Wondering y I'm still awake although I needa work full shift later today? Well.. cos I'm still waiting for my stuff to finishing dling.. besides.. I can't really slp.. I'm tired.. bt smhow I can't get to slp yet..

I've been thinking.. n I dunno if I should have reacted the way I did.. prob I gave EH an impression tt I dun like him.. it doesn't really matter.. does it.. as long as she does.. it's nt really a prob whether I like him or nt.. besides.. I alr make myself clear tt I'm nt jealous of him or anything.. so I dun think I detest him..

I'm envious of nat.. yes.. I am.. serious.. I'm envious of the way she can get along with ppl.. dun start telling me tt I can get along with ppl v well as well.. well.. tt's all in the past.. no longer in the present.. In the past, I might nt be able to live w/o him.. bt now I can.. in the past I'd be v jealous of guys who get to spend lotsa time with her.. in a way "snatching" her away frm me.. bt now I wun..

Do u know who I am?
U dun..

Even I can't figure out what's happening.. I know tt u dun want to see me like this.. bt.. I've been getting used to this kinda life since u've left me like this.. do u think u still know me? I'm no longer the cheery, happy-go-lucky, extroverted gal tt u once knew..

Will u still care for me?