I'm sick.. like really.. I'm having flu.. n I dunno if it's cos I havent been slping or cos of the weather..

Thurs.. Dear n I had "cold war".. I dunno what happened bt hurting words were hurled at me.. maybe I did smtg.. bt whatever I did.. I dunno what it was tt affected him..
Dar n I went to Marina to eat.. then we went back..

Yest.. went to help Brenda for her prom aft sch.. then went to J8 to eat.. bought a new pair of shoes.. had dessert.. came back..

Later.. going to see doc.. mtg dar n nat at amk mrt station at 8.. then meet dear to go for band concert at VCH.. yah..

Oh.. Lloyd said tt I was b****ing ard.. tt's y dear is like tt.. in layman terms.. it's like if I give him a hug, he'll want a kiss.. if I give him a kiss, he'll want whatever..
Basically, a conclusion is drawn tt if I give so much.. n suddenly dun give tt much.. he'll start complaining..

Maybe tt's what's happening..

God.. help me know how much to give.. help me balance my time.. help me spend more time with U..