I had a mtg today.. Talked on a lot of stuff.. claiming hrs.. increment in pay.. n all..

Ooo.. I saw Tricia's bf today! Hm.. they're compartible.. v sweet.. them I mean.. :)

I'm bored.. was bored I mean.. didn't have anything to do.. juz rushed down for mtg then come hm.. bored..

I dunno what to do!!! Now I've ppl telling me to go JC cos my results r nt tt bad.. sigh.. JC stress.. well.. everywhere oso will have stress to a certain extent.. even when working..

3 days.. 3 days left to finish my JAE form.. ARGH!!! HOW?!? Dunno.. relax.. chill.. I still have 3 days.. 3 days.. yah.. think slowly..

Heyz.. I juz reached hm.. had a great time..

Results came out today.. I was shocked.. literally.. when Mrs Low flashed the overall scorings on the screen, many of us were cheering.. 100% passes in Eng.. 1st time in XMS' hist.. when she announced tt A maths has 100% passes, I was jubilant.. cos it meant tt I actually passed my A maths!

When I went up to take my results, I was cool.. I sat down.. choo asked me to check.. I glanced thru n was dumbed by my improvement.. cos there was indeed an improvement as compared to my prelim results..

I gt 14 for my L1R5.. tt's a decreased of 9 frm my prelim score.. I'm so thankful to God.. I didn't n nv expected to do so well.. ok.. to sm, it's nt all tt gd.. bt to me.. I think tt it's enough..

I thank the tchrs.. w/o u wonderful ppl, I would nt have been able to do so well.. cos of the effort tt u ppl have put in to help me.. love u guys lots.. XMS tchrs r the best! :)

Results:
English - A2
History - B3
Combined Humanities - B3
Mathematics - A2
Additional Mathematics - B3
Physics - B3
Chemistry - B4
Chinese - A1

I'm so excited abt my results tt I forgot to write on what I did today! Haha.. I went out.. with Edwin n Shu Yuet.. they didn't do tt badly as well.. Went with them to have seoul garden.. manz.. I was full.. then we had wanted to go to esplanade.. bt my dad didn't allow me to.. :(.. nvm.. I alr had an eventful day.. I need to get sm rest..

I juz feel like writing today..

My dear class.. I dunno how many of u have access to my blog.. I think prob only one.. bt I can tell u this.. I've many memories of the times we had together..

I love the class.. cos we're close.. we're like a family.. united..

Although it seems "cliquish" the ppl r relatively warm..

It might seem so cliche.. bt.. I love all u peeps! Although we might have had many probs, we nv fail to help each other up..

Mr Choo.. thx for everything.. our class is a united one cos of u.. more or less I guess.. I know tt u've had many arguments with Mr Rod cos of us.. I know tt u think it's worth it cos it's for us.. thx lots..

Ms Phan.. I love u! U send us this sweet sms b4 we get our results.. encouraging us nt to be afraid.. tt u'll be there to offer us hugs n a shoulder to cry on.. thx.. giving us these hand-made hearts b4 we had our chi 'O's.. ni zui hao le!

Mrs Yim.. I'm really sorry if I dun get the results u expect me to get.. U've put in lotsa effort.. helping me in anyway possible.. giving me xtra lessons n all.. thx.. appreciate them a lot..

Mr Pah.. I'm really hoping to do well for my Hist.. cos.. tt's the only humans tt I'm relying on!

Ms Ng, Mdm Tian.. I know tt my comb. humans isn't all tt gd.. so.. I hope tt u wun be too disappointed with my results..

Mr Tan.. I dunno abt my physics.. bt I think I sux in tt! Thing's tt.. I actually dreamt tt I didn't do all tt well in my physics.. I've tried..

To those collecting results tmr.. all the best peeps.. Dun hafta worry abt it.. if u've done ur best, ur results will show it.. God has planned everything.. Have a gd rest..

To my dearest class.. although it's true tt we'll nv be able to go back to tt class on the 3rd lvl of the present XMS n to sit at our positions to listen to the tchrs teach us.. I'm sure tt u peeps will miss those times as well.. the goat at the back of the white board.. the photos on the rite hand side.. the sheeps with our names on them on the rite wall of the classrm.. the posters ard the classrm.. our motto.. "Always look on the bright side of life" on the top of the board.. Cheng2, Rena, Mei Hui n gang's contagious laughter.. the way we used to tease the tchrs.. the tchrs.. each other..

