Ok.. I'm in sch using the lap top.. haha.. ok.. what happened yest.. hmm.. I went to CE for service.. then went to Bras Basah to get sm art fren card with nat.. went down to PS to meet Leng Yeow then I went to have lunch @ Swensens.. aft tt we went down to taka.. where I worked for the nite.. there weren't many ppl yest.. aft work, alan n I went over to Sanur to celebrate jasmine's 18th b'day with her.. quite fun.. Kai Lin came oso.. then I went back.. oh.. I had a little to drink.. nt much.. juz 2 bottles of venom.. 1 red, 1 blue.. nt tt much.. haha.. Dun scold me or anything.. I wasn't exactly feeling v gd.. pissed in fact..

Know what.. I dunno what's happening.. everything seems to be in a whirl.. half of me wants to try.. the other half says no.. n what's more.. he told me the same thing he did.. I dun wanna hurt u.. thx.. I needed sm kinda stimulation to tell me what to do.. think I know what to do now..

If the 1st person u meet aft u walked out of ur isolation is someone who u think u can trust.. n tt person says tt he cannot commit.. tt his original plan was to play with whoever he meets.. tt he's happy with the way he is now n tt he dun wanna change back to who he was.. how would u feel? n now he says.. I dun wanna hurt u.. ok.. thx.. enough of it..

I shouldn't be doing what I know I shouldn't.. I guess tt I was wanting too much.. now I can safely withdraw frm everything n everyone else.. Kai Lin asked my yest y I was so cold.. I told him tt nth's wrong.. well.. nth's wrong.. it's no one's fault..

I should juz concentrate on my studies n nt on other stuff I should juz be the me I am now n walk on like this Im tired smtg is wrong with my lap top I think I juz activated my toggle keys n now I cant do anything to disable it crap