Ppl arent always who they seem to be..
No one would have thot tt u'll change this way..
n I'm nt going to continue putting all the blame on myself..

I've gotta admit tt I was wrong in doing smtgs I did in the past..
like nt trusting u enough..
bt it's alr in the past..
I've learnt..
I've changed..

Bt dear..
I didn't sentence US to death..
u did..

The way u're treating me..
n everything else..

I chose to believe..
tt u're doing tt cos u dun want me to see how u're hurting..
u dun want others to see ur pain..
tt's y I'm nt saying anything abt it..

I'm nt..
in anyway..
lying or deceiving ur frenz..

U said tt u've gt eyes n ears to see n hear for urself..
they have too..

I chose to believe..
tt u're trying to make me hate u..
so tt it'll be ezier for u to forget me..

Cos what we had..
and could have had if u didn't sentence US to death..
is really A LOT..

Dear..
whatever I've heard others say abt u..
is also up to me to accept.. or reject..
n I would rather believe tt u're nt like tt..

No one's gt anything to gain if u continue treating me like tt..
I'll leave u alone..
I'll let u cool down..

I still love u..
even though u treat me like tt..
n yes..
although I know tt I would nv have loved u if u were like tt when I juz knew u..
I know deep inside tt u're nt like tt..

God says to forgive n forget..
to love ur enemies..

Maybe ppl will think I'm dumb n stupid..
tt I'm nt snapping out of it..
bt I've alr did..
I'm juz applying what I've learnt..

I believe in God..
tt He'll lead me thru..
n u too..
Love u..