I'll keep them in my heart.. hope u guys will too.. miss u ppl lots..

I didn't go to work toady.. bt I reached hm at ard 11..

I went to meet Diana in the aftnn to go down to Carlton hotel for an "interview".. I think most prob will be doing banquet.. manz.. tt's nt v gd.. Diana didn't go back to work at nite.. said tt she didn't feel like working.. who would? With a policy tt sux.. who would want to work?

Met up with nat, Wang Kai n Jacky aft tt.. went to ECP.. it feels great.. the wind.. the waves.. nice plc to let ur hair down n relax.. gd plc to think n reminsce as well.. Tears threatened to fall.. bt.. knowing me.. I didn't allow them to.. I dunno.. maybe I'm holding them back too much.. well.. whatever it is.. I'm sure tt I'll be crying later today.. when I collect my results..

Nat's family thinks tt I'm a bad influence.. ok.. rather both diana n I r bad influences.. n tt she's nt allowed to hang out with us.. ok.. it's ok.. really.. if they think we're bad influences, I guess prob we r.. to a certain extent.. cos family always want what's best for their family members.. so.. I guess tt prob u ppl should keep a dist too.. I dun wish tt ur family think tt I'm a bad influence as well..

I like the way I'm living now.. no.. serious.. actually being single the way I am isn't all tt bad.. if u dun keep looking out for tt "perfect rlsp", for tt "rite" person, u'll find tt the world isn't all tt bad.. cos everything's planned b4 hand.. who u're going to be with (if u r), who ur frenz will be.. it's all planned b4 it even happens.. so.. dun worry so much.. juz trust in God..

Today was rather horrible.. cos Katrine was here in the morning n Alex was working.. then I gotta talk to Katrine.. she asked me stuff like where I stayed, how I found out abt the job n all these kinda "basic" stuff..

Alex is getting on my nerves.. really.. now.. he asked me to help him to make drinks.. so I did.. bt then he said "make 2.." I didn't catch what he was saying.. so I didn't make the drinks.. then he was like.. y didn't u make the drinks for me? I couldn't hear what u said so I didn't make.. ok.. 2 coke.. which table? There're so few tables here.. can't u see for urself? FIne.. pls.. I dun mind u asking me to do stuff for u.. I dun mind.. I help Jason n Agus a lot.. I can help u.. bt pls.. ur tone.. so what if u're the boss's brother? What's the BIG, FAT, HAIRY DEAL?!? U're oso working as a waiter.. so what if u're the assistant manager? Do u think I care?!? I dun! Dun think tt u're more than twice my age, u can push me ard like nobody's business.. so what if I'm a partimer? U r horrible.. u smoke.. u're bossy.. u think tt ppl can get along well with u.. tt ppl like u.. well.. they're prob juz giving u face.. I might nt..

Company's politics.. Raymond doesn't like Davinline, Katrine nor Alex.. he doesn't really like Jason as well.. cos Jason's Davinline's "rite hand man".. Raymond doesn't really like Tricia.. cos he thinks tt she's nt as efficient or gd as Diana or me.. Well.. prob he doesn't like me as well.. cos I'm a busybody.. cos I talk too much.. cos I'm lazy.. I dunno.. how would I know what's he's thinking..

Oh.. beer.. all chilled beers r supposed to be served in chilled mugs.. pls do nt tryta be smart n serve in warm mugs.. cos the mugs will break n the beer will end up on u.. trust me.. I'm working in the F & B line.. I know..

Davinline asked me to get a bf.. so tt I'll have company.. manz.. what's it with getting a bf? y r there so many ppl telling me to get one? I'm fine w/o one.. I'm living fine now.. I'm sure tt I can carry on this way.. I'm nt dying w/o one.. in fact, I juz gt used to living this way.. if I were to get another one.. I might.. no.. I'll def need to take a longer time to get used to nt having one..

I dun wanna feel lonely anymore.. no.. nt again.. cos the feeling sux big time.. I'm nt kidding.. it doesn't take a long time to get used to having smone in ur life.. bt it takes a terribly long time to live w/o smone u're used to having.. it takes lotsa self-discipline, determination n the most impt factor.. time..

Tired.. v tired.. physically, emotionally, psychologically.. esp emotionally.. dun touch me.. I'll break.. warm on the outside.. cold n the inside.. like fried ice-cream.. haha..

