I dunno what's up..

Passed my CMA.. 69/100..

I'll be VERY bz this wk.. No time to go out.. gotta rush deadline.. BLAW proj nt touched.. HRM nt done.. everything's hanging..

I'm lost n confused.. I know he's alr given up..

The past wk I've been thinking abt him a lot.. the things we've done.. the plces we've gone.. the joy, laughter.. sorrow, tears.. Listening to our song brings tears to my eyes..
I know.. I've chosen to let him go.. nt cos I dun love him.. bt cos I muz..

I knew it wun be ez.. bt I didn't know it'd be tt hard.. his pic is still in my wallet.. his neoprints n photo holder is still in the office.. I'm still wearing the rings..
Maybe it's cos I haven't let go..
Maybe I juz need more time..
Bt I know.. I'll nv be the same again..
Cos everything..
is going to change..

He's no longer here..