Sch today was relatively ok..

Went down for tuition.. then went to Barbara's to cut my hair.. when I reached there.. I found out tt dar n ak went down to have their hair cut in the evening.. n as usual.. I waited for Thomas to wash my hair.. I really enjoyed every moment of it.. when he was washing my hair for me, I told him tt his washing is the best.. tt his hands r skilled.. tt it feels like a massage chair.. then he said tt it's the last time alr.. tt he's leaving to go back to m'sia this sat.. those words fell like a bomb on me.. when I sat there n Johnny helped blow my hair I was literally tearing.. I didn't wanna cry.. bt I couldn't help it.. Roy has alr left.. Thomas is leaving too... really miss them.. really will..
When he was washing my hair for me today.. I could see tt he was looking at me.. I could feel.. n he was smiling sweetly at me.. guess there's a reason behind it all..
Thomas.. thx a lot.. u're the best.. no one's able to wash my hair like u do.. give me massages.. part my hair at the right plc w/o asking.. blow my hair the way u do.. talk n smile the way u do.. cos it's juz u.. all the best in m'sia...

The past wk.. I was confused.. I felt like I didn't feel a thing for him.. I felt like I couldn't stand him anymore.. tt he was irritating n all.. bt today.. I finally know y he did what he did..
U should have juz told me.. I know.. u dun want me to worry.. bt when I saw u winching in pain today.. I could feel it.. u juz didn't wanna say.. u dug ur nails into ur palms.. u almost dug ur fingers into the railing.. it hurts...
Take care of urself dear.. pls.. tc....

N yes.. I cried a lot today.. for Thomas.. for dear.. he said tt it's true tt women r made of water.. cos I kinda wet his shirt with my tears.. really feeling v tired now.. bt still gotta rush my IEF proj...