Wondering y I'm still awake although I needa work full shift later today? Well.. cos I'm still waiting for my stuff to finishing dling.. besides.. I can't really slp.. I'm tired.. bt smhow I can't get to slp yet..

I've been thinking.. n I dunno if I should have reacted the way I did.. prob I gave EH an impression tt I dun like him.. it doesn't really matter.. does it.. as long as she does.. it's nt really a prob whether I like him or nt.. besides.. I alr make myself clear tt I'm nt jealous of him or anything.. so I dun think I detest him..

I'm envious of nat.. yes.. I am.. serious.. I'm envious of the way she can get along with ppl.. dun start telling me tt I can get along with ppl v well as well.. well.. tt's all in the past.. no longer in the present.. In the past, I might nt be able to live w/o him.. bt now I can.. in the past I'd be v jealous of guys who get to spend lotsa time with her.. in a way "snatching" her away frm me.. bt now I wun..

Do u know who I am?
U dun..

Even I can't figure out what's happening.. I know tt u dun want to see me like this.. bt.. I've been getting used to this kinda life since u've left me like this.. do u think u still know me? I'm no longer the cheery, happy-go-lucky, extroverted gal tt u once knew..

Will u still care for me?

Today.. I met Diana for breakfast at AMK.. then we went down to work.. I did full shift today.. it feels so weird today.. Jason wasn't here.. Neither was Agus.. so weird.. time passed v slowly today..

During break time, we went to PS.. met EH there.. bought quite a bit of stuff.. baby lotion.. milk lotion by johnsons.. v nice.. gd for skin..

Then was nite shift.. EH came down to fetch Diana back.. so nice of him.. Di asked me y I was so quiet.. I said tt it was nth..

I'm.. well.. I dunno howta put it into words.. I've changed.. again.. dynamics.. haha.. I used to feel jealous of EH.. cos he gets to spend time with her.. n they're close n all.. bt now.. I dun.. smhow.. even though they're there, I can act as though they're nt.. as though I'm all alone..

Time really does things.. I dunno what's happening.. bt.. I dun feel the loneliness or missing feeling anymore.. tt might be gd.. or bad.. depending on ur perspective.. guess I'm alr used to nt having him in my life..

When I see EH n Di together.. I'll automatically recall the times in which I was.. nvm.. tt's in the past.. bt.. come to think of it.. I guess I was like tt tt time.. my world only revolved rd 1 main person.. b4 the other impt ppl.. now it's different..

Everyday.. I've gotta remind myself tt God's gd.. tt there's a purpose in everything tt He does.. tt everything will work out for gd in the end.. I'm nt trying to sound v resolved or anything.. at least what I'm trying to say is tt I'm nt trying to juz leave everything the way it is n nt bother abt it.. bt to trust more in God.. I guess tt's better.. no.. it's better..

No man's an island.. ok.. there's sm truth in it.. bt.. smhow.. I dunno.. I seem to be doing otherwise.. I have this feeling.. ok.. prob it's only my view.. bt I really think tt ppl dun really like to hang out with me.. esp the me I am now.. prob this is the real me.. I dunno.. What's happening to me?!?

Today is Alex's 1st day of work.. ok.. for 1st impression, he's.. nt all tt bad.. bt he has a black face.. nt all tt fierce.. nt as bad as how they put him to be.. ok.. bad enough.. bt nt all tt bossy.. cos prob it's only his "1st" day.. He even helped Jane n me to wipe the menus.. hm.. interesting..

Well.. I'm feeling tired.. really.. I think in a way it's cos I had a little too much to drink.. my dad gave me a whole can of Carlsberg out of the blue.. hmm.. gd thing I didn't finish the whole can.. imagine drinking on a half empty stomach.. manz.. feels horrible.. bt I still cannot slp.. worked the whole day.. during the nite time, there was a reservation of 15 ppl.. apparently Alex was the one handling it.. so.. I dun really care.. bt I was running in n out of the kitchen (as always).. tiring.. worked for the.. 5th consecutive day.. then I'll be working later today.. n tmr.. so tt'll be a whole wk continuous.. bt.. it's fun..

We'll be getting results this Fri.. manz.. freaking out.. dun wanna work at nite.. so I tried calling Jason.. guess where was he? On his way back to M'sia.. said tt he'll only be back on Thurs.. oh.. pls.. work.. cos I dun feel like.. thing's tt.. if I do well, I'll be too happy to work.. if I dun.. I'll be too sad to work! So.. it's juz nt a gd day to work.. really bad.. totally out..

