I thought of the craziest thing to do today..

I wanted to buy a bouquet of 6 blue roses for u..

Yes.. I know..
U'll feel awkward receiving flowers..
juz like on V day when I gave u tt bouquet of flowers..

I wanted to give u blue roses cos of the special meaning it has for me.. n the meaning of the colour too.. Blue roses stand for fantasies, hoping for miracles, new opportunities and possibilities.

The no. stands for smtg else too.. 6 roses stands for "I miss you"..
Was considering 18.. cos it means "I'm sorry"..

Bt..
Grace's rite..
u've alr moved on..
are alr with someone else..
and are happy with her..
giving u smtg like this..
wun do anyone any gd..

So what if I get my intention known?
will it be appreciated?

I dun really care abt all those now..

I think..
tt u'll either be upset..
or frustrated..
n she..
will def be jealous..

What's the pt then..
causing all this pain to others..
when I said tt I'd be the one to take it all..

So..
I wun do it..
If u read this..
my intentions r alr indirectly made known to u..

N I know what u'd do..
nth..
cos..
u love her..
u wun wanna hurt her..
n..
there's nth left of us for u to hold on to..

It's been a yr..

a yr ago..
it was the beginning..

a yr later..
I'll go back to where it all started..
sit there..
reminsce..

n I know..
it'll only be me..

Alone..