Ronald's fasting for his rlsp..
to pray tt God'll give His blessings on his rlsp..
maybe it's a gd way of showing how much the rlsp means to the both of them...
bt if I were to fast..
it'll def be a weekly thing..
else it'll last for at least a wk..

I seem to nt be sensitive enough to ur feelings..
seem to be giving u attitude probs..
seem to be irritating..

Baby..
u've been patient with me...
I'm afraid it'll wear off..
everytime I make u upset..
u juz say tt u'll slp it off..
I'm worried it'll snowball and only surface when u cant take it anymore..

I'm afraid tt one day u'll stop caring..
tt u'll stop coming aft me..
tt u'll juz give up..

N if tt happens..
I've gt no one to blame bt myself..
cos aft all..
it's my fault for pushing u away..

I want to be able to do so much more..
to give more than what I have given..
bt I muz also somehow drill into myself tt I'm human..
n I've gt my limitations..
no matter how much I try to deny it..

It's nt as simple as it seems..
then again..
nobody said it was ez..