Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Hi! :) went for bAoc today.. quite ok.. met my classmates.. guess what? Diana, Benny n I r in the same class.. like SO COOL! It's 1 in a million tt 3 ppl frm the same sec sch can end up in the same class.. haha.. okok so far.. frm those I know today.. there're 6 guys.. n 8 gals including diana n me.. sm didn't turn up so I dunno the full strength of the class.. my senior buddy, kah how.. is cute.. haha.. dunno how to define tt.. juz.. cute.. :P saw Chun Xiang.. who's in Harry potter.. n David who's in star wars.. sigh.. all nt taking me..

Collected my lap top which, is charging now.. haha.. :) Will be able to use it.. tmr! Bt I've gotta reach sch by 745 tmr! sigh.. so early.. can't rmb when was the last time tt I had to wake up by 5+ to take a bus by 630 to reach sch by 745.. actually.. come to think of it.. I've NV done it b4!!! Sigh.. muz get used to it.. anyway.. I wun be having tutorials on the 1st wk of sch.. which actually means.. tt I'll only be having 2 hrs of lessons on mon, 4 hrs on tue, 2 hrs on wed, 3 hrs on thurs, 2 hrs on fri.. like v little rite.. haha.. nxt wk only.. (if u want my timetable.. msg me or tag my tagboard.. I'll try to send it to u ASAP..)

I'm selected for sm presentation grp thingy.. supposed to sing/dance.. sigh.. the song's Crazy in Love by Beyonce.. sigh.. would seriously rather dance to tt than sing tt.. cos.. ezier.. it's nt exactly the kinda song tt I'll sing..

Dar left.. when I was having the briefing.. she juz.. left.. I felt stressed.. she told me tt if I dun go to meet her than I can forget abt mtg her alr.. so.. I decided to skip everything.. skip practice.. n rush down.. in a cab.. I had to draw $$ first.. n was quite fortunate tt the taxi driver was oso going to amk.. else I'd have to wait for another one.. spent $8.80 to go down to amk mrt station to look for her.. aft tt, we wanted to go to orchard.. bt cos we were too tired, we.. overslept n ended up in somerset.. haha.. so went to hereen for sakae.. oh n.. there's wallet shop there!!! YES! bt ARGH! EH has alr gotten her a wallet.. die.. so what m I supposed to get her now??? Aft tt, we went to cine's Kbox.. left @ ard 8+ n I headed hm..

I'm sorry bt I think I'd rather remain single.. at least for now.. cos I still haven't gt over it.. I dun wanna be unfair to u.. or to anyone else for the matter.. u're a nice person.. really.. I dun wanna be an obstruction to ur future happiness.. u deserve someone better.. nt someone like me..

1 yr's approaching.. He loves her.. dunno how she feels the same abt him.. bt.. it's sweet.. nice.. sigh.. dunno how I'm supposed to feel abt it bt.. I feel happy for them.. really do.. bt.. I cannot deny.. I do think abt the times tt we WERE together.. n they'll always remain in my heart.. thx for the wonderful memories.. :)

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