Baby's so sweet.....
he really is..

I had dinner at pastamania with dar yest..
then he came rushing down from his celebration/debriefing to bring us up to the fountain of wealth area..
I found out tt he made a dedication to me..
asking me to wait for him..
tt he'll come back for me..
The song tt played made tears sting my eyes..
Unbreakable..

Dar n I were addressing the matter before he came..
she was saying tt I should give him a chance to come in..
tt I shouldn't lock him out..
I'm trying..
I really am..
it's nt all tt ez..
she said tt she sees 2 sad ppl..
1 sad and lonely..
1 sad and broken..
and tt the 2 can come together to complete each other..
she said tt he finds comfort in me..
n tt I should do tt too..
tt he's doing things with his heart and soul..

When talking to baby on the phone last nite..
he said tt he knew what he was getting himself into..
he knew tt it's nt going to be ez..
tt it's a rough patch..
bt going thru it would make our love stronger..
he knows tt I hurt..
he wants to take away the pain..
he knows tt I create a wall to keep myself in..
he wants to break thru it..

He can thank God for me..
he can tell me tt the reason y I dun and cant hate u-know-who is cos of my faith..
tt as a christian..
I'm nt supposed to do so..
tt I need nt care abt whatever u-know-who's saying abt me..
as long as I dun talk bad abt him..
tt I've been doing nth bt singing praises abt u-know-who..
tt whenever I mention the past events..
I look sad..
bt have a hint of happiness..

The words he say..
the things he do..
are all v touching..

God has His purpose in putting him in my life..
I know..
I think I know y..
bt I'm going to wait n see..

Baby..
thank u for being u..
thank God for u..