I hope tt I'll be thankful for whatever results tt I get.. cos everything comes frm God.. if He gives me gd results. it's for a purpose.. even if it's nt what I hope for, it's oso for my gd.. hope tt u'll all think tt way too..

All the bez to those taking 'O' lvl results..

I'm.. well.. I saw Katrine today.. yah.. the OM.. man.. Diana n I were giving her the.. hm.. the I-dun-care-who-u-r kinda look.. Jason was giving the y-u-react-this-way look..

Diana was relatively sick today.. she wasn't feeling well so she left early.. hope she's feeling better..

Tmr will be Alex n Katrine's official day at work.. no.. I should say today.. I've been sick the past 5 days n I'm still nt getting better.. all my fault.. cos I nv sleep early.. well.. what to do? I can't slp! Sigh..

Anger.. I guess I muz really manage my emotions.. Poh Wan was asking me if I'll feel afraid to go back on my own.. well.. I'm nt.. she said tt she is.. I guess tt's the difference btwn a christian n a non-christian.. I know tt nth ill will befall me cos God's ard.. n besides tt.. there's a diff btwn being single n being attached.. cos.. when u're attached, u'll be reliant on tt person somehow.. when u're nt, u've urself only.. in a way tt is..

I feel like writing in to KS blog.. bt I dun really know what to write.. n I'm nt sure if what I write will be beneficial to the rest.. muz pray abt it.. then I muz oso pray for.. KSS com nominations.. actually I alr know who to choose.. haha.. cos the choices r rather limited.. haha..

Hi! Haven't been writing for a few days.. yes.. I know.. ok.. dun rush me k.. I've been real bz.. besides.. I'm oso sick.. so I muz take more time to recuperate..

I've been sick for the past.. coming to 3 days now.. Flu, cough.. tt's the norm now I guess..

Latest news abt my work is tt there will be a "new" guy, Alex, coming to join us.. He's the boss's bro.. so.. well.. there's connections involved.. besides, the OM is coming back as well.. so tt's double trouble..

So.. hm.. I can't rmb what I wanna write.. hm.. I'll be having a mtg tmr.. um.. kinda like staff mtg.. Daveline called for one.. I guess it's to prepare us for the arrival of the OM n Alex.. n to try to solve internal probs b4 their arrival.. IF there're any.. (I hope nt)

Heard lots abt Alex.. abt how fast n efficient he is.. abt how horribly picky n bossy he can get.. ok.. so let's hope tt I dun get into his wrong bks.. I think I can do w/o this kinda trouble..

A great love?
It's when u shed tears n still u care for him,
it's when he ignores u n u still long for him.
It's when he begins to love another
n yet u still smile n say I'm happy for u.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

Loving is nt how u forget bt how u forgive,
nt how u listen bt how u understand,
nt what u see bt how u feel,
n nt how u let go bt how u hold on.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

Smtimes the one u love turns out to be the one
who hurts u the most, n smtimes the fren
who takes u into his arms n cries
when u cry turns out to be
the love u nv knew u wanted.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

Nice poems rite.. Yah.. I took them frm an email.. they're short bt simple.. precise.. to the pt.. hope u all like them too..

I gt a personal church directory! Wow.. used to share with my parents.. now KSS has a personal one! Sigh.. getting old.. ;)

I gt to know Poh Wan yest.. the first impression tt she gave me was, "Man.. she sure is arrogant.." cos she didn't acknowledge even when I greeted her.. Later, I went to the toilet to pin my uniform.. it was then I found out tt she wasn't all tt bad.. she was.. actually.. v nice.. :) She even helped me to pin my uniform.. I only found out tt she didn't return my greeting cos she didn't put on her contacts.. therefore, she couldn't see me..

Daveline didn't work yest.. Business was relatively slow in the beginning.. so we were like rotting.. Jason went to the toilet.. then when he walked out, I was looking at him.. then he asked me y I was looking at him.. guess what I said.. "Kan ni shuai" (U're handsome).. haha.. manz.. I was bored..

Yest was a fun day.. bt oso v bz.. at 910pm, we still had ppl walking in.. so we closed at 1030..

Today I went out.. then I was walking ard b4 diana called me to go to have lunch with her.. so.. I did..

Daveline was oso off today.. bt she oso came back to do sm stuff..

