Tuesday, March 16, 2004

Hey! I'm back! :) Guess what? I didn't go to work today.. Shhhh..

Nat n I applied a day's leave to send WK off.. today, 10 ppl went to send him off.. out of which, I only know.. Nat, Jacky, Royce, Sunny n Huilin.. The mood there was.. sad.. everybody knows tt he has to leave soon.. bt we were juz dragging the time.. took many photos today..

Huilin was the latest to arrive.. she rushed down frm Bedok to meet us at Changi.. she then ran all the way to meet us.. She was the 1st to hug WK.. then well.. we juz continued.. me, nat n his 2 other gal frenz.. I tried hard nt to cry when he went in.. I guess I managed to do it altho the tears threatened to fall.. Huilin did cry I think.. well.. for the gals there.. I think tt almost all the gals cried..

Aft tt.. I went to Tampines with Nat n Sunny.. saw my pri sch fren.. my 1st rxn when I saw her was to ask Sunny, "ur fren?" He was like, "U dunno her?" "Who?" "Brindha" Oh.. she had changed a lot.. didn't recognise her at all.. well.. she's in VJ.. clever gal.. had KFC's buddy meal for lunch.. we were talking abt WK on the way.. funny huh.. how we rmb ppl only when they've "left" us.. in one way or another.. haha.. I'm trying so hard nt to cry.. bt.. smhow.. tears juz keep falling as I type.. n I can't seem to stop them.. they juz flow.. beads.. streams of held back feelings.. juz erupt..

8 yrs.. long enough? I knew him for 8 yrs.. lost contact with him n my bunch of Yumin frenz for abt 5 yrs.. w/o him inviting me to the BBQ tt he organised last yr, I would nt have had a chance to see/unite with them again.. I juz gt together with them.. n now he's leaving.. it happens huh..

I need someone here.. someone to hug me.. what's this.. I hugged him twice this week.. once on mon cos I thot tt I wun be seeing him off.. then today..

A hug's not just a hug.. it's a way of expressing affection, care and concern.. it's a way of telling ppl, "I care".. it's an expression of love and friendship.. a hug feels warm.. a hug feels on it's own..

Where r u now? I know tt I'm nt the only one who'll say this.. cos huilin said it too in her MSN nick.. miss u..

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