Daddy juz came back nt so long ago.. n the 1st thing tt I gt frm him is nt a hug.. bt a whole series of ranting.. he blamed me for nt taking the financial aid forms before hand.. he asked me why I didn't do so.. He asked me to think for myself... tt's so nt possible.. he said tt if I succeeded in passing my exams, it would be a burden on him.. n if nt, it will also be a burden.. what in the world does he want me to do? I'm tired enough the way I am.. I've alr gt lotsa things to handle.. I dun think I needa handle what he thinks as well..

Sigh.. bt I guess I cannot juz ignore it.. I dunno.. I really dunno..

I'm sick n tired of thinking.. bt the bigger prob is when u find out tt ur probs aren't those tt u can choose whether or nt to think abt bt when u understand tt u cannot nt think abt them..