.. many of us do nt face this world with who we r.. cos we're afraid of getting hurt.. scared of being known deep down.. fear the consequences.. I can say tt I'm oso one of the many..
I dun wanna face the world n smile when I'm actually crying in my heart.. I dun wanna be acting fine when I've nt been for a long time.. I dun wanna be showing tt everything's going well when in actual fact it has been in the dumps for me.. bt how many ppl actually see u for who u r n nt what u portray urself to be or what they want u to be? Few.. v few..
I have no idea what started me going on this.. I juz felt like writing.. ok.. call me emotional.. or sensitive.. or whatever u wanna call me.. I cannot control ur thots or feelings.. go ahead..
How many ppl actually know each other real well? I read Bammie's blog.. there was this entry tt asked 10 qns abt her to test how well we know of her.. I'm sorry to say.. bt I do nt know.. I dun even think I could ans 2 qns..
Do I seem problematic? Am I bothersome? Unreasonable? Childish? Irritating?
By reading what I write here.. u might see the many events be it big or small unfolding.. ok.. prob I dun give vivid descriptions.. bt at least u'd know what's happening in my life..
I'm tired.. I dun wanna keep moving.. I keep rushing on.. n on.. n on.. I wanna slow down.. I wanna juz stop moving.. I dun wanna continue at this..
Moving abt juz for the sake of getting ard.. God.. help me.. I dun wanna be moving abt aimlessly.. cos there's a purpose in life.. help me find tt purpose..
I'm sick of putting on tt mask.. I'm tired of acting on this stage.. Life is a stage and we're juz actors.. sounds like smtg tt u've prob heard before? It's true.. very true.. many of us do nt face this world with who we r.. cos we're afraid of getting hurt.. scared of being known deep down.. fear the consequences.. I can say tt I'm oso one of the many..
I dun wanna face the world n smile when I'm actually crying in my heart.. I dun wanna be acting fine when I've nt been for a long time.. I dun wanna be showing tt everything's going well when in actual fact it has been in the dumps for me.. bt how many ppl actually see u for who u r n nt what u portray urself to be or what they want u to be? Few.. v few..
I have no idea what started me going on this.. I juz felt like writing.. ok.. call me emotional.. or sensitive.. or whatever u wanna call me.. I cannot control ur thots or feelings.. go ahead..
How many ppl actually know each other real well? I read Bammie's blog.. there was this entry tt asked 10 qns abt her to test how well we know of her.. I'm sorry to say.. bt I do nt know.. I dun even think I could ans 2 qns..
Do I seem problematic? Am I bothersome? Unreasonable? Childish? Irritating?
By reading what I write here.. u might see the many events be it big or small unfolding.. ok.. prob I dun give vivid descriptions.. bt at least u'd know what's happening in my life..
I'm tired.. I dun wanna keep moving.. I keep rushing on.. n on.. n on.. I wanna slow down.. I wanna juz stop moving.. I dun wanna continue at this..
Friday, April 02, 2004
Check out my new look! haha.. nt bad.. if I do say so myself.. thx Barbara! :) Thx for ur recommendation as well.. really v nice..
Ooo.. there's this guy there.. haha.. v cute.. as in.. funny cute.. nt looks cute.. he's like.. when he was helping me to do my hair.. he was like giving me the "I'm bored" look.. the.. "man I've gotta do this again" look.. I was so bored.. when he helped me to wash my hair.. he started talking.. then I was like "wow.. so u talk!".. haha.. quite fun..
I sat in the salon for abt 3 - 4 hrs.. Diana redyed her hair.. the colour's abt the same as her formal one.. juz tt this one's more red.. nt v obvious.. bt.. nvm.. she likes it.. tt's enough..
When I reached hm.. my mum was like.. did u redye ur hair.. no.. I didn't.. u cut it??? y?? now dun look ur age.. look like sm 26, 27 yr old.. haha.. ok.. do I look TT old? Even my sis was agreeing to tt.. manz.. I think it looks nice.. I dun really care.. when I was there I told Barbara.. juz cut.. u think nice then ok.. haha.. nvm.. it's nt as though I cut my hair every 2 mths.. I cut it like 1/2 yr.. so.. it's ok..
Ooo.. there's this guy there.. haha.. v cute.. as in.. funny cute.. nt looks cute.. he's like.. when he was helping me to do my hair.. he was like giving me the "I'm bored" look.. the.. "man I've gotta do this again" look.. I was so bored.. when he helped me to wash my hair.. he started talking.. then I was like "wow.. so u talk!".. haha.. quite fun..