Glad tt Jason's feeling better today.. cos he was having a terrible headache last nite.. hmm.. too stressed out I suppose.. at least he's ok today.. he looks better as well..

I'm tired.. yah.. haven't been slping regularly the past week.. tt's relatively typical isn't it.. haha..

Banquet was GREAT! Yeah.. we had a wonderful menu.. :) And I gt another rose today.. frm Diana (Peh)..

Had fun games with weird names like "My love for thee is like a red, red rose", " A rose by any other name would smell just as sweet", "How do I love thee? Let me count the ways".. and a sumptuous dinner.. Fries, potato wedges, fish fillet, coleslaw, coca cola (bottle), bread.. yummy.. :) Great exhortation by Jo..

The gifts were cute.. The guys gave the gals wine glasses filled with peach n aloe vera.. they topped it with sparkling juice.. nt bad.. The gals presented the guys with a bklet named "101 ways to be a gentleman", a mug with a tie inside.. we oso presented 2 songs, "Still" and "Be still and know", 2 advertisements, "Clean and clear" and "Gatsby" and impersonations of several guys.. The one done of Patpat n Darren by Celeste n Jema was hilarious..

I gt to sit down n be served.. instead of the usual me standing up serving ppl..

There was a little accident though.. we had 'candlelight dinner' literally.. the lights were switched off.. then the candles were lit.. the accident was tt.. one of the paper napkins caught fire.. thankfully no one gt hurt.. or burnt..

I had an eventful day.. learnt quite a bit abt friendship in christ.. Dear.. I hope tt u can come to church.. really do.. Love ya.. Happy Valentine's Day!

To those who do nt have a bf/gf.. which I think is majority of the population tt's reading.. Dun worry.. I've nt left u out.. Happy Friendship Day!

I woke up a little later today.. cos I slept v late this morning.. went out of the house at ard 1..

I went to Diana's plc.. went to see if we were able to find another job.. bt.. we weren't able to.. so.. nvm..

Aft tt, I rushed down to J5's plc.. I was running late so I decided to take a taxi.. Know what's the prob? The prob was tt, I was still late altho I took the taxi.. nvm.. at least I was earlier than most..

BS was on Prov 3:1-7.. Vs 5 says, "Trust in the LORD and lean nt unto ur own understanding". Trusting here does nt mean tt u think n think n think n till u come up with a possible solution then say tt "I trust in You" n continue thinking.. trusting in God means tt u think, pray abt it then stop thinking.. Ezier said than done huh..

Aft BS, I went down to Bishan to meet Diana.. Oh.. I gt my first rose! :) Yeah.. frm someone v impt.. frm my dear.. she oso gt smone to go all the way down to Tanjong Pagar to get me a box of rochelles.. the heart shaped box rochelles.. So sweet.. :)

V day.. every couple on the street will be seen together.. seen hand in hand.. seen with presents.. a little green monster will find me.. haha.. yeah..

She'll be getting a bouquet of sunflowers tmr.. with a ring.. if he can afford.. so nice.. haha.. bt nt for me.. so sad.. haha.. bt I feel happy for her.. n him.. at least they're together.. n they're happy..

Ok.. I'll stop writing.. still have the speech to rush.. dunno what to write..

Was going thru my archives.. found out the difference in my writing abt him n.. well.. I was real serious with him.. wrote a lot.. put in lotsa feelings.. reliant..

U miss a person cos u're too used to the person's being there.. n smtimes, this will nt change.. nt even in yrs.. cos u're reliant.. if tt person's the only person who can make u feel, it'll be even worst.. even harder..

I dunno if he's still reading this.. bt my best guess is tt he isn't.. I mean.. y should he be bothered abt what's happening in my life rite? Aft all.. it doesn't concern him anymore.. he should be more concerned abt what's happening in her life..

If I knew, I wouldn't have gone so far.. sounds familiar? Prob u've said smtg similar to urself.. If I'd known, I would have.. Well.. all are 'if's.. In order nt to regret.. u muz cherish..

It's nt ez to love one n be loved in return.. if u do have someone u love.. cherish him/her.. dun wait till it's too late b4 u say tt I dun wanna lose u.. cos by tt time.. there's no turning back.. if u're given a 2nd chance, make gd use of it.. nt many ppl get 2nd chances.. dun hide anything.. juz say it.. I know tt smtgs u think u can't say.. bt juz do.. I'm sure ur other half will wanna know..

