Diana knocked some sense into me yest.. she said tt the end of a rlsp isn't the end of the world.. it's the beginning of a new chpt..

Tt's looking at things in a more positive light..

She told me things tt struck me..

In every rlsp.. u learn frm each other.. and at the end of it.. u muz look back and find out what the other party has taught..
I agree with tt.. in my rlsp with him.. I learnt a lot..
Even with the break up.. I'm still learning..

I've learnt how to love.. our love for each other might have been shown in different ways.. bt we still loved each other..
I've learnt tt a rlsp muz and can only be worked out with both parties.. cos it'll nv work out with one party trying hard.. and the other party nt trying as hard..
I've learnt tt quality time doesn't mean quantity time.. an hr or 2 together can be better than spending the whole day together..
I've learnt tt although I'm a gal.. n would prefer guys to take the lead n make the decisions, I cant juz go saying I dunno..
I've learnt tt it's v impt to voice out whenever there's a prob.. nt to wait.. or keep it inside.. cos at the end of the day.. it's the rlsp tt suffers..
I've learnt.. the hard way.. to nt take for granted the ppl tt are most impt to me..
I've learnt tt u can nv have the best of both worlds.. u have to give n take..

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I've learnt tt regret is nv the cure.. u seldom/nv have the 2nd chance to voice it.. u juz gotta do it right the 1st time..
I've learnt tt tears.. somehow.. will nv run dry when u still have feelings.. it only dries up when u dun feel anymore..
I've learnt tt turning back.. is nv a choice.. cos many a times.. there isn't this choice.. or road tt u can choose..

Thru this...
I've also rediscovered..
tt loving someone is the simplest.. yet the hardest thing to do..
tt I knew things like.. in simplicity, there's complexity.. n in complexity, simplicity..
tt although God dictates.. we're given choices.. n chances..
tt to learn.. I've gotta face it, accept it.. n then move on..

It's nt ez.. I know..
Cos..

When no one was able to find me.. u found me.. u found the me tt I nv dared to show anyone else bt u..
U made the effort to search for the one I truely am.. n nt the one I portray myself to be..
U helped me to nt be afraid to show u who I am..
U gave me the confidence tt u'll love me for who I am n nt who I show myself to be..

U...

Woke up extremely early in the morning.. went down to KAP n gt me their v 1st set of hotcakes.. sent it down to sch for me.. n I was still slping..

Ate a tub of ice cream with me.. Haagen Daaz Macademia Brittle.. at my void deck though it was pouring cos I had the craving for it..

Came back frm ur trip to aussie n bought me a necklace.. giving it to me in the most special way.. with me lying down.. a scented candle on each my left n my right.. the box in the centre..

Made a pt to ask my dad for permission.. talked to my dad n really listened to what he said..

Knelt in front of so many ppl in public n put a ring on my finger.. for our 1st mth..

Asked me which star in the sky I wanted.. caught it.. n gave it to me..

Carefully crafted a wax heart from melting the blueberry scented candle n burnt ur fingers cos of it..

Bothered to make my b'day a memorable day for me.. 2 bouquets of roses.. another glass one.. the candles on the car park deck.. n the lighting of the candles all the way up frm the 5th lvl to the deck where u carefully arranged the words, "Happy B'day dear".. n u.. n the earrings tt u specially chose to fit the occasion..

Bought me a miniature bottle of my favourite perfume..

Cautiously placed tea candles outside SU with zaid to light the way.. on our 7th mth.. cos we had it in sch..

Prob u're the only guy tt would do all tt..

N I.. will keep all these in my heart.. I'll nv forget all of this.. n no.. I didn't have to refer anywhere for this.. I rmbed all of them.. and will continue to..

If God allows.. if He opens ur heart.. help u to believe in Him.. trust in Him.. if He opens way for us to be together again.. I'll def nt mess up like I did.. I'll cherish u better.. love u.. show more care n concern..

Bt if nt.. this.. would be the last time u'll ever see me say this..

I'm sorry.. I was too childish.. too greedy.. bt I really love u.. maybe now.. u'll treat all tt I'm saying as "bullshit".. bt all these.. are true.. are real.. are words.. frm the bottom of my broken heart..

Lao gong.. wo ke neng yi jing bu shi ni de gong zhu le.. dan zai wo xin li.. ni yi zhi dou hui shi wo de wang zi..

*Loving someone means.. nt judging him..

Loving someone means.. taking his strengths, flaws n all..

Loving someone means.. working out the differences no matter how hard..*