I sat in the salon for abt 3 - 4 hrs.. Diana redyed her hair.. the colour's abt the same as her formal one.. juz tt this one's more red.. nt v obvious.. bt.. nvm.. she likes it.. tt's enough..
When I reached hm.. my mum was like.. did u redye ur hair.. no.. I didn't.. u cut it??? y?? now dun look ur age.. look like sm 26, 27 yr old.. haha.. ok.. do I look TT old? Even my sis was agreeing to tt.. manz.. I think it looks nice.. I dun really care.. when I was there I told Barbara.. juz cut.. u think nice then ok.. haha.. nvm.. it's nt as though I cut my hair every 2 mths.. I cut it like 1/2 yr.. so.. it's ok..
I'll be mtg Diana later at PS to do the poly stuff.. then I'll be going to Barbara to cut my hair.. hmmm.. wonder how I should have it done.. nvm.. juz go ask her to style for me.. :P
Poor Chris.. today he'll be left to do the files.. bt.. hey.. I was doing them yest.. need I mention tt I was ALONE in the office for 2 hrs.. at least he still has 2 ppl to keep him company.. ;)
Poor Chris.. today he'll be left to do the files.. bt.. hey.. I was doing them yest.. need I mention tt I was ALONE in the office for 2 hrs.. at least he still has 2 ppl to keep him company.. ;)
Smtg happened last nite.. my dad came home soberly drunk.. ok.. I know it sounds oxy-moronic.. bt it's true.. he went drinking.. bt was still sober..
He walked into my rm aft he changed out of his clothes n asked me if I was ok.. I said tt I was.. then.. he wanted to close the door.. bt b4 he did.. he opened it again n said.. "if Sarah or Lydia or Phebe were to ask if their father, uncles James was ok or nt.. I guess they will feel better.." with tt, he left me to the solace of my rm..
I stoned for a while.. then I called zhaoz.. I.. I was crying on the phone.. I really dun get it.. it's v simple.. juz 3 words.. "R u ok?".. bt I didn't open my mouth.. n my dad was v upset.. I am v upset as well.. cried for quite smtime.. slpt at abt 3am..
156 today was VERY packed.. I was late to work for abt 25 mins.. all cos of tt bus.. sigh.. I'll be taking 1/2 day to do my poly package.. so.. I guess I better go back to my work..
He walked into my rm aft he changed out of his clothes n asked me if I was ok.. I said tt I was.. then.. he wanted to close the door.. bt b4 he did.. he opened it again n said.. "if Sarah or Lydia or Phebe were to ask if their father, uncles James was ok or nt.. I guess they will feel better.." with tt, he left me to the solace of my rm..
I stoned for a while.. then I called zhaoz.. I.. I was crying on the phone.. I really dun get it.. it's v simple.. juz 3 words.. "R u ok?".. bt I didn't open my mouth.. n my dad was v upset.. I am v upset as well.. cried for quite smtime.. slpt at abt 3am..
156 today was VERY packed.. I was late to work for abt 25 mins.. all cos of tt bus.. sigh.. I'll be taking 1/2 day to do my poly package.. so.. I guess I better go back to my work..
Thursday, April 01, 2004
I've gotten my long awaited cheese marcoroni.. :)
Marcoroni.. with mixed veg, capsicum n cheese.. lots n lots of cheese.. cheese n me.. great pals.. bt this pal of mine will def make me increase my weight..
Me.. sigh.. according to diana.. the poly package is here.. sigh.. so many forms to fill up!!! Stress.. VERY stress..
Marcoroni.. with mixed veg, capsicum n cheese.. lots n lots of cheese.. cheese n me.. great pals.. bt this pal of mine will def make me increase my weight..
Me.. sigh.. according to diana.. the poly package is here.. sigh.. so many forms to fill up!!! Stress.. VERY stress..
B4 I start this entry.. pls.. pls.. do nt scold me..
He's having probs with her.. it's apparent frm his nick.. "nobody understand e loneliness i feel... if we're an item y den r we behaving lyt strangers? sigh~" y??? He said tt to break n to patch again is nth great.. tt when this period passes, they'll enter into a 'honeymoon' period.. then this again.. I'm sure this phrase can be avoided.. this.. continuous cycle can be broken.. if only they care abt each other more.. she doesn't seem to cherish him.. He doesn't seem to care.. said tt she has no time for him so he's lonely.. sigh.. I dunno.. n he said tt I wun understand.. like HELLO?!? U dun even wanna tell me!!! How in the world do u expect me to know???
I'm juz bothered.. I juz care.. dun ask y.. if u know how impt this is to me.. if u know the impact it has on me.. u'll understand.. bt like him.. I wun say..