Homosexuality is nt a sexual orientation.. I know.. disappointment n despondancy might steer u towards this direction.. bt dun fall into it.. it's nt rite.. couples r supposed to be a man n a woman.. nt 2 men nor 2 women..

Define.. maturity n childishness.. what's the real def? There really isn't a standard, model ans.. it's all personal def.. so.. ur childishness might actually be another person's maturity.. u'll nv know..

"Never Had A Dream Come True" - S Club 7

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

I've gt a speech to write.. bt I dunno what to write.. manz.. this is so hard..

Hm.. ok.. yest.. I talked with edward through the nite.. tt's the day b4.. to yest morning.. haha.. so we put down the phone at ard.. 3am.. then I slept at ard.. 4am. Woke up at 9 plus to meet Diana down at Bishan to go to Tanjong Pagar to look for job.. then she went for manicure at PS.. she left at 4.. so I rotted.. saw Apple n Gaius there.. n.. Yao Ming.. the graduated one.. Aft tt, I met edward at ard 5.. we went to cafe cartel.. had a drink then left.. Met nat at douby ghaut.. Went down to bishan to meet diana aft her tuition to go nat's plc for dinner.. yah.. quite a lot huh..

Diana was working today.. the both of us met at 9.20am n had breakfast at delifrance(J8).. then Nat came down a while later.. went to open a new bank acct for nat.. so funny.. she transferred money to my acct, I took the money out n opened a new acct for her.. haha.. did all this within an hr.. or so.. Aft tt, the both of us went 'strolling' down orchard rd.. so boring.. then we met Jonathan (Tham) aft tt.. went down to PS to cut his hair.. I think I muz oso cut mine soon.. so long.. Ohh.. u know.. even barbara thinks tt I rebonded my hair.. hmm.. is my hair all tt straight? I didn't even notice..

I guess I'm getting a little mad.. prob turning despo.. hm.. is tt me? I dunno..

Missing..
someone..
y?
A person..
u miss cos..
u're used to his/her
presence..
Can tt be applied to me?

Strangers..
who?
acquaintances?
ppl who walk pass?
even frenz can be strangers..

u're..
changing..
cold u say..
I feel it..

Love..
can't be called
to order..
u cannot hope
tt things will always
go ur way..
cos more often than nt,
they dun..

Hurt..
happens..
common in every rlsp..

Loneliness..
my best fren..
n worst enemy..

I yearn for..
freedom..
bt can I
get it?

When?

How?

Back frm work.. I went to work today.. full shift.. cos I took Diana's morning shift.. then Davinline called me back to work.. so.. yah..

Ok.. Remy isn't working anymore.. he.. resigned.. tt's so sad.. he's a v nice person..

I was down at Douby Gauht with Diana when Davinline called n asked if I was still ard the area n if I was free to go back to work.. so.. I agreed.. n.. yah.. worked..

Raymond's on "Public Holiday" for the whole of nxt wk as to provide us part-timers with shifts to work.. in a way.. it's forced PH.. bt.. else we'll nt have anything to do..

So bored.. really.. like.. I dunno.. I wanna work.. bt if u dun give me anything to do.. then.. what's the pt? Sigh..

Me.. I'm feeling infruriated.. yeah.. boiling.. How can she do tt?!?

She took away my ONLY working day.. the one n only day tt I have this week.. n guess what? She scheduled me on Sun.. AGAIN.. What crap.. she's a christian.. have to go to church on Sun.. then dun I oso?!? Worst still.. she scheduled me on mon n sun nxt wk.. ANOTHER SUN.. What's her prob?!?

Nt working is alr bad enough.. putting me on sun is worst.. What.. I really wanna work.. it's ok if she puts me on everyday.. prob is.. she's nt.. what's the pt?!?

Had pizza over at nat's plc today.. cos she juz gt her pay nt so long ago.. so.. had a treat..

Sigh.. pray for me kz.. I need.. patience.. strength.. n.. to forgive n forget.. help me.. really..

In both romance and friendship another person becomes involved in our lives. We all become involve in the other person's life. Romance happens between different genders, friendship can happen between people of the same gender. Whether we are considering romance or friendship, there is one other person in our lives. Romance and friendship, of the two, friendship is more essential. And even in romance, the love is only meaningful if the two are friends for life.

So true.. rite? So.. I'll leave this as a thot.. See what u think abt it.. tag my tagboard..