My dad came back at 12+ this morning.. He opened a bottle of champagne of 20 yrs old.. cos it was leaking.. then he opened another bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon, 1997, Chile.. Nice wine.. the champagne was a bit salty though..

Y the mood for celebration? Cos it's my parents' 20th wedding anniversary.. Whatever my dad said was.. touching.. def emotional.. and makes me feel totally bad..

He said tt we're pious.. filial.. faithful to God..

I feel tt I wasn't totally the "fit" in those descriptions.. I'm nt faithful to God.. I break commandments.. I regret bt dun totally repent.. I say I'll do it bt I always end up nt doing it.. I dunno.. I should do smtg abt it.. I will.. I have to..

I'm actually sitting in the atrium now.. with ppl sitting beside me.. staring at what I'm typing.. Ben was abt to comment smtg.. Haha..

The outcome yest wasn't all tt gd.. some of the "seniors" were complaining tt they have to pay.. tt they're being "down-graded" to freshies again.. blah blah blah.. I feel like telling them.. WHATEVER.. u dun wanna come is UR prob.. $12 isn't a lot for a camp.. esp when it's a 3 days 3 nites camp..

I'm tired.. Dear n I have agreed nt to meet each other for a wk beginning tmr.. limit smses.. dun talk unnecessarily.. yup.. personal reasons.. no probs between us..