He's having probs with her.. it's apparent frm his nick.. "nobody understand e loneliness i feel... if we're an item y den r we behaving lyt strangers? sigh~" y??? He said tt to break n to patch again is nth great.. tt when this period passes, they'll enter into a 'honeymoon' period.. then this again.. I'm sure this phrase can be avoided.. this.. continuous cycle can be broken.. if only they care abt each other more.. she doesn't seem to cherish him.. He doesn't seem to care.. said tt she has no time for him so he's lonely.. sigh.. I dunno.. n he said tt I wun understand.. like HELLO?!? U dun even wanna tell me!!! How in the world do u expect me to know???
I'm juz bothered.. I juz care.. dun ask y.. if u know how impt this is to me.. if u know the impact it has on me.. u'll understand.. bt like him.. I wun say..
I've.. NTH to do!!!
Chris n Mas took 1/2 day.. Angie's having a lunch appt.. so.. I'm in the office alone.. so sad!!! :(
I had my lunch quite smtime ago.. Chris' mum's spaghetti.. mmm.. nt bad.. :P There's pastry.. think is this char siew thingy.. nt bad.. then I still have bread.. haha.. no needa have dinner tonite.. like last nite.. (oops)
Chris n Mas took 1/2 day.. Angie's having a lunch appt.. so.. I'm in the office alone.. so sad!!! :(
I had my lunch quite smtime ago.. Chris' mum's spaghetti.. mmm.. nt bad.. :P There's pastry.. think is this char siew thingy.. nt bad.. then I still have bread.. haha.. no needa have dinner tonite.. like last nite.. (oops)
I dunno what’s wrong with me today.. everything seems.. no.. I seem to be in a bad mood.. pmsing? Bt I usually dun.. I dunno.. this is quite irritating.. in the morning.. when I came in.. I’ve been this way.. even he says tt I look scary.. well.. smtg’s wrong.. bt I dunno what..
Nat.. sigh.. I’ve gt nth to say abt her.. she’s like.. well.. it’s like.. she’s given $200/mth to spend.. transportation n everything included.. I dun think tt there’s any prob with tt amt.. in fact, it should be enough.. ok.. this is what I’ve analysed..
$50 for hp bills, $80 for transport total, $130… $20 for offering.. so.. is $150.. she’ll have $50 left for the mth.. which is abt.. $12.50 per wk.. ok.. I know it’s little.. bt.. I’m trying to budget for her.. cos I’m sure tt she’ll overspend her hp bills.. actual cost is $26.25.. with exceeding in-coming n out-going.. it’ll add up to abt $50.. transport.. well.. ask her nt to travel so much.. tt might help.. besides.. she gets a lift to work almost every morning.. offering is supposed to be 10% of what she gt.. ok.. if she dun give frm her allowance.. then.. y can’t she take it out of her pay??? She gt $493.62.. 10% of tt will be abt.. $49.36.. divide by 4.. will be abt.. $12.40.. what’s so difficult??? It’s juz a small amt of money frm the amt tt she gt!!!
If she doesn’t care.. y should I? Y crack my head n budget for her? Dun u think I’ve more impt things to do? I do ok.. I’m nt tt free.. I’m doing this cos I care.. I want to help her save.. so tt she’ll nt run outta money.. so tt she wun overspend.. is tt too much? Or am I caring too much?
Nat.. sigh.. I’ve gt nth to say abt her.. she’s like.. well.. it’s like.. she’s given $200/mth to spend.. transportation n everything included.. I dun think tt there’s any prob with tt amt.. in fact, it should be enough.. ok.. this is what I’ve analysed..
$50 for hp bills, $80 for transport total, $130… $20 for offering.. so.. is $150.. she’ll have $50 left for the mth.. which is abt.. $12.50 per wk.. ok.. I know it’s little.. bt.. I’m trying to budget for her.. cos I’m sure tt she’ll overspend her hp bills.. actual cost is $26.25.. with exceeding in-coming n out-going.. it’ll add up to abt $50.. transport.. well.. ask her nt to travel so much.. tt might help.. besides.. she gets a lift to work almost every morning.. offering is supposed to be 10% of what she gt.. ok.. if she dun give frm her allowance.. then.. y can’t she take it out of her pay??? She gt $493.62.. 10% of tt will be abt.. $49.36.. divide by 4.. will be abt.. $12.40.. what’s so difficult??? It’s juz a small amt of money frm the amt tt she gt!!!
If she doesn’t care.. y should I? Y crack my head n budget for her? Dun u think I’ve more impt things to do? I do ok.. I’m nt tt free.. I’m doing this cos I care.. I want to help her save.. so tt she’ll nt run outta money.. so tt she wun overspend.. is tt too much? Or am I caring too much?