Today was rather horrible.. cos Katrine was here in the morning n Alex was working.. then I gotta talk to Katrine.. she asked me stuff like where I stayed, how I found out abt the job n all these kinda "basic" stuff..

Alex is getting on my nerves.. really.. now.. he asked me to help him to make drinks.. so I did.. bt then he said "make 2.." I didn't catch what he was saying.. so I didn't make the drinks.. then he was like.. y didn't u make the drinks for me? I couldn't hear what u said so I didn't make.. ok.. 2 coke.. which table? There're so few tables here.. can't u see for urself? FIne.. pls.. I dun mind u asking me to do stuff for u.. I dun mind.. I help Jason n Agus a lot.. I can help u.. bt pls.. ur tone.. so what if u're the boss's brother? What's the BIG, FAT, HAIRY DEAL?!? U're oso working as a waiter.. so what if u're the assistant manager? Do u think I care?!? I dun! Dun think tt u're more than twice my age, u can push me ard like nobody's business.. so what if I'm a partimer? U r horrible.. u smoke.. u're bossy.. u think tt ppl can get along well with u.. tt ppl like u.. well.. they're prob juz giving u face.. I might nt..

Company's politics.. Raymond doesn't like Davinline, Katrine nor Alex.. he doesn't really like Jason as well.. cos Jason's Davinline's "rite hand man".. Raymond doesn't really like Tricia.. cos he thinks tt she's nt as efficient or gd as Diana or me.. Well.. prob he doesn't like me as well.. cos I'm a busybody.. cos I talk too much.. cos I'm lazy.. I dunno.. how would I know what's he's thinking..

Oh.. beer.. all chilled beers r supposed to be served in chilled mugs.. pls do nt tryta be smart n serve in warm mugs.. cos the mugs will break n the beer will end up on u.. trust me.. I'm working in the F & B line.. I know..

Davinline asked me to get a bf.. so tt I'll have company.. manz.. what's it with getting a bf? y r there so many ppl telling me to get one? I'm fine w/o one.. I'm living fine now.. I'm sure tt I can carry on this way.. I'm nt dying w/o one.. in fact, I juz gt used to living this way.. if I were to get another one.. I might.. no.. I'll def need to take a longer time to get used to nt having one..

I dun wanna feel lonely anymore.. no.. nt again.. cos the feeling sux big time.. I'm nt kidding.. it doesn't take a long time to get used to having smone in ur life.. bt it takes a terribly long time to live w/o smone u're used to having.. it takes lotsa self-discipline, determination n the most impt factor.. time..

Tired.. v tired.. physically, emotionally, psychologically.. esp emotionally.. dun touch me.. I'll break.. warm on the outside.. cold n the inside.. like fried ice-cream.. haha..